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Daddy's Little Girl

Chapter Forty-Three: I Don't Believe In Love

Christina's P.O.V

NEXT DAY
Jacky said I had to go back home, and I agreed since I really need to be close to my family right now. Megan opened the door and she really looked worried and she couldn't stop looking at Jacky.
"Miss, your parents are really worried", she said.
"I'll talk with them..", I said.
"I guess I should get going", Jacky said.
"Please, stay..", I said as I grabbed his hand.
"Okay..", he said as we walked to the living room, where I was attacked with hugs by Sammi.
"Where were you?", she asked.
"I was with Jacky after I left last night", I said.
"Jacky, thanks for taking care of my daughter", dad said as he hugged me.
"I'll be in my room", I said as I pushed him away and went up the stairs.
I sighed as lied in my bed..All I want is to be alone and I don't need my parents to get worried about me, because I know how to take care of myself..I don't want people calling me, I want to be alone and if it's possible die...I turned off my phone and tried to forget about everything that's going on. There was a knock in my door and thanks God I locked it.
"Christina, please..open the door", Logan said.
I standed up and opened the door, "What now?"
He hugged me, "Where were you last night?"
"You don't need to know.."
"What happened? Talk to me", he said as he grabbed my hands.
Tears rolled down my eyes, "Julian and I broke up"
"What?!"
"It's a long story.."
"Then, you need to talk to me", he said as he stepped in and closed the door behind him.
I told him everything and I could see he was angry, but I calmed him down and told him Julian didn't mean a thing to me, even though he did...because I loved him so much and I want him back..but all I'm doing is hurting and I hope Andy can open his eyes soon. I loved him too, but I don't know if I still do..I'm just so confused.
"Have you talked to Andy?", he asked.
I shook my head, "And I won't, because I know she's more important to him and I think we should end our friendship"
"Never place lovers before friends.."
"But either ways we both know he will place lovers before friends and I don't want to be there for when it happens.."
"But that doesn't means you're going to leave without us knowing, Christina"
"Dad knew I left"
"But he thought you came here.."
"I did, but just for clothes then I went to Jacky's house", I said.
"We were worried about you, not just me, but Sammi, dad and the rest too"
I sighed, "I needed to be alone"
"Jade, you need to stop shutting people down and open up.."
"It's no use, Logan...I've lost it all"
"No, you haven't..you still have us"
"I didn't mean that..I mean, I don't believe in love anymore"
"Stop saying that", he said as he hugged me.
"It's the truth.."
"What about if we go out?"
I shook my head, "I don't want to go out.."
"Baby sis, you need to snap out of this, okay? It's not the end of the world..if Julian never meant anything to you then why are you acting like this?"
"Because he did meant something to me, Logan.."
"Well, stop thinking about him...I'm sure mom wouldn't had like to see you like this"
I wiped my tears away, "You're right...I'm better than this and I'm sure I can get over it"
He smiled, "That's the Christina I know..now what about if we have some ice cream?"
I smiled, "I rather watch a movie.."
"And after that we can go to the studio to work on something..", he said.
"Let's skip the movie and go to the studio at once!", I said.
There's nothing that makes me feel happier, than my music. That's why dad decided having a studio at home will be the perfect thing for me. I don't only have a music studio(Music studio), we have a dance studio(Dance studio) too. We walked to the end of the hallway and we got inside and for once since last night I fell alive. I grabbed the guitar from the corner, as Logan got the pad from the drawer.
"I'll go for something to drink, okay?", he said.
I nodded, "Okay.."
While Logan was getting the drinks, I started to write...and once I finished the first verse to the song, I knew how I wanted to name it..Fairy Tales.

You know the story
You read the books
Boy meets girl
Then they fall forever in love
But I know better
So here goes a tale
Of the realest of the real
Listen
Now once upon a time in a small world
It was everything that I dreamed of
He was my gem and I was his pearl
Nothing could come between us
A prince charming to call my own
Until the day that he broke my heart
And left me wonderin all alone
Pickin my mind and soul apart
Used to believe in love (I used to believe in love)
Used to believe in fairy tales (In fairy tales)
Since my heart's been crushed (It's been crushed)
I don't believe in much, I need help (No no no no no)
Don't know which way to turn
Figure it out for myself
I've just started to learn (La da da dee, oh)
There's no such thing as fairy tales
Is a good story supposed to end
Unhappily ever after
Just as wonderful as it begins
And carry on for a few chapters
Baby how come each time I open up
I can't seem to get past page one
I guess it's time for me to close up
And go back on the shelf because I'm done
Used to believe in love (I used to believe in love)
Used to believe in fairy tales (In fairy tales)
Since my heart's been crushed (Since my heart's been crushed)
I don't believe in much, I need help
Don't know which way to turn (I don't know which way to turn)
Figure it out for myself
I've just started to learn (La da da dee oh)
There's no such thing as fairy tales
Twinkle twinkle little star
Why do my dreams seem so far (Why they seem so far)
Up above the world so high
Won't somebody tell me why (Can you help me)
Can you help me out
Can you tell me what love is all about
Cause I never known it for myself (Don't believe in fairy tales)
That's why I don't believe in fairy tales no more
Used to believe in love (No more)
Used to believe in fairy tales (I used to believe, I used to believe, I used to believe)
Since my heart's been crushed
I don't believe in much, I need help (I don't believe in much)
Don't know which way to turn
Figure it out for myself (Oh no no no no no)
I've just started to learn (Just started to learn)
There's no such thing as fairy tales (There's no such thing as fairy tales)
Used to believe in love
Used to believe fairy tales (La da da da)
Since my heart's been crushed
I don't believe in much, I need help
Don't know which way to turn (I don't know which way)
Figure it out for myself
I've just started to learn
There's no such thing as fairy tales

I had open my eyes and for the first time in 17 years, I've learned that being cold-hearted is the best thing someone can be. Logan got in with drinks, popcorn and others junk food.
"What about if we watch a movie and we later work?"
"Okay..", I said as I turned on the tv.
"What you want to watch? And don't tell me you want to watch A Walk To Remember"
"Yuck! No romantic movies, we're going to watch horror movies"
"Okay, then...by the way your friend is still down there"
"Jacky is still down there?"
"Yeah, he is and he's not alone..the guys just arrived and they want to see you but I told them you're busy right now"
"Is Andy with them?", I asked.
He nodded, "Yeah.."
"I'll talk with them, but when the movie finishes"
"Done"
I couldn't handle the movie anymore though, so I turned off the tv. Logan insisted that I had to go downstairs, so I did...just to be attacked with questions by the guys. I rolled my eyes and walked to my dad.
"I'm fine, guys.."
"What happened with Julian and you? Why you guys broke up?", Andy asked.
"You guys broke up?!", dad asked.
"Yes, we broke up..and were never ever getting back together"
"You broke the little guy's heart", Jake said.
"Just like he broke mine.."
"What that bastard did to you?", Ash asked.
"That's not your business..now if you excuse me, I'll be in my bedroom", I said as went up the stairs.
I don't need them asking what happened, what I'm trying to do is to forget because I don't want to know a thing about Julian...I'm going to let him behind, he's the past now and his never coming back...Juliet is going to burn in hell along with him and I hope Andy can open his eyes soon, but what kind of friend will I be if I don't warn him? Maybe I should...I went down the stairs and asked Andy if we could talk in private.
"What's going on?", Andy asked.
"Juliet is a monster..", I said.
"Don't talk about her like that"
"Well I do, because it is the truth!"
"What are you talking about?"
"Juliet was using Julian to hurt me"
He chuckled, "Tell me Christina, do you love me that much? To the point where you're lying about my fiance"
"I'm telling you because you're my friend and I hope you can open your eyes soon.."
"You know what? I think we should take a break.."
"What?", I asked.
"We should take a break from each other, until you snap out from your breakup.."
"If that's what you want..", I said as I took off the necklace he gave me and handed it to him.
"Christina, that's what I meant"
"Fuck you", I said as I went to my bedroom.
I'm done with him and this time I swear I'm done with love..I rather shut people down than getting hurt more than once. I'm done with Andy, my dad, everyone...From now and on, I don't believe in love.

Notes

Those lyrics aren't mine!! All rights reserved to Jojo (The Song)

So another Batman and Robin breakup...it's been sad to write this things.

Comments

@i don't belong
I'm not sure if I want to write a sequel....but, probably I will since I got some new ideas I want to play around with

ShayBiersack ShayBiersack
11/30/14

is it really over, this was like the best story I got my account

i don't belong i don't belong
11/30/14

@MrsBVB

yeah. because this is amazing!

demon_emo_child demon_emo_child
11/21/14

@demon_emo_child
I'm not good at writing killer sequels...but, maybe I should try

ShayBiersack ShayBiersack
11/21/14

@MrsBVB

its okay. though it would make for a killer sequel!

demon_emo_child demon_emo_child
11/21/14