Christina's P.O.V

2 YEARS LATER
My life is a total mess right now. I'm no longer with Andy because of a very big misunderstanding...I just graduated from USC and I achieved one of my biggest dreams, share my music with people. I'm a song-writer, dancer and singer signed to Epitaph Records. My work is hard and at the same time it keeps my mind busy and I don't think a lot about Andy or about the things that happened. In 3 days I'm leaving for tour with Falling in Reverse and it was no surprise when I found out Black Veil Brides is coming along. I've been trying to stay away from Andy this 2 years, but now it's time to face it…He choose Juliet over me, he's getting married when tour finishes. I just gave my back and he decided to cheat on me...I knew he was going to leave me but I never taught he'll go back to the girl who had hurt him so much. I love Andy a lot and I hope one day he can find true happiness but I never thought he'll just use me to fulfill an empty space. Before I could sit down in my living room and turned on the TV, there was a knock at my door. Don't even think I still live with my dad because I'm a grown woman and I can take care of myself. I'm 20 for God's sake! I walked towards my door and opened just to be attacked by hugs from CC.
"Hey beautiful", he said.
"Hey handsome", I said as I kissed his cheek.
"So, what you're up to?", he said as he walked towards my living room.
"Nothing at all..", I said as I followed him.
"Ready for tour?"
"Kind of..."
"Kind of? You've been rehearsing since 3 weeks ago…"
"I didn't mean that..."
"Oh...you meant Andy"
"Even though it seems I'm lying, he's my best friend and I love him"
"I know”, he said as he hugged me.
I rested in his chest and sighed, "It kills me, CC"
"Just try to avoid him"
"Can I tell you something and you promise to not tell anyone?"
"What?"
"Promise?"
"I promise"
"Well, I was pregnant..."
He sat up, "What?"
"Andy's child.."
"When was that?"
"A year ago...and I decided to get rid of the baby"
"Does Andy know?"
I shook my head, "And he'll never know because I know it'll break him"
"You never told anyone you were pregnant?", he asked.
I shook my head, "Not even Sammi"
"I really don't want to know how Andy will react to that..."
"He told me he had always dream with being father and I took that away from him...plus I was starting college and we were distant from each other"
"He's surely going to break down"
"But you promise you won't tell him"
"And I won't"
"I'll tell him when it's time for him to know..."
"Can I ask you something and you promise to be honest?", he asked.
I nodded, "Completely honest"
"Do you still love Andy?"
I nodded, "And I want him back"
"Then get him back"
"It's useless…he's getting married"
"It's never late, you know?"
I shook my head, "I'm going to focus on my career and nothing else..."
"But to be honest with you...you should tell him he was going to be father"
Why should I tell him? It doesn't makes sense at all...I didn't just got rid of the baby because I was going to start college. I was planning on keeping it, but when I found out he cheated on me with Juliet, I decided it was time for him and the baby to go. After all, why should I give him a child when he's going to be busy loving Juliet? He's not even going to remember he has a kid and that I'm alive. He never loved me and why should he love the baby?
3 DAYS LATER
I looked myself in the mirror, to fix my outfit (My Outfit). This is my first tour and I'm just dying to leave L.A...My best friends, Seth and Lola are joining me along with my backup dancers, the bus driver, and Lee, my bodyguard. Being alone in the bus wasn't my plan, so my friends are coming along.
"Christie!", Seth called.
"Coming", I said as went down the stairs.
"Are you ready?", Lola asked.
"Yeah..."
"Are you excited?", Seth asked.
I smiled and nodded, "Yeah, I am"
"We are too, and there's going to be a fucking party", Lola said.
"You guys go; I'm not in the mood for partying"
"Since you broke up with Andy, you're never in the mood for anything", Seth said.
"Guys, I need to focus on my work"
"And just because you have to focus on your work, you can't have fun?", Lola said.
"Well, I can have fun but it's my first tour…"
"And that's why you're coming with us"
I smiled, "Okay, I'll go with you"
"That's the Christina I know", Seth said.
The tour bus pulled over, we grabbed our stuff and we stepped out my house and walked towards the bus. This people did a wonderful work with the design and inside is better yet...everything is my style: Batman! We chose our bunks, get our things in the back and we started to have fun.
"What you guys want to do?", I asked.
"What about if we play Dance Central?", Seth asked.
"That's a great idea", Lola said.
"Let's play then...who goes first?", I said.
While we were playing i got a text from dad.
Daddy: Hey baby...how's tour?
Me: Hey daddy...cool so far, we just got in the road
Daddy: I wish you could tour with me, so I can have you close
Me: I'm not a baby anymore…
Daddy: But you'll always be my baby
Me: :3 I know..
Daddy: Are you having fun?
Me: Yeah, I'm playing with Seth and Lola
Daddy: Have you called your grandparents yet?
Me: Not yet, but I promise I will
Daddy: I'm worried about you, baby
Me: Daddy, I'll be fine and if something happens, you know I'll tell you. Plus we're going to see each other every night and I'm going to go to your concerts, not all of them but I will
Daddy: Are you going to the party tonight?
Me: Yeah, Lola is making me
Daddy: Hahaha XD Lola and you are like sisters who fight everyday
Me: Yeah, I know
Daddy: Well, I'll leave you so you can have fun but be careful!
Me: Yes, daddy..
"Who were you texting?", Seth as he sat next to me.
"My dad is checking on me"
"Aren't old enough to take care of yourself?", Lola said.
"Yeah, I am but just because I'm 20 it doesn't means he stops being my dad"
"I'm really hungry…", Seth said as he stood up and walked towards the kitchen area.
"Well, I really need a nap if you want me to go out tonight", I said as I stood up and walked towards the bunks area.
~TIME LAPSE~
I groaned as somebody shook me. I opened my eyes to find a very pissed Lola.
"What?", I asked as I rubbed my eyes.
"You should be ready! The guys are coming.."
"Which guys?", I asked as I stepped out my bunk.
"Falling In Reverse!"
I sighed, "Do I really have to go?"
"Yes! Now, get ready!"
"Okay, bossy..", I said as I walked towards the bathroom.
"I'm not bossy.."
"Yes, you are", I said as I locked the door.
I took a quick shower, changed into my party outfit (My Outfit), made my hair and makeup, brushed my teeth and got out the bathroom and walked towards the living room area.
"Wow…", Seth said.
"What?", I asked.
"You look amazing"
I smiled, "Thanks"
"Time to take selfies and upload them", Lola said.
"No! No, pictures..."
"Why not?", she asked.
"Please, just don't..."
There was a knock in the door and I went to get it, to get a hug from homeboy Ryan.
"What's up?", Ronnie asked as he stepped in, with the guys following behind.
"I'm cool…you guys?", I asked as I sat next to Seth.
"You don't look on a festive mood and it's your first tour...", Max said.
"I don't want to party guys", I said.
"Then, why are you dressed up?", Jacky asked.
"Because my here is making me"
"We don't have to go if you don't want to…", Derek said.
"You guys go, I'll be fine..."
"Are you sure you're fine?", Ronnie asked.
I nodded, "Yeah"
"I can stay if you want...", Seth said.
"Go have fun, I'll be fine...I'll just be sleeping but don't get drunk here, got it?"
"Got it", my two best friends said.
"Okay, see ya"
When they left, I closed the door, got in my pj's (My Pj's), made some popcorn and turn on the tv. Batman was everything I wanted to watch...I grabbed my phone to check my twitter notifications and saw lots of pictures of Andy and Juliet kissing...I wanted to break into tears but in the other hand it feels like if I don't give a fuck. I'm battling with myself...my good side says talk to him and the other says leave it the way it is. I don't know what I'm feeling for Andy but something I'm sure of is that I did the right thing when I got rid of the baby...I don't think he would had care anyways. I decided to post one of my catch phrases.
Love can be good, can be bad, can be dangerous. It can make you happy, make sad, be a stranger...
It's true...I don't even know who I am anymore and all because of love, but that doesn't means I'm going to stop believing because I know I can find someone new and I will...Before, i could turn my attention back to Batman, I got a text from Andy.
Andy: Open the door, I'm outside... What the fuck is he doing here?
I sighed, stood up and opened the door. He got in and looked at me…
"What?", I asked as I took my place in the couch.
"I need to talk to you"
"About?", I asked as I got my mouth full of popcorn.
"I got worried when I didn't saw you at the party"
"Well, I decided to stay here and watch Batman"
"I need to tell you something"
"What you need to tell me?", I asked.
He sat next to me and grabbed my hands, "Christina, I feel empty without you...it's like if my world is suddenly ending and I can't live without you...will you ever take me back again?"
I pulled my hands away from him, "No"
"But--"
"Listen...you cheated on me and you got back with Juliet, why should I get between that again?"
"Christie, I know I did wrong...but I felt sad, empty and alone because you weren't always around, then Juliet appeared and I let her in but I regret it, I swear I do"
"I said no and it's true I haven't get over you, I want you back but I don't want to get hurt and I have to focus on my work...the only thing we can be is friends and nothing else"
He sighed, "I respect your decision"
"Then, friends?"
"Friends", he said as we shook hands.
Once he left, I sighed and turned off the tv...I told him exactly what I felt and I hope he understands there's no way there's going to be a love story between us.

Notes

Jeez...this is really going down..