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Awoken...


I tucked Lzzy into the blankets, and looked at her. She had fallen asleep, and we had decided to put her into bed other than leave her on the sofa. I looked at the tearstains on her face, and I sighed. I felt awful or everything. It broke my heart when she screamed at me that it was all my fault, that I left her. I felt tears come to my eyes, and I blinked them back before getting a wet tissue, an gently wiping away the black tear stains down her cheeks. "Hey, she still asleep?" Jayy asked, passing me a can of monster. "Yeah." I said opening it and taking a sip. "Jayy, can I ask you something?"
"Yeah sure."
"What did she mean when she said that I left her when she loved me?" I asked, and he sighed, pulling me into the back of the bus where it was empty.

"She meant that she loved you. When you left she loved you and was going to tell you but by the time she got the courage you told her you were going to LA." He said, and I stared in disbelief. She loved me. And I loved her. "Really? Wow..." I said, sitting down. "But...things got in the way, and what happened the ther day, I know she hurt you, but she wouldent mean to, she got scared, and she would never steal from you."
"I know." I whispered, looking down.
"Then why did you blame her?"
"Because this whole thing in scaring me! Everything. When I went to pick Juilet up for our first date, I thought that Lzzy looked more beautiful than Juliet. Everytime I see her I can't help but stare, she's so amazing in everyway and I kick myself all the time for leaving her before telling her how I feel, now I've fucked everything up including her and it's all my fault!" I said, a tear escaping from my eye.

"Hey..I know. We all make misakes, but some of them are fixable, you just need to help her through this at the moment, then sort out your true feelings. Her or Juliet. We both know that you can't have both, but it's up to keeping you happy. But don't break anything to her just yet, she needs time to heel." Jayy said, and I nodded, wiping away the tear. Suddenly I thought of something. How come I knew deep down it wasnt here who took the neckless, but it was in her pocket? "Jayy."
"Yeah?"
"Why was the neckless in her pocket?"
"If you ask me someone put it there." Jayy said, and I begun to think. Who was where when it happened? Well everyone seemed to be in the back at first, apart from Juliet....Juliet... No she woulent....would she? "I think I have an idea who...but do you think that Juliet might have done it?" I asked, and he looked at me. "Well I don't know but I know for a fact that she's jelous of how close you two are or were. I could see it in her eyes when you came off stage when you performed together. You could see that it hurt her, and that she actually hated Lzzy at that point, everyone could see it." He said, and I stared.

I stood up, and downed my monster. "Right I'm off to talk to her. She needs to get this straight and she needs to tell me the truth." I said, and Jayy smiled. "Good on you." He said, and I smiled,heading out the door to my bus.

LZZY'S POV

My eyes fluttered open, and I sat up. I realised I had fallen asleep on the sofa, and that the boys had put me in my bunk. I sighed, thinking of how I had yelled at Andy, feeling bad for taking my pain out on him. I felt another tear trickle down my cheek, and I wiped it away. I needed to leave. I needed to get back home to my sister. Yes she was a bitch, but I knew she was going through the same thing as me. I got up off my bunk, and walked into Jayy, who was sitting on his own. "Hey sweetie, you felling any better?"
"Nope. And Jayy. I need to go back. I need to see my sister, my family. They need me and I need them." I said, and he nodded. "I understand. Do you want me to come with you?"
"No. I need to do this on my own," I said, and he nodded. "Come on, i'll help you pack and we'll drive you to the airport." He said, and I nodded, walking into the bathroom and collecting all my stuff.

I realised Andy wasn't there, and I felt sad. Maybe I had scared him off, but he was still there when I fell asleep. Once we had packed, everyone followed me out to the car, and they drove me to the airport. The whole car ride was scilent, and when we got there they walked me through everything to the gates. "So I'll see you around butterfly?" Jayy asked, and I nodded, hugging him tightly. "I'll call you when I'm there, and I'll come back as soon as I can." I said,and he nodded, giving me a little kiss. "See ya rainbow." I said, to Dahive, and he chuckled, pulling me into a tight hug. "You'll be alright Liz. Your a strong girl and I know you'll pull through this." He said, alos giving me a quick kiss before I moved onto Ronnie. "Hey hope to perform with you next warped tour." He said, winking at me, and I nodded, smiling. "Would love to, definetly plan on going next year." I said, and he smiled, giving me a hug.

The gates opened, and I walked through them, waving to everyone before boarding my plane. I hated planes, I hated life, nothing ever seemed to be good that happened to me, and I was getting sick of it. I felt a tear drop as I gripped the arm rest as the plane took off, flying me back home...

Notes

shout outs, comment for yours :)

My-Five-Saviours

ElliieBiersack

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Comments

Why do you have to stop it ????
Omfg it's really over now I sad
I Bring Chaos I Bring Chaos
6/4/13
Love this. Best story ever. Loved the last paragraph <3
Love this. Thanks got the shout out. :)
Thanks for th shout out. Really good chapter