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Daddy's Little Girl

Chapter Forty-Five: I'm Never Forgiving You

Christina's P.O.V

A WEEK LATER
I've been distant from Andy, since that's exactly what he wants..after all he did broke up with Juliet, but I don't know if I'll be able to forgive him. He's no longer the guy I met...and you can trust me in that one. I snapped out of my thoughts when Cathy snapped her fingers in front of me.
"What?", I asked.
"You seem lost in space.."
"I kind of am"
"Look who's coming..", she said.
I looked up to see Julian. We broke up and I don't want to know a thing about him from now and on..but he has tried to win me over but I'm not interested in a puppet. He's Juliet's puppet and who knows what else is she trying to do when I haven't done anything to her. He grabbed my arm and I told Cathy to keep walking.
"Hey..", he said.
"What now?", I asked.
He sighed, "Christie, I'm really sorry..I want you back and I love you so much"
"You love me?"
"Yeah, I do a lot.."
"You said you didn't love me at the beginning", I said.
"But I ended up loving you and I'm not going to let my sister get in the way of our happiness"
"Our happiness? There's no us, Julian and I'm never going to forgive you"
I sighed as I walked to my next class..once I got there, there were roses in the teacher's desk. Surely, her boyfriend gave them to her.
"Christina, can we talk?", she said.
I walked towards her, "Yes, miss?"
"This is for you", she said.
"From who?"
"I don't know but it has a note"
I walked towards the roses and grabbed the note. They were from Andy...I sighed as I read the note.
Christina, you mean the world to me..and I wasn't thinking when I told you we should take a break from each other..I love you a lot and I'm hurting because I'm losing you..will you ever forgive me? Because I'm really missing my Robin.
"Fuck him", I said under my breath.
"Is something wrong?", Cathy asked as she walked towards me.
I handed her the note, "Check that out", I said as I walked to the group of girls that were warming up.
I'm never going to forgive him...and I don't want to know a thing about him. He used to be my best friend...I know I have to let everything behind, but it's hard and I really don't know how this two want me to forgive them when they had hurt me so much. I don't want to get hurt again and that's exactly why I don't believe in love anymore.
~TIME LAPSE~
I'm glad school is over...that way I won't have to face Julian anymore, he just got with this awesome idea that I'll get jealous if he kisses his ex and other girls in front of me. Right now he's peacefully kissing Arlette, but I really don't give fuck...Andy pulled over and I don't know what the fuck he is doing here when Jayy is going to pick me up. I sighed and rolled my eyes as he walked up to me.
"What are you doing here?", I asked.
"Well, I thought it'll be a good idea if we go to the mall for a drink"
I shook my head, "I have plans"
"It's friday...what kind of plans do you have?"
"I'm going to be with my friends"
"Can't you leave that for later?"
"Nope..", I said as I started to walk away from him.
He grabbed my arm and pulled me to him, "Christina, please.."
"Christina, please..what? When will you understand I don't want you? Andy, you're no one to me..the memories of you are burning in hell and without any problems the wind is going to blow away the ashes..I don't want to know a thing about you and I hope you forget about me, because I already forgot about you"
"You don't mean that..", he said.
"Yes, I do.."
"You say this, but your heart says another thing"
I shook my head, "I'm saying what my heart feels, Andy...All I have in here is hate and nothing else", I said as Jayy pulled over. "Now, if you excuse me..I got to go", I said as I walked towards Jayy.
Maybe that was harsh but he needed the truth and I'm not going to sugarcoat anything...Andy is dead to be, not only him but a lot of people too. In the way home, I decided to get my phone and plug my hearphones, after all I really don't want to go home right now but I have to or my dad will explode. The gates to the house opened and I sighed...Jayy got out the car, turned around and opened the door for me.
"Here we are, miss", he said.
"Thanks, Jayy.."
"Sorry for asking, but are you okay?"
I nodded, "Yeah, I just have a lot of work to do"
"Oh, okay.."
I got out the car, "Thanks Jayy"
"It's my work.."
I walked towards the doorway and opened the door. Dad and Sammi were in the living room watching movie and I assume Logan is in his bedroom.
"Hey honey", dad said.
"Hi", I said as I walked passed them.
"Are you okay?", Sammi asked.
"Yeah"
"Are you hungry, baby? Megan something delicious", dad said.
"I'm not hungry.."
"Christina, you said you were going to eat"
"But I don't want to", I said as I went up the stairs.
I'm not in the mood for anything..all I want is to be alone, locked up in my bedroom and I don't want anyone bothering me. I sighed as I left my things in my bed and walked to the bathroom..I'm sure Sammi and dad know what I'm going through and they know my situation is delicate, because it really is..Julian only used me, Andy broke my heart more than once and that's the last thing I needed. There was a knock in my door, I sighed, walked towards it, unlocked it and opened it to see my dad standing there.
"What now?", I asked.
"Sweetheart, let's talk.."
"I don't want to talk", I said.
"But, you have to stop acting like this", he said.
"Like what?", I asked.
"Honey, you're shutting people down, especially me", he said as he got in and closed the door behind him.
"I need time to myself, dad"
"You need to listen..I know, deep down you still love Andy"
I chuckled, "This is about Andy?"
"No, sweetie but you need to stop acting like this, okay?"
"Acting like what, daddy?"
He sighed, "Honey, Logan told me you don't believe in love anymore and that's why you're shutting people down"
I rolled my eyes, "Can you get out of here, please?"
"You're speaking from a broken heart and I hope you realize that soon", he said as he got out my room.
I'm not speaking from a broken heart...I'm just telling the truth about what I feel and no matter what everybody says I'm going to keep this attitude, whether they like it or not. I sat in my bed and turned on the tv...maybe this can keep my mind busy.

Notes

So...no hopes for them..
Umm...I wonder what's going to happen next..

Comments

@i don't belong
I'm not sure if I want to write a sequel....but, probably I will since I got some new ideas I want to play around with

ShayBiersack ShayBiersack
11/30/14

is it really over, this was like the best story I got my account

i don't belong i don't belong
11/30/14

@MrsBVB

yeah. because this is amazing!

demon_emo_child demon_emo_child
11/21/14

@demon_emo_child
I'm not good at writing killer sequels...but, maybe I should try

ShayBiersack ShayBiersack
11/21/14

@MrsBVB

its okay. though it would make for a killer sequel!

demon_emo_child demon_emo_child
11/21/14