CC's P.OV
After putting my baby in bed, I went outside.. This has been a fucking happy day! The best I had in a long time.. I enjoyed the cool air on my face.. And felt my phone buzzing.

Veronica: 'Hi.. I think we have to talk..?'

I smiled, yes, we had to, but certainly not now. I was happy, and certain thing she would say would make me sad. Plus I didn't want to read, I wanted to talk face to face.

CC: 'Yes we have to. But no in message. When can we meet? :)'

Veronica: 'Tomorrow I work. What about Monday? Where?'

I smiled, she worked on a Sundy? That was sad! But I couldn't change it..

CC: 'Your place. 10?'

I hoped she would say yes, because I still didn't know where she lived! First it was on the Warped Tour.. And then, I never heard of her again!

Veronica: 'Better to meet in the park at 10'

I sighed, why was she so secret? I typed okay and kept walking, it was getting dark so I turned back to the house. I wasn't walking perfectly yet so I preferred to make sure to have someone with me! I walked in already excited for Monday!!

Monday, 9:30 AM, still CC's P.O.V
After bringing Tori to school I prepared myself for her.. I was excited and afraid at the same time. I was finally going to have my answers! And I was going to face the only woman able to make my heart race and my hands shake..
I remembered when we first had sex.. The only time we did.. the time we made Tori without even knowing it. Tori was really a result of love, of my love. I sighed, how could I know if Ronnie loved me? When was she lying? When was she real?

Was she lying when we promised each other we would stay together forever? How could she be lying when she said those three magical words? I love you.
I, in the other hand, really meant it. It has been the first time I ever felt like this, the first time someone has such a big impact on me, on my body. Each time I told her how I felt, my stomach was invaded by the world war III. Each time ours lips connected I felt in heaven. So just imagine how I felt when we made love..

I went to Andy's car -no, I'm still not allowed to drive yet..- and he drove me to the park. I quickly waved him goodbye and he told me to call him when I would be done.. I laughed at his face and walked off, now I needed to find Veronica..
I saw her sited on a bench, her hair in a bun.. God! This 'strict and sexy' style of hers! I walked to her and sat, she was concentrated in her phone and didn't even look at me.
“Sorry, I'm waiting for someone..” she said, meaning a man, I smiled.
“Oh. I thought I was this someone..” she looked up at me and smiled shyly.
“Hi Chris.. I thought it was someone else. How have you been?
-Me? Happy.. And you?
-Fine.. you and your constant happiness. I missed your smile.” it grew wide, she missed something from me? Oh my God! Fangirling!!

“So? I guess you're here for question right?” I nodded, even though the only thing I wanted right now was pressing my lips to hers. Her soft pulpy lips.. Where they as soft as before? Did someone else had the luck of kissing them since me?
“Go ahead.. Kiss me.” she said bringing me back to an awesome reality. She put her hand on my cheek and I leaned in, kissing her.. God! It was a perfect as before, as W.W.III as before.. Wow!
“Wow..” I breathed out as we pulled away. Her eyes smiled.. Yes! Her eyes! There was this thing only her could do, making her eyes seem happy.. And making me fell in love just a little more.

I looked in her eyes, in her soul.. No, this girl couldn't be lying when she said she loved me! Or maybe I didn't want to believe it..
“Questions?
-Do you love me?” her eyes grew wide and she instantly looked down. I waited, feeling more and more stresses. One word and my world could break.
“Yes” I smiled from ear to ear before pulling me into my lap. I kept her as close as I could. SHE LOVES ME!!! OH MY GOD! SHE LOVES MEEEE!!! I yelled inside!
“Yes Chris I love you.. But keep yelling and I'll be deaf soon!” I laughed, it seems I did yell inside! I kissed her temple saying sorry.

“Questions?
-Why did you say you didn't love me?” she sighed looking down.
“After what I did.. I hated myself and when I saw you coming back, I decided it would be better to push you away, so that you wouldn't hate me..” I hugged her again.
“I don't hate you.. I can't hate you.. I don't even know how to hate you!
-I definitely gonna be deaf tonight..” we laughed again.. Okay, now I have to stop yelling in my darling's ears!
“Questions?
-I love you.” she smiled, burying her face in my neck. If only she could know how much she affected me! My whole body wanted her.

“This wasn't a question, but I really like it! So? Questions?
-Why did you left? Three years ago? If you loved me.. Why did you leave?” she sighed again, breathing in my neck.. Did she still enjoy that?
“I.. I” was she crying? I pulled her a little away to see a few tears running down her now closed eyes. I sighed, it was my fault if she was crying.. I hushed her awhile.
“I discovered I was pregnant.. I thought you would have abandoned me.. So I left before, so that I wouldn't feel the pain..
-Again. You didn't want to feel this pain again right? But I'm not your father Ronnie. I would have taken care of our baby, just as I'm doing right now.” she sobbed for awhile against me, and I rocked her.

“When I listen to you.. I hear Tori. She feels like you abandoned her.. She think you forgot about her.. My question is: Why did you abandon our baby in an orphanage?” she sobbed.

Notes

Notes: Give me a C! Give me a L! Give me a I! Give me two F! Give me a H! Give me a.. Well okay! CLIFFHANGER!
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