Christina's P.O.V

2 WEEKS LATER
Sammi and I were back home..I had a wonderful time with my grandparents and my friends, but there was something that was really bothering me. Alan was hanging around with Edward, I know they're great friends but why does he has to always bother me..? I don't even know what he has against me, because as far as I know I haven't do anything at all...I went down the stairs to see what Sammi is doing, because I hate to be alone...She was in the living room watching Faking It. I don't watch MTV, but I'll love to spend some time with my best friend. I sat next to her and sighed.
"Is something wrong?", she asked.
"I'm worried about Seth"
She hugged me, "He's going to be fine..if anything happens you know Edward will call"
"Yeah, but I don't trust Edward at all"
"Why?"
"You don't need to know.."
"Yes, I do..tell me, why?"
"It's not important, Sammi.."
"Are you sure?"
"More than anything.."
"Seth seems a good guy, why aren't you guys dating?"
Here it goes, "I'm not a fan of long-distance relationships, Sammi"
"Well, sometimes they don't work but that doesn't means you're not going to give it a shot"
"I don't want to give it a shot, because I'm scared"
"Of what?"
"It's complicated"
"Does Andy has to do with anything?"
"No!"
"Then what are you worrying about?"
"I'm not worried about Andy or anything else...I'm scared!"
"How can I help you with your fear when you don't give me any details, Christie?"
"I don't want to break his heart and that's the main reason why I don't want a relationship, along with that my heart is already broken", I said as I standed up and went up the stairs to my bedroom, again.
That's not the only thing I fear...I fear a lot of things and that's just one. Sometimes I wish I could pack my things and go back to Iowa and make sure everything is okay...when I felt like this grandma always said that I'm only human and it's okay to fear, but I don't have to be weak...is until today that I really pay attention to her wise words. There are a lot of things I haven't been expecting, since I was rescued...My dad is changed, Sammi turns to be a good figure, Andy got over everything, my best friend almost commits suicide, and what's next? I fear what's going to happen next...My life is upside down and who knows what else is waiting for me out there. My phone rang, I had a new text from Andy but I wasn't in the mood to talk with anyone. That's another problem, I shut people down, when I'm at my worst...I walked to the corner, grabbed my guitar and sat in my couch as I started to play. There was a knock in my door, I placed the guitar down and sighed.
"Get in"
Sammi got in and closed the door behind her, "I'm so sorry, Christie"
I shook my head, "I'm the one who should apologize..I shouldn't had yell at you, I'm sorry"
"It's okay", she said as she sat next to me.
"It's hard.."
"I know...by the way, what are you playing?"
I shook my head, "Nothing.."
"It seems nice, tell me", she said as she grabbed my hand.
"A song my mom used to play when I was younger"
She smiled, "You miss her?"
A few tears runned down my cheeks, "A lot.."
"I'm sure she misses you too"
"She was everything to me, Sammi...the day I lost her, was the day I lost myself"
"I understand, I was once in your position...my mom died too and my father didn't care about me, that's why I asked Jinxx to change because I don't want you to go through the same thing I did"
I hugged her, "Thanks so much, Sammi"
"You know I'm always going to be here, right?"
I nodded, "I know.."
"Do you want to go out?"
"Where are we going?"
"Hot Topic"
I smiled and nodded, "I'll love to"
I changed into something proper, because pj pants won't do it...I fixed my hair and looked myself in the mirror, to make sure I looked good (My Outfit). I was satisfied with my look, got out of my room and down the strairs where I found my best friend/mom.
She looked up at me and smiled, "Are you ready?"
"More than ready..", I said.
When we arrived to the mall, we started to walk around, we had a quick run at Starbucks, we went shopping and we did a lot of other stuff. While we were at Hot Topic I spotted Julian...I gave my back to him and bit my bottom lip as I was looking at some pink vans.
"What's wrong?", Sammi asked.
"Julian is in the store", I said.
"Really, where is he?", she said as she turned around.
"Sammi!"
"You like the guy, right?", she asked.
"Yeah, but we don't know each other yet.."
"What are you waiting to get to know him?"
"I do want to get to know him, but he's Juliet's little brother.."
"And what if he's Juliet's brother? What's better than having a sister-in-law, huh?"
I chuckled, "Okay, I'll talk to him.."
"That's it"
I sighed and walked towards him...I felt nervous, but Sammi is right...I have to stop acting like this if I really want to get to be with him. Plus, he seems really nice..
"Hey, Julian", I said.
"Christina! Hey, what's up?"
"Well, I'm cool and how are you?"
"Same..why you haven't gone to school?"
I started to play with my hands, "It's personal"
"Oh, sorry.."
"It's okay.."
"But you're going back to school, right?", he asked.
I nodded, "Yeah, I just visited my grandparents.."
"Well, I'm glad you're going to be around.."
"Yeah.."
"Are you going to be busy on friday night?"
"You're asking me out?"
He smiled, "Well, it was more like hanging out but yeah, I'm asking you out.."
"Well, no I'm not going to be busy"
"So, pick you at 6?"
I nodded, "Yeah"
"Got to go, see you around..", he said as he walked away.
I walked back to Sammi, hugged her and we started to jump around. Julian asked me out!
"We're going out on friday!", I said.
"Don't you think you should ask your dad for permission, because you already have mine"
"Well, I know he's going to say no...so I shouldn't even ask him.."
"I'll talk with him, I promise.."
"Thank you, Sam.."
We kept looking around and after that we went to eat something..while we were talking about what will I wear for friday, my phone rang and it was another text from Andy...this time I had to answer because I'm sure he's worried.

Andy: I'm missing you a lot! Please, send me a picture..can you?
Me: I'm missing you a lot too! And I promise, I'll send them to you..
Andy: What were you doing earlier?
Me: I was in shower..I saw your text but I thought you were busy
Andy: Oh, so how's everythin going?
Me: I'm out with Sammi <3
Andy: I hope that when we go back, you spend time with me too
Me: I promise, I will.. :*
Andy: Love you!
Me: Love you more!
Andy: I have to take a shower, but I'll text you later
Me: Okay, say hi to the guys for me and tell me I love them a lot!
Andy: Okay, I will..

"Who was that?", Sammi asked.
"Andy.."
"You say it like if you're going to die if you say his name or something"
I sighed, "I don't know...I just feel something is going to happen"
"I know you're kind of not trusting Andy after everything that happened, but you need to leave it behind"
"I already did, it's just that I feel there's something coming over"
"What you think it's coming over?", Sammi asked.
I shrugged, "I don't know, Sam"
I'm fearing right now and I hope my date with Julian doesn't gets messed up or anything..because, he's nice and I want to get to know him and I bet he wants to get to know me too...and I hope he asks me to be his girlfriend soon...well not soon, but I'll like to be one day Christina Jade Simms...and I hope Juliet is okay with it, because if not..then there's no way there's going to be an "us".

Notes

Shit is going down! So, right now I'm kind of working on a new story..so don't be susprise if I stop updating (Kidding, I'm not going to stop updating because as soon as this finishes, the sequel is coming up).