The Morticians Daughter

My eyes fluttered open as I looked around my surroundings. Poster-covered walls, dark brown carpet floor, red bed comforters, and a slanky arm wrapped around my waist. What the..? I slightly turned to see a sleeping Andy snuggled into my back with his arm wrapped around me.

What the fuck happened last night? Oh yea.. I smoked pot. I am never doing it again, I felt so weird and giggly, it was to weird. I cleared my throat as Andy's eyes tiredly fluttered and he stared at me for a second.

"Good morning." He said yawning but not moving. His arm was still around me and he was still pretty close. "Hey Andy.. Don't mean to be rude.. But I can't get up," I gave him the hint as his eyes where closed and he nodded.

"Why? Just stand up." He said, but he obviously didn't know what I was inferring to. "I kindly would Andy.. But your kinda.. In my way?" I gave him the bigger hint as his eyes opened, and he slapped his hand back and gave me some space. "Oh.. Sorry.. I'm kinda a cuddler when I'm high." He admitted as he turned a bright red. I giggled. "It's okay. Hey I'm gonna head home I have work today." "Where do you work?" Andy asked and I nodded.

"Hot topic. The one in the mall." I told him and his eyes lit up. "Dude, I work there to! When do you start and what's your days?" Wow, that's kinda cool that me and Andy worked together.

"I start in a few hours. My days are Tuesday evening, and all weekend." "I have all weekend and all day on Tuesday. Look like where gonna be working together!" "He paused.

"Accept for today, because there's a new person coming." Andy referred to me ad chuckled. "Yea the boss Stefanie will have you work all day and show you around and show you how things work. Then the other employees come back." Andy smiled. "Awesome! Well can't wait to work with you tomorrow !" I told him as I grabbed all my stuff together.

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I walked Home in the cold as I came up the steps of my house. Today was such a long day. I woke up in my neighbors bed. I got stoned with him the night before which I kinda had an after buzz, and then I had work today. Which I found out once again that my neighbor works with me.

I groan as I walk in threw the door. I looked around the house to already see the Christmas decorations all up and out, even the tree. Damn my dad must have been busy.

"Hey kiddo! You like the house?" My dad said from the hall way as he tied his tie firmly around his neck as he was getting ready for work in his downstairs bathroom. "Yes. I love it!" I said excitingly. But not really, my day was very long and I was so wiped out.

"So what do you want for your birthday?" My eyes shot wide open. My birthday! I completely forgot that my birthday was right after Christmas! "I don't know. Do be honest I completely forgot about my birthday dad. I guess I could use some more clothes..?" And my dad began chuckling.

What was so funny? "It's your birthday? And your asking for clothes?" He laughed as he tilted his head back. "Uhm.. A long board would be really cool. My penny board broke.." I told him and he nodded.

"Now that's what I'm talking about!" Is it bad if I'm itching for one of those cancer sticks Andy Gave me last night? Oh blah! That kid is just bad news. But a part of me loved it, but another part of me new it was a bad idea, and the strongest part of me really didn't care. I checked the time on my phone. 7:14." I normally video chat Aaron at this time.

I excitedly run up the stairs and slam my door and turn my laptop on a quick as I can. Aaron always leaves his computer on and ready to call me, and I'm in the important contact groups so his computer automatically connects me to him, even if he's not on it!

"Please Aaron.. Please be online.. What the fuck.."

I stumbled in my place as Aaron's computer connected me. I saw Aaron.. And another girl. In his bed..

He slid over top of the pretty brunette and he trailed kisses down her neck and jawline. She moaned as she wrapped her legs around his waist and ran her fingers threw his hair. "A-Aaron?" I choked back the tears.

He immediately whiped his head to the side towards the computer screen and froze dead on. I felt tears fall down my face as his eyes opened with shock. The other girl just laid there confused.

"Kelley.. No no no.. I can explain!" He tried to tell me as he bolted to the computer totally forgetting about the girl in his bed. "what?" My throat was full of tears.

"You just could not wait for me? Instead you fuck some other girl that would give it up? Did I mean anything to you?" I cried threw the camera. And to make it worse, the girl said,

"Babe, who the fuck is she? Come back to bed!" She growled. "Just tell me one thing." Aaron pleaded that he was sorry and that he would tell me everything.

"I will tell you anything! I will tell you everything! Just please forgive me!" "How. Long." He froze and he held his Head down. "Two.."

"Two what? Two days? Two weeks?"

"TWO YEARS KELLEY." Aaron yelled. I stopped in place as I felt even more tears fall down. We have been dating for over three years. Almost all of our relationship ..

Everything inside of me broke. It felt like my heart was shattered into a million pieces.

"Don't ever talk to me again." I screamed threw the mic and I slammed my laptop and threw it across the room. I can't. It feels like I'm going to have a mental breakdown. My dad left for work atleast ten minutes ago. Good. I sob as loud as I can and attempt to drown my sorrows. Why did he have to cheat on me. I can't do this. I grabbed my phone case and took out my lucky razor.

Oh my sweet sweet razor blade..

I took it out and raised both of my arm sleeves. I already took off the bandages since they stopped bleeding. But they where still pretty soar from yesterday. I started slashing and slashing until I couldent feel.

"Why..." I cried. Why me? Why did he have to cheat on me? Did god hate me? All I asked of him was to wait for me.. I cried more and more as I slowly carved his name into my arm. "I hate you!" I threw the razor across the room. I didn't hate my razor, in fact, I loved that razor so deeply. I hate Aaron. No I love him.. My emotions are so mixed in. I looked at all the work I accomplished with my arms. Blood soaking my sleeves rolled up all the way to my arm. I couldn't even see the color of my skin because of the blood. I cried deeply as I felt the burning sensation of the deep wounds I made into myself. "Aaron.." I chocked. Now what? I don't know how to properly clean my cuts.. But Andy does. I thought I over heard Amy and Chris had some business related things to take care of tonight, so without unrolling down my sleeves, I walked out of my house into the cold windy snow and over to Andy's house. I cried more as I rang the doorbell with one of my non bloody hands. I sobbed as Andy opened up the door and when he made contact with my wrists his eyes widened. There was horror on my face. He just todo there stunned.

I just quietly sobbed and tried to get this shit together. Andy carefully grabbed me out of the cold and shut the door behind me. I felt so tired. And dizzy. But I dare pass out. My eyes continued to pour water. I have been crying for a good half hour. Is this what love gets you? Andy ran me up into the stairs and say me down where I was last time.

"Stay." He croaked and ran back down the stairs. I thought of nothing other than Aaron. My heart was completely shattered. Andy came back up with a cup of water and something mixed into it. "Drink. Now." Andy stated with almost no emotion in is voice. I did as he said and sipped on it.

It was sweet.. Yet bland.. Sugar water. It's suppose to keep you awake or conscious if you loose to much blood. He prayed some anti- bacterial soap that stung. But I don't care. My heart hurt to bad.

I just sat there and silently cried. He wiped off all the blood and began counting the deep scratches.

"What the fuck Kelley? You have over 80 scratches on just the first arm.." He said amused and pissed off and worried at the same time. I only continued to cry as he began counting the other arm.

"You have 234 new lashes total-" he stopped once he realized a name was spelled into my arm and I bit my lip and he began to read it.

"Who's Aaron?" He asked with so much concern I just broke down again. I sobbed so hard. It was so hard just to sit on my own. Andy didn't question it. He went back to work. He wrapped my arms after kissing each arm, and put the stuff away. After that he stood in front of me. I stopped sobbing but couldn't help the loose tears that fell down my cheeks. He took his figures and brought them up to my cheeks wiping off the tears. It was no use.

The tears still kept on coming. Even when I didn't want to cry anymore. Andy then brought his arms around me and tightly squeezed I couldn't help but wrapped myself around him as well. I cried myself into his chest as he rocket back and forth. "Shhh..." He said as he continued to rock me back an forth. "Please tell me what happened?" He cupped my cheeks as he stared me in my teary eyes.

I attempted to tell him. "Aaron.. Cheated.. -he -he slept with another g-girl for over -tw-two years.." I sobbed again as I closed my eyes.

I knew Andy was staring at me. I didn't want him to see me cry. I didn't want anybody to see me cry. I've known this kid for only two days and I can already trust him with so much. I felt him wrap himself around me.

"It's okay.. Let's go to my room so you can lay down." He told me but I replied. "B-but I don't have any pjs."

"Dammit Kelley just lay in bed with me." Damn, well if you put it that way I ain't gonna reject. I nodded as I slowly crawled into bed with him right behind me. He some how turned me around so now I was facing him. Tears still barely trickled down my eyes and cheeks.

"Don't worry.." Andy told me as he grabbed my hand and held it in his. "It will all be okay. I promise." I nodded as I pushed myself beside Andy's chest.

"Just please hold me." He didn't say anything. He just wrapped his arms around me, and brought me up to his chest, and he didn't let go. I listened to his heart beat. And I counted it. I slowly stopped crying eventually. I just counted Andy's heart beats to keep me thinking other than Aaron, which was actually working. My eyes began to grow oh so heavily. I counted his heart beat over and over as I yawned. "Goodnight Andy.." I whispered as I began to fall asleep. "Good night beautiful.." Wait.. What?

Notes

I know Andy and Kelley are getting close fast but that's the point! Please subscribe be rate