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Here's to us...

Warped tour here we come!!!

I sat on the BOTDF bus, and laughed as Jayy an Dahvie did a interview with bryanstars. It was so funny how he just let them take the piss out of him, and was still one of the best interviewers out there. "So where are you off to next on tour?" Bryan asked, pointing the mic at Jayy. "Well we've just got the news that were going to warped tour!"He said, and I jumped up screaming "Oh my god really?"
"Yep, were goin to warped tour baby!" He yelled, and I jumped onto him, giving him a massive hug. I suddenly realised I was in the camera shot, now in the interview. "Shit sorry." I said, and Bryan laughed. "No worries, warped tour is amazing and i'm sure you'll have a awesome time." He said, and I nodded, sitting back down on the chair.

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Bryan left the venue after we performed, and we went back on the bus. We were going to warped tour. This was my dream and I was so excited that I was going to go with my two most favorite people in the world. Jayy and Dahvie. They had really helped me get where I am today with my music, and really made me feel like I was wanted, that I was someone that people wanted and needed. I looked in the mirror at my reflection. I had changed alot over the last 5 years. I now had my left arm sleeved, and dark red hair down to just above my bum. I also wore coloured contacts all the time, and my favorite ones at the moment were my crystal green ones. I smiled, likeing what I saw, and walked back into Jayy and Dahvie, who were playing xbox. "Guys let me have a go." I said, and they pulled out another controler.

After I finished wipping there ass's at black ops 2, I jumped into my bunk, and opened up my laptop. I saw that I had a Email, and smiled when I saw who it was off. Good old Chance. I opened it and it read:

Heard your going warped tour, well done Liz you got where you wanted to be.

I smiled and replyed:

Thanks Chance, can't wait and will have to come and see you later on next year when we finish touring.

I smiled, opening my twitter. I looked at all the new followers and tweets, including the hate, and then shut down my laptop. Nothing seemed to bother me anymore. I had a breakdown when....Andy left.....and stopped seeing anyone, or going out anywhere. I just stayed in my room crying and wishing that he was by me. I eventually got over that and stopped caring about anything and anyone. I had friends, even though I now stuck out like a sore thumb, and everything was going good. But it still hurt...deep down I knew it always would, but I got so used to it that I learnt to ignore it, and live like I was never hurt, which is all I really can do.

It did me good really, No hate gets to me, no boys get to me, I don't usually have boyfriends to be honest, and nothing hurts me, not as much as Andy leaving hurt. I sighed, and pulled out my old fashioned camera. I walked into the main part of the bus, and snapped a perfect shot of Dahvie in victory, and Jayy having a mini moment. They noticed and smiled. "You still into photography?" Jayy asked, and I nodded, grabbing the photo out of the front, and watching it develop. It was perfect. I smiled, showing it them. "Wow thats awesome. Hold on." Dahvie said, holding out his phone and taking a picture of it, then tweeting it.

I laughed, and got xome bluetack, and bluetacked it to the wall. The whole right wall off the bus was covered in my photography, and It looked awesome. It was everything that made me an the guys happy. I loved them, they were like the family I never had, the brothers I needed while I was growing up. Jayy smiled, and I sat on his lap looking at the wall. "It's nearly full, you'll have to spread on the other wall soon." He said, and I laughed, putting down my camera and hugging him. I was so looking forward to warped tour, it was going to be awesome.