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Don't Judge A Book By Its Cover... **COMPLETED**

Chapter 23: From Shapeless To Breakable, Part IV: It's Hard To Be Shapeless In A World Of Fake Perfection..

Everybody knew Rebekah wasn't eighteen yet. And everybody knew she didn't want to get catch by cops. But nobody knew why, and to be honest they didn't really care. Because everybody liked little rebel..
When Rebekah moved away, the prostitute (we won't bother giving her name) didn't receive her money for the room anymore.. She asked Rebie again and again to come back, promising she would never try to sell her again.. But Rebie refused.
And the bitch took her revenge.. By calling the social workers.

They instantly came as the child 'Rebekah Miller' was missing since four years! They even thought she was dead.. Arrived they forcefully took the poor girl dragging her away from the people she loved. Johnny and all Rebie's 'big brothers' were devastated.. Almost as much as she was. Because at least they had each others to comfort themselves. Everybody was sad, it was like the sunshine was gone.. And one morning people found a dead prostitute in the ravine..


Rebie in the other hand was all alone, in a world she didn't know anymore. She turned mute, refusing to talk to anyone. She was in an orphanage, she was considered as an orphan. Not a person, no, an orphan.
The orphan (okay, bad joke) was now terrified Jacob could find her back. Here she wasn't in security! Rebie was like a wild animal, a scared animal, hitting and biting whoever tries to approach or touch her. She was back in the 'normal' world, this world of 'fake perfection' as she thought. A world where she didn't fit anymore. She had gotten used to people bad outside and nice inside. So the contrary was hard for her to get. She was used to harshness, insults and violence sometimes were games!


They tried. They really did try to make her talk. But as Jacob, they never achieved to make her say what she decided she wouldn't.. The therapist tried by every way to make her 'release herself', but Rebekah thought her only wanted to know by curiosity, she felt like talking wouldn't help, it would only hurt even more. So she keep it to herself, making the poor man crazy. What they didn't know, is that her 'stubbornness' has been build by torture.. And the teen wouldn't loose her emotionless mask just by talking about her sweet mother! She never left it. NEVER. Never smiling, never crying..


Here, they were all serious, looking, acting and talking perfect. Rebekah wasn't perfect. She wasn't anymore. The kid has been in two different worlds. Two different shapes, making her shapeless now. But she was way too old to fit in somewhere now. Plus she has no chances into going back to her previous life with Johnny. When she understood it, she just gave up. She lost all hope. She gave up on befriending these 'fake-ass bitches' and 'goodies-two shoes', on being normal. Rebekah just stayed alone, in her corner. She gave up on being adopted, knowing people were looking for those 'perfect children' and not someone as ravaged as her.. She gave up on herself, the feeling of exclusion, the missing of her 'brothers' and all was slowly killing her. In the same time she refused any help, not thrusting them.


So Rebie didn't have anyone to talk to, to tell how she felt, to save her. She refused to eat, to sleep, to live. The poor girl wanted to die for the second time in her life. This world wasn't for her, not without her mother and father. She turned into a cold-hearted person. The only 'normal' thing she did was sport, but she was doing to much. Trying to be at least physically strong.. Just in case. Rebekah feared the day Jacob would walk in the orphanage to kill her, but in the same time couldn't wait for it. It would finally release her, from this emotional pain which was slowly making her go insane.


She slowly turned into a monster, not totally human anymore. She barely ate, not wanting to feed this life she just wanted to end. She wanted to die so bad, and pushed everyone out. In her mind they were all just a bunch of hypocrite wanting to know her story to make fun and hurt her even more. They couldn't understand, they couldn't help! Even if they could want -which she doubted- they couldn't so why bother? A few months later, after loosing all hope of ever going back, she was finally close to her beloved Death..


But then life decided to be nice -for the first time ever?- and Tori arrived. One random day, a three years old have been abandoned there. The baby was still innocent and pure, she walked to the little monster Rebie has became. Even Rebel couldn't hurt and push away an innocent child. So she let her in. As a baby, Tori was always amazed by everything around. For some unknown reason she always wanted Rebekah. She wanted to eat with Rebie, to sleep with Rebie, to.. Well you got the point, she wanted to do everything with Rebekah. And the teenager slowly started to eat properly again, at first just to make the baby smile, then because she was getting better herself. She liked the little girl, it reminded her of herself before all the bullshit. Sweet and innocent...


Rebekah decided to protect Tori with all her might. It was now her reason of living. She didn't want the little girl to go through hell as she did! She wanted to keep her from all the hate, violence and hypocrisy around. And she did, they went to be so close as a real mother she could feel when Tori wasn't alright. And she always found a way to fix any problems... Until a certain Ferguson family went in their lives, and you know what happened then..


Notes

Short chapy to end it all. Now you know Rebekah's back story.. What did you think? Shocked? Sad? Not at all..? Did you expected it? Honestly?

Comments

@Forgetful-Insomniacs
Your comment! Just O.M.G!! Yes it's over! I really hope you will like the next one as well :)

@black_veiled_potato
Thanks you very much! <3

one of the best fanfics ever ;-;

*bawls eyes out* IT'S OFFICIALLY OVER WAAAAAAH...loading...loading...loading...loa-loaded NEW BOOK BY SAME AUTHOR *runs, jumps, trips, army rolls, and lands on new book unscaved*(...luckily)

@TheOutlawAndAndy!!
Thanks :)

@HiddenBeauty
Thank you and yeah it ends :)

@The Leacgy
Yup, born French, but love English better x) Thank you!

@PerfectlyImperfect
Don't cryyyy!!! Your life won't end because of a story!! Thank you and yeah, I'll miss you.. And I love you and your Lego too <3

Oh. My. God. I'm crying. Why am I crying? Idk. It's over. Now what am I supposed to do with my life? Anywhoreeee, this was really a great story. It was one of my favorites, Tbh. You had an amazing ending. Well, this will be my last comment on this story. (Dont miss me too much, ill be back.) Gaaaawwwwhhhh. I loveeeee you and your storyyyy. (It's not weird)