long lost

i woke up from my phone ringing on the night stand, jinxx and sammie kinda kept me awake from all the.. noise they were making last night.. i hope this isnt a regular thing with them.. the phone went off again and i groaned taking it off the night stand and answered it with out even looking at the caller id
"what!" i snapped and the person on the other line chuckles
"sounds like someone is in a cheerpy mood" i smiled at the sound of his voice my stomache getting butterflies
"im sorry, i just didnt get much sleep"
"wait did i wake you?" he sounded concerned and slighty confused
"yeah?" i said kinda confused with the tone of his voice
"cal its almost one in the after noon" he chuckled my head snapped to the alarm clock on the night stand and i groaned, once again i have slept the day away he chuckled at me again and i smiled his laugh is hot i cant deny it
"tell you what what do u say we have breakfast for lunch? im cooking" im smiled big and nodded then i remember im on the phone and they cant see me
"sure how can i refuse the chance to try your cooking?" he laughed again and said
"you cant that why i figured it would be the perfect thing to do to get you to come hang out with me today" i laughed
"dont you have me all figured out"
"three words eight letters i got food" i laughed again at his ridiculousness and he chuckled
"ill pick you up at two, that should be enough jime for you to get up off your lazy ass and get ready right" i rolled my eyes
"yes thats enough time, see you at two"
"its a date" i smiled and hung up... a date...
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True to his word, Andy parked out side of jinxx house at 2pm on the dot . i had dressed in my heigh weisted black shorts that are ripped up in some places and my tight black crop top with who skulls one on each boob with my ankle high combat boots with chains all over them, its one of my more..flashy out fits but im nervious, i fiddled with my new hair dark brown with bright red tips.. me and samie got bored last night and she asked me if she could dye my hair, i didnt see why not.. i think i ma have the oposite of trust issues! anyway she asked me what i wanted and i told her to go for it, a trip to the store and three hours in a now barcially died bathroom and a shower later i have the beautiful hair-do i have now, im so happy with it.
i ran down stairs to andys car and he smiled at me eyes wide
"wow you look great!" i blush and looked away hoping he didnt notice
"thank you" she smiled and pick up a piece of hair between his fingers
"i like it" he murmured i turned my head and looked at him and held back a gasp of surprise when i noticed he was much closer than i expected him to be. he chuckled at my shocked expression and pulled back, started the car and headed to his apartment "so i see samie got too you already" i laughed and nodded
"yup i guess its a good thing she is fantastic "
he nodded in agreement and kept driving misfits where playing quietly on the radio and i bobbed my head lightly and mouthed along with the words, the car ride was a silent one but not awkward.. never awkward.. im so unbelievable comfortable with andy, its hard to believe there was ever tension between us.. i still havent heard anything about my birth parents and i havent talked to my adoptive parents in what felt like months.. i didnt tell them i was making this move.. i didnt even tell my step brother chris... guilt suddenly fell heavly onto my chest and it felt hard to breath.. me and my step brother were so close he was my hero and my rock and supported me no matter what i did and i move miles away from him without even saying goodbye.. i feel the tears start to build in my eyes and i think andy notices my sudden change in mood because he turns the music off and glances at my quickly before looking at the road again
"hey, whats wrong"
i shook my head and clear my dry throat before answering
"i just realised that i up and moved to LA with so much as a call to my family.. my parents i dont feel to bad about because im still upset with them.. but my brother chris.. he is going to be so hurt that i didnt even bother to say goodbye.." my voice cracks at the end and a tear falls down my cheak without my permission.
and glances behind him to make sure its clear then switches lanes and pulls over to the curb . he unbuckles his seat belt turns to me and takes my face in his hands. wiping another tear he looks me in the eyes looking sad himself
"hey its okay, call him when we get to my place and explain im sure he will understand you want to leave and will forgive you for the sudden move. hell invite him over for a few days im sure jinxx and samie wont mind.. and if they do.. stay with me for a few days so you can have that time with your brother.. just dont cry.. its breaks my heart to see you so upset."
i sniff and smile at his words,, another tear falls and idk if its from the brother problem or Andys kind words, either way andy kisses it gone and looks me in the eyes "theres the smile i was looking for" i smile wider and say "thank you so much andy"
he pulled back and waves away my thank you. "tears are my weekness, it hurts me to see such a beautiful girl upset. were almost to my house you can call him when we get there, and i can start our breakfast for lunch."
i smile and nodd in agreement and we set off to to his home. not two minutes later we pull up, he opens my car door for me and places his hand on the small of my back as he leads me to his door. i surpress and shiver as his fingers glass the bare skin above my shorts and i try to hide how nervous/excited his touch makes me feel we step into his house that looks a lot like jinxx except more black and a lot of band and movie pictures cover the walls around the room he smiles at me and point to a door across the room. "
the kitchen is in there you can make yourself at home while i start the food and you call your brother." i nodd and he smiles kisses my cheek and disappears in the door i sigh and sink in his couch.. it practically swallows me, i relax into the cushions and pull out my phone.
scrolling threw my contact list and select my brothers name. the picture of me and him at his graduation three years ago and a picture of me and him at my graduation a few months ago pop on my screan and smile.. taking a deep breath i push call and put the phone to my ear..
three ring later i hear the familar deep voice my of my best friend and brother
"hello?"
"hey chris..."

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