Daddy's Little Girl

I've been lately thinking about my daughter. Mom and dad talk non stop about how she's growing and how beautiful she looks, of how she's starting to look like her mother. I will really like to be by her side right now, let her know I love her and that I'm going to be there for her until the end. My parents have raise Christie while I'm gone following a dream..No one knows about my daughter's existence and I want it to stay that way..I don't know what the guys will think, what will our fans think, what will Sammi think? Christina is my world and I really wish I could had been there when she was growing up. Now she's a grown woman and I can tell by all the pictures dad sends. I keep some baby pictures of her in my guitar case, sometimes they remind me of how happy I was when she was born and other times they make me regret leaving her.

"You're okay Jinxx?", Andy asked as he looked up at me, I just nodded.

I've been making plans and I really want to go and see her. She doesn't even knows me and by what dad said..it seems she hates me.

I need time to let the guys know, to let Sammi know, to let everyone know...The reason why no one knows is because I am protecting her, I don't want her to get hurt and it'll hurt me more when everyone finds out and are not okay with it. Sammi will probably leave me, Andy won't want me anymore in the band and the fans will hate me for lying. What will Jessica say if she was here? She'll probably hate me too..

"Guys, I'm tired..I'll take a nap", I said as I standed up and went to my bunk. How will it feel to meet my daughter, again?

Notes

Since The Bands Lover is soon getting to an end, I decided I'll start working on this!!