Sanctuary

Back at home.

Sara

Its been three months since Andy and Jayelle left, and the house has been less than empty. When I read the note she left me the day she left, something inside me broke. How could she not tell me? How could she lie to me for years? To be truthful, I really wasn't angry with her. Time had healed that, but I wish with all my heart she hadn't dropped this bomb on me and then left me with all these questions and emotions. I was mean to her before she left. I hated myself for it. Most days I just laid in bed, wondering. Wishing she would come home. Mom says every Monday that Andy and Jayelle are great and they'll be home soon. I know it's a lie. Part of me wondered if they were dead or not. Whenever I thought of my sister or Andy dead I sobbed uncontrollably. I can't stand myself for what I last said to her.
I hope you don't come back.

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