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Old Scars....


My eyes fluttered open to vew my bunk, and I could feel two muscular arms wrapped around me. I smiled, breathing in the familiar smell of colone and jack that I had smelt all tour. I heard Jayy cough, and I smiled up At him. "Morning butterfly." He said, and I smiled. "Morning Jayy."
"You feeling any better?"
"Yeah, bit better than yesterday, reality really hits hard."
"I know it does. You just need to pick up the pieces and move on."
"I know, I think i'm expert at that now." I said, and he chuckled. We heard Dahvie grunt and turn over. The air was filled with a strange eggy oder. "Oh my god Dahvie that was disgusting!" I exclamied and I heard him giggle into the pillow. "Jesus Dahvie we can't breathe." Jayy said, coughing. I suddenly got the giggled rolling off then edge of the bed, soon followed by a giggling Jayy.

"Dahvie what the hell did you eat that smells fucking disgusting." I said, waving my hand in front of my face. "Oh you think thats bad, wait until the next one." He said, getting up and walking towards me. "No....Dahvie....NO!" I screamed, getting up and running away. He caught me at the sofa. and threw me down, sitting on me and farting. "Oh my god Jayy! Save me!" I yelled, and he ran over, pulling im off and picking me up. "Oh my god are you ok?"
"I think so." I said, giggling. "I'm going for a shower cause that was fucking mean Dahive."
"Awwww I'm sorry." He said, hugging me and I smiled. "Fine. I forgive you." I said, smiling and going for a shower. Today was our day off and I was looking forward to meeting fans and watching bands I hadn't had a chance to see yet. After my shower, and dried my hair and tied it into a side fish tail plait, just leaving my fringe in my face. I put on a batman top, denim shorts, knee high converse, and some awesome jewelrey, and I also did my normal winged eyeliner.

I met Jayy and Dahvie, and left with them to walk around. I saw Sammi walking towards me, and I smiled, giving her a hug. "Hey can I ask you something?" She said, and I nodded. "Yeah sure." I said, and she pulled me to the side. "Listen, I was staying with the boys last night, and once Andy got back from his date he went straight to sleep. Well this morning I got up at 3 because I couldent sleep, and well I could hear Andy talking in his sleep. He was saying your name like he was talking to you...I need to ask when you were younger did anything happen?" She asked, and I stared. He was dreaming about me? "Ermmm....nothing really...I liked him but nothing ever happened, we were only ever friends."
"Oh...well I think he might like you, he just dosent know it yet."
"But he likes Juliet, he needs to be with her, there perfect."
"So? Perfection can sometimes be fake and I think there too different if you ask me."
"Well...nothings going to change, it'll be easier just to keep everything the same." I said, and she smiled. "I agree, but I need to tell you if something else happens."
"Ok." I siad, and she smiled, walking back off to Jinxx. "What was that about?" Jayy asked and I shook my head. "Nothing important. Come on, lets go." I said, and they nodded, following me to the bar for coffee.

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I slug my guitar over my back, and climed the tree. It was later in the day, and I was completly bored. I had decided to climb the tree at the back of the tralier park, and write some more music. The tree was totally out the way of everything, so I knew that I wouldent be distracted by anyone or anything, and no one could find me there. I sat myself down on a thick branch, and put my guitar on my lap. I strumed the guitar and begun to play a unfinished song. hummed along the lyrics, going over them in my head. I heard the grass below me rustle, and I stopped, trying to listen. "Hello..." Someone behind me said, and I jumped, turning my head to look up at a higher branch. "Jesus christ Andy you scared me." I said as he plopped down beside me, crossing his legs. "Sorry, only just found you i've been looking for you for ages."
"Why?"
"Because, I heard you singing with Juliet and you were amazing, so I was wondering if maybe we could write a song together and we could perform it?" He asked, biting his bottom lip. "Yeah that would be awesome." I said, and he grinned up at me. "So, do you wanna start now?"
"Might as well." I said, strumming a chord.

Three hours later we had a full song and were completly happy. "That is awesome, you free tomorrow?"
"Yep. Don't worry i'll be at the stage on time." I said, and he grinned, pulling me into a tight hug. I breathed in the smell of cigarettes and colone, and I sighed, pulling away. I wanted to stay like that forever, forever in his grasp. I smiled at him, and he smiled back. "So i'll see you tomorrow?"
"Yeah see ya."
"Right I better be off Juliet is looking for me." he said and I nodded as he hopped out of the tree. I hated this feeling. I hated the feeling of wanting someone so badly that it hurt, but yet knowing that I couldent happen. I hated the fact that I felt like no one loved me, and that even when I wanted someone I couldent have them. It hurt. It hurt so much that I felt like everyone else was loved and wanted apart from me. I looked at my tattooed arm, the large amount of ink covering old scares that refused to fade. The scares that no one knew about, and I never wanted anyone to know about. I sighed, rubbing my arm hard, wanting to make them dissapear, wanting to make me disapear. I sighed, and jumped out of the tree, and walked back to the buses.

Notes

Lzzy's outfit- http://www.polyvore.com/another_day_at_warped_tour/set?id=81902416
Shout outs, comment for yours :)

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Comments

Why do you have to stop it ????
Omfg it's really over now I sad
I Bring Chaos I Bring Chaos
6/4/13
Love this. Best story ever. Loved the last paragraph <3
Love this. Thanks got the shout out. :)
Thanks for th shout out. Really good chapter