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Don't Judge A Book By Its Cover... **COMPLETED**

Chapter 18: "Why Don't You Thrust us?"

Andy's P.O.V
I just want my family back...

I froze. What did she mean? Weren't we her family? Back? She mean her real family?
“Wh.. What?
-I mean.. By looking at Tori with CC and Veronica, I remembered how I was with my own mother and father.. So happy. So careless. I remembered all this, when I was about three years old and when I drew happy families.. Well, you see what I mean.” she wiped her tears and looked at me with a sad smile. I smiled back at her, feeling sad that she was sad, if only I could bring her her family back.. But I couldn't. They were dead. End of story.


Rebekah's P.O.V
Why the fuck did I say that? I shouldn't have talked about it. Never. Even to Andy. I sighed, laying back on my bed and ignoring the hint of hurt I saw in his eyes. I closed mine. He sighed, laying next to me and pulling me closer.. Where I belonged.
“I'm sorry Rebie. Sleep baby, tomorrow you have school.” I sighed, burying my face in his chest. His scent.. Him.. My love. I fell in a peaceful sleep, next to my perfect man..


I woke up alone.. Where was Andy?! I looked around, but he was nowhere to be seen. Should I call him? I sighed, jumping out of bed.
“Andy?”.. no reply. Fuck! Let me get ready for school.. I took a quick shower and put on a black short with a gray BVB top, I applied my usual makeup and tied my hair in a side braid. I put on my shoes and quickly did my bed..
“Why don't you trust us?” I jumped. Hard. Turning around I faced Andy, he seemed kinda sad. What was he talking about? I trusted them!
“What? I do trust you..” he sighed, shaking his head slowly. He walked to me.
“I'm sorry to tell you that but you talk in your sleep.” I looked at him with wide eyes, what the fuck did I say this time? I froze. He stayed there looking at me.
“Wh.. Wh.. What did I say?” I asked, noticing my voice was shaking.


Andy sighed again, he softly touched my shoulder with a sad smile on his face.
“You said you should never tell us.. Even me. You said..” he looked down. Whaat?! What did I say?!
“You said you should never talk about yourself to us...” he said looking up at me, he seemed hurt. I sighed. How could I explain him? I did trust them! But in the same time I feared everyone..
“Will you ever trust us?” he seemed sad, I didn't like it when he was sad!
“I do..
-No you don't. We don't ask you to talk about your past. But how can we trust you if you don't trust us?.. Even me..” I sighed again.. How could I show him I trusted them? What could I do? Tell them..? No. It was too dangerous.


“I do trust you.. It has been two month now since I arrived, and nothing really bad happened for me to not trust you...
-If you say so..” he breathed out. I felt my shoulders fell, he couldn't understand. Andy walked out of my room. I called him and he slowly turned around, still with this sad face. I looked down.. I couldn't cry just for that?!
“The man who hurt me.. Earned my father's trust years before showing his real personality.. It's hard for me to trust anyone..” I felt this -now usual- burning in my eyes, meaning I was going to cry..
“It's not your fault..” my voice fainted.


Suddenly I was pulled in a bear hug. I didn't have the courage to look up and just laid against Andy. I fought my tears back until I could open my eyes. Even though I knew he loved me, they all loved me, I couldn't help but fear every single one around me. How could I know which was the good or the bad ones? Or who would want to hurt me? I sighed against his chest, hugging him back.
“I'm sorry Rebie..
-It's not your fault Andy..” he sighed, not letting me go the smallest.
“I know.. I should have tried to understand you.. Plus I get sad too fast..
-No. I'm glad you care that much about me and me trusting you.. I love you Andy.” he smiled for the first time since his arrival in my room. Good. Everything was fine now? Maybe.. Maybe not.




Arrived school, I was still thinking about it. Did they all felt like I didn't trust them enough? I sighed, walking to my locker. How could I show them all I did? I loved them too much to loose them just for that. I didn't want to live without them, they were my new family, my friends.. I sighed again, now walking to my first period. I sat in my usual place, now next to Melody. Her and I have been together a lot during these last weeks. She seemed to desperately need some friends.. And I could help that, so I did. Plus she was nice and good to talk to, and she never asked about my past again!


“Hi Rebie.. Did your homework?” homework? What? Except what Mr. Campbell give me every day I didn't work about school.. At all. By the way, I increased in math!
“By the look on your face, I can tell you haven't done it.. Did you forget Mr. McGLuz always verify homeworks?” I sighed.. I didn't even know my chemistry teacher's name.. So how could I know about his habits?.. No I wasn't a good student, I didn't give a damn about my 'teacher' because they couldn't 'teach' me anything important!
“Here.. Copy it so you won't get punished.” I looked at her with wide eyes.. It was her work! She just smiled.
“I.. I can't! I can't cheat!” she laughed softly, shaking her head.
“I can't believe it! Here, you won't get a punishment just for that.. And it doesn't bother me.. Let's just say it's a 'co-work'?” I smiled at her playing on words.


Just when I finished the teacher walked in. I gave her her paper back and she winked.. Cool, I would avoid another punishment!
“Morning students..” the teacher said, then he checked e-ve-ry one's homework. He didn't notice Melody and I's were the same.. But he effectively gave awful punishment to the few who haven't done it.. I gave Melz a smile and she returned it.. Was it possible I finally find a nice female friend?


Later, after eating lunch, I went for a smoke. Then I went back in to find Melody. I haven't really talked to Ethan in a few weeks..
“So? What's up?
-Uh.. Nothing more.. How could you show someone your trust?” I asked. She smiled widely.. I hoped she wouldn't think I was talking about her..
“Well, you can tell them something you haven't told to anyone..? Or let them carry something personal to you..?” I raised an eyebrow.. Telling them..?!
“In any way, you don't have to show me your trust.. And I do trust you!” she added with a small smile. I chuckled..
“Yeah.. Thanks.” tell wouldn't be possible. What could I show or give them? Or maybe I should..



Notes

This is NOT a cliffhanger.. If you think so, it means you haven't read the chapter coming soon.. (almost done writing it too) xD
So? What do you think?

Comments

@Forgetful-Insomniacs
Your comment! Just O.M.G!! Yes it's over! I really hope you will like the next one as well :)

@black_veiled_potato
Thanks you very much! <3

one of the best fanfics ever ;-;

*bawls eyes out* IT'S OFFICIALLY OVER WAAAAAAH...loading...loading...loading...loa-loaded NEW BOOK BY SAME AUTHOR *runs, jumps, trips, army rolls, and lands on new book unscaved*(...luckily)

@TheOutlawAndAndy!!
Thanks :)

@HiddenBeauty
Thank you and yeah it ends :)

@The Leacgy
Yup, born French, but love English better x) Thank you!

@PerfectlyImperfect
Don't cryyyy!!! Your life won't end because of a story!! Thank you and yeah, I'll miss you.. And I love you and your Lego too <3

Oh. My. God. I'm crying. Why am I crying? Idk. It's over. Now what am I supposed to do with my life? Anywhoreeee, this was really a great story. It was one of my favorites, Tbh. You had an amazing ending. Well, this will be my last comment on this story. (Dont miss me too much, ill be back.) Gaaaawwwwhhhh. I loveeeee you and your storyyyy. (It's not weird)