Razer blades and pencils

after i showered I went down stairs and Keagan Kendra Scott and Raven where still there.
"you guys can go home you don't have to stay" I said sitting down they all sat down and Keagan warped his arm around me
"I'm sorry"he whispered
"lets oder a pizza them watch a movie"Raven said
"I'll get all of the batman movies we can have a marathon" Andy said he left the room and Scott looked at me as if to say what the fuck
"he really likes batman I don't know why" I said Kendra ordered a few pizza's and Andy started the movies I grilled up agents Keagan chest a few minutes later the door bell sounded Andy opened it, It was Juliet
"hey babe"Andy said kissing her check
"hey"she said she came inside and sat with Andy a few minutes later they let the room and went to the kitchen
the pizza arrived and I payed for it and walked into the kitchen I saw Andy and Juliet sitting talking there was a bunch of papers Andy looked stressed they quieted while everyone got there stuff then they started again while I was eating I got a text form Max asking if I was going tomorrow I told him yes I had started going to the meets again.

after about half an hour Andy came into the room and asked me to join them I did
I sat down next to him
"so i cant keep you here for much longer" he said
"what do you mean" i asked
"not legally at least because I don't have your parents constant" he said
"but if I where to become your legal garden " he said softly
"like adopt me"i asked
'yeah thats what these are because I really don't want you going back with your parents they have hurt you and I am scared hat if i let you go back they will hurt you again" he said
"Andy I don't want you to do anything drastic I am more then capable of defending myself I don't need you to do this it's okay" i said
"no no it's fine and I know you can protect yourself I just don't want you with those people" he said
"there still my parents" I said
"i know I know" he said
"well I don't I need time to think about this" I said
"I thought you would "he said I looked over at Juliet who had ben sitting there so quietly I smiled at her and she smiled back then I got up and went back to the living room they had just started the dark night.
I sat with Keagan and my mind kept on racing with all these what if's about this adoption thing i did not know if I could handle this it was a lot to take in I mean I liked andy and all but I did not want him to feel like he needed to do this and what would happen when he had to go on tour's he would be gone for a year at a time no this could not possibly work and he already had to take so much time for bvb and Andy Black I would just take more of his time and all the other stuff like bills and insurance I could not let him do this I had to go back with my parents it was the best thing to do. with that I feel asleep on Keagan.

I woke up in my room it was early and I started to pack my things I wanted to be out of Andy's hair today. I must of ben making alot of noise because Andy walked in,i his batman pants and a tee shirt
"what are you doing" he asked rubbing the sleep out of his eyes.
"I've deiced I am going back with my parents it's not that I have anything against you I just don't want to innocence you and there are just so manny things that would just not work out I'm sorry" I said lifting a box full of my clothes on to my bed
"are you sure I don't want you to be rash" he said
"yes I know this is the right thing to do" I said he sighed and slowly walked in to the room and picked up one of the photos of us and the rest of the guys at eliches a smile creeped onto his face
"you don't have to I would love to have you as my daughter" he said almost to quit for me to here
"and i would love to have you as a father Andy but with the tours and al the stuff you have to do I mean you barley have time to hang out with Juliet I just don't want to add to the things you have to worry about" i said hugging him and looking at the picture that he was still starring at
"have you talked to your parents do they even want you back" he asked still not looking away form the picture
"yes I talked to then there just fine with it" I said starting to collet all my make up as I went into the bathroom i herd him whisper something but could not make it out

a few hours later we where putting three boxes in the back of his car and then we started the drive I could tell he did not like my choice and when we got to my house he asked me again
"are you positive like with out a doubt not a negative feeling about this because i swear I will turn this car around if you have just the slightest doubt"
'I am positive no doubt about it trust me this is the right thing" I said getting out I carried a box and he carried the other two
"hay sweetie we moved all your stuff to Derricks room sense he went to college I went ahead and washed all your sheets for you and the girls set all your pictures and nick necks up for you" she said holding the door open for us
we went to Derricks old room that was in the basement and sure enough my pictures where on the wall but there was one howl was one wall that was completely empty because Derricks room was alot bigger then mine I set my box down and sat on the bed Andy put the boxes on a desk and sat down by me we both sat and looked at the black wall after a few minutes of silnce I got up and got there 12 pictures of me and the band toke them out of the frame and taped them on the wall then sat down buy Andy
"I like that" he said
"me to" I said lining on his shoulder juts then my sister mary came in (the blonde one)
"we tried to make them look as close as possibly" she said
"you did great" I said
"I know" she said then Allyssa came in
"so I herd you are dating the team captain of the lacrosse team kinda funny how I am dating Chris the running back for the football team" she said
"I herd" I said they both looked like fashion molders so skinny and tan and there clothes looked like they came straighten out of magzine's
"do you need help getting unpacked" Mary asked
"uh no I think i got it" I said
"so that's they guy form all your pictures" Allyssa observed
"yeah this is Andy" I said
'cool" Allyssa said then left
"did they hurt" Mary asked pointing at Andy
'did what hurt" he asked
"all those tattoo's" she clarified
"yes they did" he said
"then why would you do that to yourself if they hurt" she asked
"because I like them" he said
"I don't because when your old they wont look like they do now and i thinks it's a wast of money" she said with way to much sass
'well i think it's time for you to leave" I said she turned and left
"I still don't like her" he said
"well she is my sister and she is instilled to have her ophions and you don't have to like her" I said starting to unpack
'can I help" he asked
"sure if you don't have anything you have to do I don't wan to take your time" I said garbing my make up bag and setting it on the vanity he garbed the boxes that had my laptop and drawing stuff as well as my school books
he lined the books on a shelve and put my laptop on a desk I had 2 then put my drawing stuff on a different shelve i pulled out all my clothes and put them on hangers then in my closet we put the boxes on a high shelve that had all my other boxes I liked to keep them for the cardboard
"well thats done know what" he asked
"i was going to draw so I don't know what you are going to do" I said sitting in a chair
"I don't want to leave" he said
'then don't" my Allyssa said walking by the door with her lundry
"don't like her either" he said
"still don't half to" i said
"well i am going to go" he said
"bye' I said


when lunch time rolled around my yelled form on tope the stairs
"lunch time come and eat with the family" I walked up the stairs and found my family starring at me like I was some freak I sat down and then my dad asked
"so you where with that dush bag the howl time figures"
"well thats okay you don't have to like him dad" I said
'dose he have a girlfriend" my dad asked
"yes her name is Juliet" I said
"bless her heart that poor thing" he said
"if you say so" I said we ate in slince after that
then I washed the dishes and went back down stairs just in time to get a text form Andy
"how is it going"Andy
"my family hates u"
"y" Andy
"because ur different"
"often times people fear what they do not understand"Andy
"they don't need to understand"
"I see what you did there and I like it"Andy
"haha"
"so what are you doing now"Andy
"still drawing"
"what are you drawing"Andy
" a dragonfly"
"cool"Andy
that was the end of our little talk
then 7 rolled around and I got up and walked upstairs
"I'm off to a meeting be back at ten bye" i said
"you be back right at ten don't you are be late" my dad said
I got in my car and drove down to the spot
I was welcomed by Richie there was food and drinks in the fridge they had i got me a monster and sat down
'so I herd you moved back in with your parents'" Megan said
"how is it going" she added
"so far good they have ben kinda leaving me to myself witch id nice" I said
"I herd that at prom some one dumped pigs blood all over you in front of every one" Jordan said
"that is true" I said not really wanted to think about that
"how did you get that out of your hair ugh that wold be sick" ben tossed in
"it was horrible toke me almost 30 minutes" I said
"who would be such a monster" Zack asked
"there is only one person on this earth so evil-"
"uh it could not have ben Hitler dude he is dead" Richie intrepid me
" I was going to say before I was so boldly intrepid that it could only have ben Jasmine" I toke a long drink of my monster
"enough about me Meagan I have ben wondering where did you get those hair extern" I asked
"these ones the dreadlocks or my other ones the black ones" she asked
'the black ones" I clarified
"I ordered them I can text you the link if you like" she added
"that would be lovely" I said leaning back
"are you going to ask where she got her nails done next" Max said
"shut up" I yelled
"hay I don't pay some bitch to paint my fingers i do that Shiite myself I ant got time for that" Meagan yelled we all laughed
"and ben I herd you made a mixture very old school" I said
"yeah it's so tight all the songs are about how the government is no good and that freedom is out there it's so legit and I just love it and the name is killer The Rising tide there could not be a better one" he said
"yeah yeah wheres my copy"I said
"haha no" he said
"why not" I asked
"there can only be one" was his come back
everyone laughed I looked at my phone 5 till
"I best be on my way I don't want to be late" I said saying goodbye
then I walked home with my headphones on and the volume up.

Notes

I really like where this is going