I Am Bulletproof

Andy P.O.V
Jake and Jade went to talk for about 10 minutes then they came out both crying. Jade looked at me and Jake walked over to Ella and he went to talk to her in the bathroom. " Andy " Jade said quietly, her voice filled with hurt. I walked over to her and we walked into the bedroom. She sat on the bed and started crying " Why Andy, why. I love you so much and this is what you do " She sat in the corner of the bed and I sat on the edge of it. " Jade I understand you're angry at me, and I don't fucking blame you. I'm such an asshole, I can admit it, I made an asshole move, and so did Ella. But you know what Jade, I don't feel anything towards her, because I love you. I don't know why we did it. and i'm extremely angry at myself for doing it and you having to see it. But Jade, there's nothing go on between us. Ella loves Jake, and Jade. I love you. I know I fucked up. VERY badly, and I understand if you never forgive me. and I don't expect you to. But I want you to, I want to make sure that never happens again. you went through too much for me to be hurting you. I should be a good boyfriend to you because you deserve it. remember that I will always love you no matter what you choose to do whether it's to slap me in the face and leave or stay with me. I want you to be happy Jade. I love you " She looked up at me and stopped crying, she slapped me across the face, smiled and then kissed me. " I love you Andy, but you aren't forgiven " her face turned serious again " we need to work this out, but I love you. Can we sleep now, i'm tired " I nodded and crawled under the blankets hugging her " i'm so sorry jade " I whispered to her. " I know you are Andy " she cuddled into my chest and I fell into a deep sleep

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