We'll figure it out

where i come from
''miranda!'' someone called beind me, but i didnt stop. soon, i was stopped and wraped in their arms, and they held me while i cried
''i knew it! i fucking knew this was going to happen!!'' i choked out between shobs
''hes just shocked miranda, give him time'' ash said
''he just kicked me out! where am i suppose to go now?!"
''with me. youre going to spend a night at my place while cc calms down, and comes to his senses. okay?''
''okay...'' i whispered, following ash to his car, and sliding in the seat beside him
''miranda... you'll work it out. i know you will''
'' the only thing we have in common, and i know nothing about that. say... ash, do you know anything?''
''not much''
'' can you tell me what you do know?''
''why?''
''cause, its aprat of who i am. does he have brown eyes like cc and i?''
''yes, he does''
'' how come i have the same last name as cc, and not my mom''
'' what was your moms last name?''
''ummm.... im not really sure. moraline maybe, something like that''
'' hm...''
''what?''
''nothing, just werid you dont know...''
''when i was younger i nheard he and grampie talking about changing it, i dont know what it was before that, but i the last name was changed to smith''
''why smith?''
''im not sure... guessed y mom liked the name. sometimes i iuse to think that we were running from something. we moved a lot, she changed the last name a lot, my mom kept a lot of paper under lock and key, like who my dad was, so i never knew his name'' as i said that, we pulled up infront of ashleys place, it wasnt anything special really, your tipical bachelor pad. black leather couches, flat screen, dark walls, except ash being the fasionista he was, he had a flare of extravigance that you couldnt really notice. it was like in the corner of your eye. that night i slept in the tiny spare bedroom, that only had a dresser and a double bed, clearly this room was made for someone young, but im lead to believe that ashley uses it mostly for storage, which is evident by the amount of stage cloths, and extra bass gutairs, and the gutairs assecsories, and also a place for the dogs since theres a dog bed, and thousands of toys scattered around.
i spent most of that night, looking for my father, trying to find out just who he is. i found an online phone book, and got the number for the lawer that dealt with both my mom and grandfatheres will
''hello?''
''hi, my name is miranda coma''
''oh yes, miranda i remember you, what is it that you need?''
''um, i just needed to know what happened to my mothers files, like, the birth records and such...''
'' they were giving to a christian coma until you turned of legal age, your mother made it clear that she didnt want you to see those this young'' the guy on the other end said
''okay, thank you, i just realized i never saw them in any of the stuff that got sent over. enjoy the rest of your night sir''
''you too miss''. so they were at home, but where? the next morning i asked ashley if he knew
''um... somewhere in the basement maybe, i wouldnt really know, cc is very disorganized sometimes''
''yea... i know''
''what are you looking for?''
'' my mothers files'' i said, being vauge
''which ones?''
''uh, you know. birth records- mine, hers...- her will, just really curious''
''actually, i think cc gave that stuff to the most responsible person he knows...''
''...jinxx?''
''yea i think so, he said something about how important they were, but i really wasnt listening''
''mm... thanks ash, i gotta run. bye. love you'' i said, throwing on my shoes, and running out the door. jinxx only lived around the corner from ashley
i knocked on the door, and when a women that i had never seen before, wearing jinxxs shirt, i was a little suprised
''can help you?'' she said
''uh, im looking for jinxx...''
''he aint home''
''oh, well he said i could stop by this morning to pick up some papers, it'll only take my a minute or two''
''whats your name?''
''miranda coma''
''ohh, so youre the little trouble maker ive heard about. yea sure, go ahead''
''any idea where is important files would be?''
''yea, bottom drawer of his desk in his office, making myself something to eat, want anything?''
''imm good thank you...''
''june, my names june''
''june.. thats pretty''
''why, thank you'' with that i ran into jinxxs office, and looked and the tabs for his files will, bvb, bills, m.coma. i opened the last one, revealing my baby foot print, my full name, date of birth, gender, and finally, my parents. Alice jane coma,albert john coma. i put the papers back where they belong, and open a scearch engine on google in my phone. i type in his name and get a macth albert coma, hollywood califorina. 2 hours later, i arrive at my fathers apartment. i take a deep breathe and knocked on the door, minutes later, a man with greying hair, brown hairs, and a skinny bulid, opens the door
''can i help you?''
''uh... are you Albert John Coma?''
''yes, but i got by Al, what can i do for you?''
''im your daughter... Miranda...''
''Miranda...?'' tears prick at his eyes, and tears of my own begin to fall ''my god, it is you!''
''hi dad'' i sa, quietly
''my god,youve grown. is your mother with you? Allie?''
''um... mom... she died a couple months ago...''
''no... why is this the first ive heard of this? where have you been living?''
'' with cc...''
''oh... cc.... come in mirry. remember i used to call you that when you were young?''
''not really.. i dont remember much from then...''
''oh right, you havent seen me since you were barely a year old''
'' i didnt have a choice, your mother terminated all my rights to see you, then told me she put you up for adoption''
''why would she do that?''
''i guess she wasnt ready for a child...'' i looked around the apartment as he open the door wider for me to come in
''wait a minute.... thats my mom when she was young,'' i say, pointing out one of the pictures abouve thhe fire place '' i remember finding that family photo when i was younger, it was gone the next day. thats my uncle al...wait...youre not my dad?''
'' i am, but im also your uncle''
''what?''
'' i loved your mother very much, but sadly for her... she didnt return the feelings. i had to have her, so one night, i made her love me''
''you raped her?''
''for the good of this family, this blood line can not be containmenated by the scum of the earth, i didnt want my children to be ugly poor fools, so, i reproduced with my sister allie, weather she liked it or not. and now, im ready to reproduce, once again. ive been waiting for this for awhile now...'' it hit me that he wanted me to have his next round of chilren
'' youre fucking insane!''
''funny, thats exactly what allie had said...''
''you wouldnt really rape your 16 year old daughter, would you?''
''no, but i would lovem 17 year old daughter, and if im correct, your birthday is in a week...''
i ran, i wasnt waiting around to be his next victim, but he caught me around the waist, and carried me away into a bedroom, locking the door after he has thrown me in. i screamed and kicked at the door, i looked for a way out, but the window had chicken fencing bolted into the frame, and i was a clear drop right to the hard concret ground. i was stuck

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