We'll figure it out

a week after i got out of the hospital, i left, in the middle of the night. i had made plans with an old friend of mine, and i was going to go move in with him, he had justt moved to L.A a month ago, and needed help paying rent.
i never said a word to any of the guys, but instead packed up my cloths, and beauty products. made sure i grabbed the photo of my mom and i, cc and i, and a picture of the gang all together, its actually a copy of the one that andy has, everyone got a copy so that will would always remember that amazing summer we spent on the road together.
i dont need to be quiet, cc isnt even home. he is out drinking with ashley and his friend chris, he probabl wont notice im gone till the morning when i dont come downstairs for the family breakfast we have weekly.
on my out, i leave a note on the counter, letting him know that this was my choice, that i will be safe, that i love him, and im sorry for everything i did that ruined his life
maybe one day, i will be able to face my brother, maybe one day all the things i did will be forgotten, but for now, i cant stay in this house, with the ghost of everything i did breathinng down my neck, it suffocates me, and leaves me alone in a bathroom, with blood dripping out my wrist.
maybe one day, i'll figure it out

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