CC's P.O.V
I ran to my car without looking back. I could feel the tears running down my cheeks but I didn't care anymore, I just wanted to be alone.. If only I could die just now!
I went in my car and drove away as fast as I could, feeling a terrible headache coming. Did I notice Veronica running after me? No! It must have been my fucking imagination! Like when I imagined she loved me, or when I hoped she would tell me she left because of the baby.. But no, it wasn't any of that, she just didn't care..
Love, what a dumb fucking stupid feeling! I drove and drove again, I didn't know where I was going, or where I wanted to go, but I knew where I didn't want to be. Here. And I wanted to be alone, to try to get rid of this pain in my heart and head.

After maybe thirty minute of driving I parked my car, I didn't know where I was, but I was far enough. I took my phone and turned the GPS off, I didn't want anyone to find me, because alone was the best. I didn't feel like laughing, smiling.. I just wanted to cry. Why the fuck didn't I listen when she told me to forget about her? Why didn't I left and understood she didn't want me anymore? I noticed I had a few missed call and messages.. All from Veronica. What the hell did she want? She wanted to hurt me a little more? It wasn't enough? After three years of wondering what I did, I just got my heart broken a second time by the same woman..
Love wasn't for me! Veronica didn't love me, she left and now hurt me. And Lauren left for another man.. What was the problem with me?

Andy's P.O.V
Three hours passed and CC wasn't back. At first we all thought -and hoped- he was with the Veronica woman.. That they were recovering with each others.. If you see what I meant. But when Tori's school called to say he didn't come to pick her we started to worry! So while 'Ashy' went to take the little princess Jinxx called the missing one... No reply! We all texted him, hoping he would reply, and we got seriously worried..

But the worse was when a certain 'VeRonnie_Warped' posted both a tweet and an instagram photo saying CC was nowhere.. We just stayed there, calling him over and over.. What happened? Was it Veronica who said he was missing? I commented on it, I needed to know! Rebie was taking care of Tori for her not to worry too much about her Daddy.. But I could tell when my girlfriend was worried.
It happened that the person was really Veronica.. But, if he wasn't with her.. Than where was CC?

Jake called the police, but they said they couldn't legally do anything before twenty four hours without him back.. Wow! Like it would take a day to kill someone? We were all getting pissed..
“Guys we should calm down.. We're getting mad because we're worried and sad about CC.. But we cannot just scream and kill each other!” said Jinxx trying to calm us.. It worked a bit. We all sighed in chorus.
“But it's not normal! Something must have happened! CC isn't one to turn his GPS off and disappear like that! He's always so happy.. Maybe we didn't notice he wasn't all okay like he seemed.” added Ash. We all looked down at the floor. How could we all have been so blind? I sent him another text..

Andy:'We miss you buddy, please come back. We all need you!'

I sighed, then decided to find a way to call this woman and know what happened. When she finally agreed to give me her number -a good hour later!- I called her:
“What do you want exactly?” asked a harsh voice.. Was it the woman CC loved so passionately? Was it the woman he wanted to find so bad?
“I want to know where my friend is! And the last person who saw him.. Was you!” I said, forgetting all kindness.. That bitc.. I mean, that woman was bad and hurt CC!
“I know. And.. I don't know where he is or how I could help. So leave me alone.” she said before hanging up.. What? I sighed, resisting to my anger. Where was my buddy? Why was he gone?

CC's P.O.V
I realized I was in a park, certainly with two dark lines on my cheeks, but I couldn't stop crying.. It hurt so bad! I sat on a bench and cried, I cried for God know how long, but I didn't care. I just wish it could be a nightmare, or that I could die already. But life seemed to be glued to me.. Life is so unfair some times! I was there, wanting to die when some people had cancer and wanted to live! I sighed for the billionth time, she didn't love me..
I knew love could hurt, but I never thought it would hurt that much! I didn't know how much time I spent on this bench, but I knew it must has been long as the sun was pretty down in the sky. I decided to go for a walk, so after wiping my eyes and cheeks I just let my feet decide to where I was now going.

I walked next to a cute little lake, the sunset making it shine in a magical way. There were some little frogs jumping and bird flying to there nest. It was getting darker, in some shade of orange.. The sky was wonderful, with clouds getting pinkish and the reflect of the sun on the lake.. Breathtaking.
Thanks goodness I went here. It achieved to make me think about something else, to make me a little happier. This place achieved to show me how life could be beautiful. Even if mine was kind of shitty..

I guessed it was time to head back home, the guys must have worried.. Or maybe they didn't. After all, who cares? 'Victoria. BVB. BVB army.. Isn't it enough?' I sighed as I walked back to my car..

I looked at my phone.. 42 messages, 31 missed calls and 207 twiter/instagram alerts. Wow! I guess they miss me after all. I smiled.. Then I realized Veronica had texted and called me. What the fuck did she want again? I sighed as I turned the GPS on and got in the car. I started the engine when I heard my phone buzzing.. Looking at the screen I felt defeated.
“What?” I replied while driving, Jinxx would have kill me, but he wasn't there!
-Oh CC! You're alive! Where are you?” I sighed again.
“Why do you want to know Veronica? You told me all you had to tell me, now as I said I'll leave you alone. I won't call or harass-”

“Where are you? I'm worried! Just tell me where you are and don't do anything stupid!” I laughed evily, a cold laugh, without any feelings or amusement.
“You? You're worried? And why would you be? The harassing rockstar will leave you alone! Isn't it what you wanted? I'll just leave as you did three years earlier, but me I'll leave hurt and you, when you left I was hurt again. I am always the one hurt.. And you know why? Because I love you!” I yelled, crying again. I didn't notice I was going way too fast, that I was driving like a mad man. And I didn't notice the truck coming straight to me..

Notes

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