I Am Bulletproof

Jade's P.O.V
The rest of the day was a blur, I was very traumatized, knowing Mike wasn't going to be around anymore made everything so much better, but I was still heartbroken. The guys did their set and we went back to the bus immediately. I sat on the couch, every part of my body numb. Jake and CC came beside me while Andy went to change " Hey kiddo how are you?" Jake asked. I just lost it then, I collapsed into his arms crying. He just rubbed my back and surprisingly calmed me down quickly. He then kissed my forehead and CC hugged me. " Thank you so much guys " I said sniffling. CC rubbed my back and gave me a warm smile. I walked off into the back to go change into some pajamas. " Andy " I said knocking on the door trying not to cry. He opened it and I hugged him tight and cried. He pulled me into the bedroom and closed the door he picked my up and lay me down on the bed still hugging me, he lay beside me rubbed my back until I calmed a little bit. Once I cried my heart out I looked up at him and smiled the biggest I've smiled in a long time. " Andy, I love you so much " He then bent down, and he kissed me, slowly full of passion. it sounds corny, but I felt sparks fly. I looked back up at him " I love you too Jade. " He hugged me again and i'd never felt so happy. After a few minutes I decided to put my pajamas on, I was against the wall and he was on the other side of me so I had to crawl over him. I stood up and put one leg over him and he pulled me down onto him. " Where do you think you're going" He said smirking at me. " Andy I need to change " I said giggling. " No you don't " and he started tickling me " OH MY GOD AN-ANDY P-PLEASE STOPP! GUYS HELP ME " I was laughing so hard Ashley and Jake came in tickling me more " NONONO CC J-JINXX HELP ME " They both came in a minute later and started tickling me too. By this time I couldn't breathe and I was turning blue and purple. The guys saw and stopped and laughed at me " You guys are mean " I said pouting and sat up off the floor which I had fallen onto in the process of being tickled. I walked over to the dresser thing and grabbed my pajamas and shooed everyone out " Can I stay" Andy said winking then pouting. I rolled my eyes " Fine " I undressed and redressed quickly feeling awkward because of my size. I nearly started crying again and when Andy saw that he hugged me and asked me what was wrong. " Andy, i'm fat, I don't understand why you're with me, there are much prettier and nicer and skinnier girls out there. I'm just a disgusting piece of shit " I was balling my eyes out now. He brought me back to the bed and covered me with the blankets cuddling me. " Jade, I think you're beautiful, I love your weight, you're like my little teddy bear, you're the cutest thing ever and I love you. okay, don't you ever think I don't. Don't you ever say you're fat. Because you're not skinny but you're not fat. You're perfect. " He looked into my eyes and I knew he meant it, I practically just melted into his arms, and he kissed me again which made me continue to melt I smiled at him " Can we sleep for a little bit Andy " He nodded and I smiled kissing him one last time as I fell asleep to him singing the morticians daughter to me.

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