long lost

I don't know why but seeing that little encounter with CC and call made me feel very jealous... which is ridiculous because I don't like calla, I cant like calla she is Ashley's little sister. And its guy code, you don't date your best friends sister, because if things go wrong he will be torn between being a good big brother and a good best friend.. you just don't do that to someone you care about.
But looking at calla that might be a rule that easier said than done.. she is beautiful with a sweet and sour personality and a heart of cold. first impression was not good but that's because my judgment was clouded by worry for ashleys sake. but now? all I see is the most beautiful girl I've ever seen, and I wish she could be mine.. I first realized this when I was tickling her before.. seeing her smile so full of joy, I want to make he smile that way everyday..

my thought were interrupted by calla's sudden squeal I looked up and saw her bouncing infront of the tv
"oh my gosh I haven't seen this movie in ages!!" she yelled
"what movie is it?" ash asked, and im glad he did because looking at the screen I see a man with Crazy blonde hair that stuck out in all directions like mine used to, dressed in extremely tight pants that didn't leave much to the imagination- disturbingly enough- talking to this teen girl with long brown hair, they were in a room in some house but now they are out side on a cliff looking out at a maze... I honestly have no idea what this is..
Calla gasped and looked at her brother in horror "are you serious?!" ash shrugged she roller her eyes and pointed at the tv "This movie is a classic Jim Henson film, your parents have deprived you of such classic movie awesomness" I watched ash reaction when he said "your" instead of "ours" and he looked as tho he didn't notice.. but know ash and his eyes look sadder his posture is more slumped and it seems as tho he is having trouble actually looking at calla "i don't know what to say calla bear, our parents just didn't do the whole movie thing and basically just let us watch whatever, I was to focused on music to really care" I saw her flinch when he said our parents and she must have realized her mistake because she pulled ash onto the floor with her and said "okay then we can watch it now and ill be the one to show it too you" he smiled at her and kissed her head. it was honestly amazing how much love he has for her already.. but then again its calla what is there not to love.. I looked back up at the screen and saw the same girl running around in what im guessing was the maze from before and realized she never told us what it was..
"uhm calla" I spoke up, she turned and looked at me "speaking of the movie.. well what is it" shocked appeared on her face and she said "you too biersack? does anybody know what this movie is?" everyone shook their head 'no' and she sighed "its the labrynth, I have it on dvd if you want to start it over we missed some important scenes" we all agreed and she went to get the movie. when she was out of the room Ashley sighed and put his head in his hands
"hey man you okay?" I asked placing my hand on his shoulder.
"yeah, I guess I just wish things happened differently.. I don't understand why my parents gave her up.. I wish we grew up together and it wasn't so awkward when parents come into the conversation.. it just don't make sense though.. why keep me but loose her? I don't get it.." I sighed
"i don't know man, the only way to find out is too talk to your parents about it I guess" ash nodded and that's when calla came back in the room
"who is ready to watch some goblins and the sexy david bowie play the goblin king?" she smiled at us and the guys laughed
"uhm did you just call david bowie sexy?" jake asked
"damn right I did.. especially in this movie.. them leggings leave nothing to the imagination" she said repeating what I thought earlier she did a little shimmy shiver dance and walked to seat on the floor next to Ashley, he winked at her and go comfortable, she pushed play to the movie and we all sat and watched when it got to the part with the guy with the crazy blonde hair, which -come to think about it- did look like david bowie, calla sighed and fanned herself I rolled my eyes both at her and myself, fantastic im getting jealous over a character in the movie.. I need help

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