Rebekah's P.O.V
Later, Tori fell asleep in CC's arms. He seemed so happy to have her, she was so happy with him.. And without me. I guess she needed a father, her father, not a stupid damaged girl.. It was around 7PM and everybody seemed tired so they decided to head back home. I just followed them, I wasn't tired, no, not at all. I was sad, not too scared as they were all around me, but I felt lonely..
The 'new father' carried his daughter to the car as we sat in the two cars. I decided to go with Jinxx, Sammi and Andy as Tori said she wanted to sleep in 'daddy's house'. So we quickly said goodbye to CC, Jake and Ash -Tori was asleep- and drove home. CC.. I was both happy for him and deadly jealous of him! Happy, because he was happy and deserved it, but jealous because Tori didn't care for me anymore.. Suddenly I remembered about Tori's mother..

That Veronica woman was still alive! So why did she abandon her daughter? Plus she didn't want to hear about CC! Who could -with a normal brain- hate a guy as cool as CC? Even though I was jealous I still loved him! I was even a little happy it was him and no one else! I wouldn't accept Tori to get closer to anyone.. But CC?
I instantly hated that woman! Plus CC visibly still loved her! I sighed, looking through the window. CC was way too good for that bitch! How could she abandon both CC and Victoria?
“Are you okay baby?” I jumped. Literally. I looked up at an amused Andy, but automatically thought about this morning and I looked down, feeling bad again.
“Hey.. What are you thinking about?” he asked, lifting my chin, I couldn't help but drown into his perfect blue eyes..

“I.. I was thinking..” wait! What was I thinking about again? No! I wasn't thinking about perfect blue eyes.. But I guess they're the reason why I couldn't remember anything else!.. Was Andy still hurt? I sighed, trying -but failing- to looking down.
“I.. I'm sorry Andy.” he gave me a confused look, raising both eyebrows.
“Sorry? Why are you sorry beautiful?” I felt myself blushing, but I still couldn't look down. I was stuck into his gaze. Why was he looking through me like that?
“About this morning.. I.. I didn't mean it, well, not in that way.” he frowned, then, remembering he looked down, still holding my chin. He sighed before looking back.
“I know.. I shouldn't have taken it that personally. Want to fix everything?” he asked with a crocked smile. I nodded, kinda unsure of what he would ask next..
“Then tell me why you were sighing so much this morning..?” I frowned.. What was I thinking about?

I blushed violently, remembering who I was thinking about.. Oh. My. God! What could I tell him? 'Oh Andy, I was thinking that I want you to fuck me but in the same time I'm too scared'? Hell no! But I had to find something logical! Plus with the way I was blushing.. He was waiting! Patiently,he wanted to know.
“I.. I.. Well, I was.. I was thinking about y..” I felt like hyperventilating, my face must has been crimson red -or even darker!- he in the other hand had a small smile. This -sweet- bastard was enjoying to see me in this position.. But I wanted him to feel better, so I had to tell the truth..
“IwasthinkingIwantedtohavesexwithyoubutI'mtooscared.” I whispered as fast as I could. He raised his eyebrows again, totally confused this time.
“Wait, wait, wait! Too low and too fast! I got the word sex.. But I guess I got it wrong so could you repeat?”

I looked at him with desperate eyes. Why the fuck did he have to understand this word?! Sex? Like really?! I lightly shook my head, no, he didn't got it wrong. Not at all! I closed my eyes, trying to get ready to tell him. I took a deep breath..
“I.. I was thinking that.. I.. I want to have sex with you. But I'm too scared. That's why I kept sighing, because it bothers me.. I can't..I think about it each time we kiss.” I said it! I felt soooo embarrassed! How could I ever look at him in the eyes after that?
“Wow. I really never thought you were thinking about that.. It explains why you didn't want to say it there and to me!” he chuckled, I still couldn't look at him.

Suddenly I felt his lips against mine. And of course the usual warmness in my lower belly.. Was it even normal? He deepened the kiss, making me feel hot. God! I loved it! I loved him! Too soon he broke apart and looked at me, his eyes hypnotizing me..
“We can fix this.. But not now. I want you to be fully reassured with me around before. I want our first time to be perfect.. For you and I. So we have to wait, both of us, then it'll be even better I swear.” he pecked my lips.
“But I can tell you it's as hard for you as for me. I want you so bad.. But I love you even more.. Please, tell me, tell me when you don't feel alright okay?” I nodded, realizing we were home already.. How the fuck did it pass that fast?!

We walked home and I sighed: Tori wasn't with me.. Once again! One day she will leave for real..
“What's going on?” I looked up to Andy and shook my head, but he grabbed my hand, forcing me to stop and I looked back at him.
“You said you would tell me..” he pouted and I couldn't resist to smile... I ran an hand in my hair and told him what was actually bothering me.
“So.. you're jealous?” I nodded and he smirked at me.
“Then you know how I feel when you leave me for Tori. But don't worry, as much as you still love me when you spend time with her, she still love you when she's with them. Don't forget she's still a baby.. She won't forget the one who was there for her when nobody was!” I smiled at him.. He was so understanding! But I never thought he was jealous of Victoria!

“Yes, I know.. Talking about that.. I wonder why her mother left! Even though I'm happy she did because now I have her.. But still! It would have been better for her to have a real mother! That's really important in someone's life!” I said, sighing, yes my mother has been an important person in my life.. My sweet and caring mother..
“I'm wondering too.. Maybe we'll know sooner than we think..”

Notes

Sorry (again) it's short! But I want to update as much as I can cause I'm with my family now so I have my 'baby' brother.. Anyway! That's enough about jealousy? Maybe, maybe not.. What about Veronica? What do you think about her?