We'll figure it out

"CC?" i say after we have all finished the food he brought back
"yeeeees??" he says drawing out the 'e'
"Can we go for a walk please? alone. i need to talk to you..."
"of course" he and i set out on our journey... im nervous of how he will react once i tell him
"whats up dia?"
"i was raped" i blurt out, and he stops dead.
"what fucking asshole raped you at the fucking party?! i knew you shouldnt have fucking gone.im getting th guys and beating this fuckers ass. im putting him into his mother fucking grave for fucking touching my baby sister. who was it? that jarry guy i met?"
"it wasnt last night, or a guy cc..."
"what?"
"remember how i told you something happened? i was raped. a chick grabbd me off the sxtreet when i was alone. ev erything was dead silent, then.....yea..." i was shobbing by now, and cc had his arms around me, holding me close while i cried, i felt him pick me up and carry me back to the bus,all the guys were there, and they looked on as my big brother carried my to my bunk, and held me till i cried myself to sleep
when i woke up, cc was still holding my tight, but he himself had fallen asleep. When i leave the bunk, ash is sitting on the couch strumming his bass, when he hears someone come in. " hey kiddo" he says, putting the bass aside and opening his arms for me. i bury my head in his chest (for once he is wearing a shirt), a little prick of joy goes through me, when i finally find my place, where i know ill always be safe. ill always be safe with my family. "you guys are awesome at being big brothers" i say before heading outside to sit in the sun.

Notes

so, finally, we figure out what has happened to miranda