Razer blades and pencils

we where in the crowd at the concert and we danced and sang along to the music my friends Kendra and Raven had to leave early so when it was over I was standing out side the building with my notebook and I was writing some stuff when I heard someone yell
"I thought we would find you here bitch" I looked up and it was this girl named Jasmine
"what do you want" I said
"your an emo bitch and I want you to end your life " she said walking closer to me
"just go away" I said walking back into the wall
"no way i am not going to pass up this chance to beat the shit out of the one person who needs it" she garbed my book and toke my bag and throw them behind her then she proceeded to beat me after what felt like hours she left
I crawled over to my bag I tried to stand but i could not then I coughed up blood I managed to yell help then every thing went black.


I woke up in what looked like a bus I herd people talking
"i just got off the phone with her perents there on there way" one said
"i wonder what happened" another said
"we will find out soon enough" the last one said before I rolled off the bed it was higher then I thought so I slammed on the floor I got up before they could get to me and flashed a "i meant to that" kind of look
I looked like really looked at them for the first time and released I was on black veil brides tour bus and I was standing right next to back veil brides
"are you okay" jinxx asked
"what happened" jake said
"who are you" Andy asked
I stood and stared at them for a few seconds then I realized they where talking to me
"uh Im fine" I whispered
"are you sure" Andy said walking closer to me
"I'm fine" was all I could say
"are you hunger" Jake asked
"no" I said
"whats your name" CC asked
"Chrissy mansfield" I whispered
"well then Chrissy welcome to our home away from home" Ashley shouted
"yeah" I said looking at the floor
"come on tell us about your self plz" Andy said and the guys all agreed with him Andy extended a hand and I reluctantly toke it. Then we walked to a area with a couch I sat down next to Andy my heart was racing faster then a horse that just finished a race.
"so whats your life in a nut shell" Ashley asked
"well uh my main focus is my writing and art I have two sisters we are triplets and I also have a older brother all my friends at school are teachers i tend to get along better with adults my teacher says i have an old soul but I do have 2 friends how are my age they don't go to my school but thats about it" I said looking at the floor
"and how did you find black veil brides" Jake asked as CC got a monster he offered me one but i kindly declined
" I was messing around on a website that had a bunch of personalty quizzes and toke one called whats you theme song coffin was my result I clicked the link not knowing that it would lead to a full fledge obission" I said
"and why do you cut" Andy said
"how could you tell" I said to myself
"we saw the scars well actually there to new to be called scars do your parents know" Andy said
"I don't want to talk about that" I said
"why not" Jake said
"i just don't okay" I said with more attitude then I had planed
"well then did black veil brides help with that" Andy said pulling my hair out of my face and looking in my eyes
"uh I don't know maybe" I said
"do your pertnes know that you cut" CC said
"yeah" I said
"so what happened last night" Andy asked
"nothing" I said remembering the pain that Jasmine inflicted
"it was anything but it was not nothing it's okay we don't judge" Andy said
"i dont want to talk about it" I said faintly
"Chrissy it's okay we are here to help plz talk to use" Andy said
"what I just met you im not going to spill my life's work on a bunch of people i just met" I said
"sometimes it is essayer to talk to strangers then people you know" Ashly added
"that is true" I said I toke a deep breath and then said
"Im not exactly popular in school most people just leave me to my self and rarely they will call me some names but there is this one girl Jasmine who really enjoys beating the shite out of me"I said
"have you told any body about that" andy asked
"no but I don't want to the teachers may be my friends but there really is not much they can do she dose not even go to my school so it would be a wast of there time" I said
just then my pernts knocked at the bus dor and I said goodbye and left when i looked at my phone i saw that they put all of there numbers in it

Notes

sorry it is so long i had alot to get in it