Rebekah's P.O.V
I woke up.. Alone?! And groaned, where was my human-pillow-boyfriend? I sighed as I walked to my bathroom. Looking at the shower, I couldn't help but blush.. We did have sex in a shower?! How weird! Yet so exciting!
I took my shower and cleaned my hair, I really wonder what the hairstylist did, because they were still curly and shinning! I dried myself and got dressed as usual, applied my thin makeup and walked out. I took my bag and phone and walked down stairs. Sammi was the only one awake so she fed me then drove me to school..
Well, this day seemed already boring!

I walked in and went straight to my locker, as everyday since last Wednesday I felt scared but didn't show it the smallest! Mr. Walter called last night, he said Jacob's superiors already had the doc but they had to wait for the Ministry's orders to do anything.. This nightmare would soon be over! I could keep my calm until then!
Turning around I saw Marvin -and honestly almost jumped!-
“Hi Rebekah.. It's been awhile! Are you avoiding me?” he asked, I raised and eyebrow. Me? Avoiding him? No.. I am avoiding everyone! Don't feel special!
“Uh.. No. I've been pretty busy lately.” I said, walking off, but he grabbed my hand.
“Busy? And now you are again? Princess why are you so-
“Don't call me princess.” I growled and he raised both eyebrows.

“Sorry Rebekah.. I was wondering if you would want.. Like go out with me? Like eating a pizza then watch a movie in my place then..” my turn to raise my eyebrows..
“Wait.. Don't you have a girlfriend?” he just shrugged, then with a mysterious smile:
“She doesn't need to know.. Just you and I?” he added, I frowned. What the fuck?! He was like asking me to go on a date with him while he have a girlfriend?! Asshole!
“Forget about it.” with that I walked off. But of course he grabbed me again, roughly.
“Why are you so harsh? We could get along.. Just one night Rebie.. You won't regret it I swear..” I released my arm brutally then growled:
“I said no. Fucking forget about it.” then I walked off quickly, just in time to hear him yell after me:
“You will regret it! Nobody say no to me!” I shivered, but went to my first period as if nothing happened.

Now you're pissed.. Nice day!

I groaned as I sat at my place throwing my bag on my table and making Melody jump
“A.. Are you okay?” she seemed scared, I just sighed and gave her an apologetic look
“Sorry.. Bad day”
“Welcome to the group!” she said, sighing. I looked up just when Marvin walked in, he seemed pissed and send me a death glare that was almost as scary as Andy's.. Yes. Almost. Because Andy's one seemed able to kill!
The assho.. I mean Marvin, sat next to Ethan and told him something.. I just took my sketchbook and drew, enough bullshit for me! As I was pissed I drew a dragon.. If only I could have a real one and burn all these bitches!

Awhile -and a few periods- later, I felt a bit better, looking up from my -almost- realisitic dragon I noticed something horrible.. Really horrible. I noticed red marks on Melody's arms. I never noticed them before, why the fuck would she do that to herself? Are they all doing that?! What was the fucking logic? Hurting yourself to 'feel better'? No, it didn't work! After torture, you never want to hurt yourself!!
“Why?” I asked, she turned to me, pure confusion on her face. I took her hand and turned it around, her eyes grew wide and started to tear up.
“Why?” she shook her head, trying to take her hand away, but she couldn't..
“I.. My dad.. No.. just forget about it.” I shook my head slowly, she sighed.

“My.. My dad abused me.. But it wasn't his fault! He was drunk.. He miss my mother too.. I just don't know how to deal with it.”
“You should first talk to him.. I bet he loves you and is sorry, try to make things work? Then give your best friend a chance, he will be a better help than me..”
“My dad doesn't love me.. Nobody does. He's too busy to even notice me. And Ethan? I didn't push him out, I just released him, now he can be happy.” I sighed, how could she think that? Why would she feel like no one loves her? That was an horrible feeling!
“Don't say that. Ethan loves you and I like you as well, I know it's not a lot, but you have at least two persons okay?” she nodded, wiping her tears.

I gave her a warm smile, hoping she could feel better.. If only her life could be easier.
“I don't think Ethan enjoy his 'freedom' that much.. You two should talk. You could even befriend Shanella.. It's not good to be alone..”
“I.. I know. But I can't help but feel jealous. We used to only have each other.. Now I'm alone.. At least you're still here. Thanks Rebie. I.. I'll try to talk to him.. But what about you? Aren't you always alone?” I sighed.
“Me it's different.. I do have friends, but they aren't in school.” she smiled
“I would like to meet them. If they are people you trust, they must be amazing!” I nodded, yes both my 'families' were amazing, and my boyfriend even better! Maybe I will let her meet them. But for now I wanted her and Ethan back to friend!

So during lunch I managed to make her go talk to them both, Ethan and Shanella. She went to them and I waited for her, siting on a bench.
“Rebekah?” I sighed as I looked up at Marvin. He seemed.. Sorry?
“What?” I asked, not harsh, but not kind neither, he looked down.
“Can I take a seat?” I nodded and he sat next to me, what did he want this time? Fuck me directly? I wasn't for cheaters, and I wouldn't cheat!
“Do you hate me?” I shook my head and he sighed in relief, Marvin finally looked up
“I.. I'm physically attracte by you and..” I sighed
“Let's just say it directly. You want to fuck me but I don't want. You feel bad because not used to take 'no' as an answer right?” he glared at me and I shrugged, why loosing time? We both knew what he wanted..

“I thought you were nice but you're just a bitch..” he shook his head
“I hope you'll go to hell!” with that he walked off, angry. I just finished my meal. Hell? I knew it already, it was with Jacob.. The simple idea sent shiver in my body..
I felt someone sitting on my bench, turning around I saw Melody. Crying.
“Hey what's going on?” she just shook her head, sobbing. I hugged her, rocking her shaking body back and forth.. What happened?!
“He.. I..” she sobbed again, I wiped her tears.
“Calm down. What happened? What's wrong?” she took a deep breath.
“One.. One of Shanella's friend started to say shit about me.. They laughed, Then he didn't say a word. They said they didn't want someone like me as a friend.. They rejected me..” Wow.. I was shocked!

I tried to calm her down, but she didn't say a word during the whole afternoon. She was silent, head down, writing who knows what.
I tried to talk to her, but she was like mute, even when a teacher talked to her, the best she could do was shaking her head/nodding. She seemed destroyed. But I couldn't fix that. She was just an empty shell, like her soul was somewhere and her body was there in front of me. When school was over she put on some music and walked off quickly, not letting me or Ethan the time to talk to her..

Notes

Aww poor Melody (even if some of you think she's suspicious.. Nobody deserve this..) thanks for all your comments! That truly make my day!