Daddy's Little Girl

I don't hate dad for making move in with him. My bags where already at the door, I grabbed my batman blanket along with my phone and sat in the couch, waiting for dad to be ready. Seth said he wasn't coming, because he wasn't going to handle it, so I was texting him.

Me: Feeling homesick, already.
Seth: Missing you already </3
Me: Missing you too. Say bye to Eddie for me.
Seth: Okay..Call me when you land, okay?
Me: I promise..
Seth: I love you <3
Me: I love you more, Seth <3
Seth: But you know I love you more, right?
Me: Yeah, but I love you more and beyond <3 :*

Dad came in and looked at me. "Who you're texting with?", he asked.
"No one.."
"Is it that guy next door?"
"None of your business.."
"Christina enough!"
"Call me Christina again and you won't live to tell your story"

He looked at me in disbelief, shook his head and carried our bags to the car. I went to the kitchen to hug my grandparents bye. I love them so much and it hurts that I'm leaving them.

"Everything is going to be fine, you'll do great", Granny said.
"I hope.."
"Call us, okay?", Grandpa said.
"Won't even doubt in doing it"
"Send us pictures as well", Granny added. I love them.

Dad came in, hugged them as well and said it was time to go. I went upstairs to my bedroom, one last time. I almost forgot my batman stuff doll and mom's picture. I grabbed them and went downstairs. Dad grabbed my hand and we walked out to the car. The drive was silent as hell, I looked out my window and down at my screen. Once we got to the airport, I wished I could be at my grandparents house again. I sighed and once we were in the plane I couldn't look at dad or anybody else. I could only think about Seth and Lola.

"Is not bad as it seems, sweetie", dad said as he grabbed my hand.
"I guess.."
"There's something else we need to talk about.."
"What exactly?"
"You'll be at a hotel room, while I'm preparing the guys for the surprise"
"Perfect! Just nice", I said trying to be sarcastic.
"Christie, it's not the end of the world"
"You're just ashame of your daughter, it's not so hard to say it.."
"Sweetie.."
"I don't want to hear it, it's enough with the fact that you hide the fact that I'm your daughter and without mentioning you got over mom, I thought you loved her and it wouldn't surprise me if you tell me I was an accident. You know what? Is cool and I don't give a fuck and I hope you live a happy life next to your fiance and that you keep me in the shadows. The truth is that I love you so much for doing this for me daddy and I hope one day you feel the pain I'm feeling.. "
"Chirstie I love you more than you think and I'm doing this for your own good, some fans don't take it really well and something tells me the guys won't take it well neither.."
"If you love me so much, you wouldn't had let me behind.."
"Wasn't that behind us?"
"Not so behind.."

From there it was total silence between us, if I wasn't watching Batman, I was playing videogames or reading some boring ass magazine. When we arrived I called Seth. I was already missing him so fucking much. He picked at the third ring.

"How's everything going?", he asked
"Just arrived and missing you so much!"
"I miss you too, Christie"
"How things are going around home?"
"I am missing you, I haven't get out of my bedroom since you left and I feel alone. Want me to continue?"
"I am missing you too. Call Lola or your bandmates, maybe they'll help you forget I'm not around"
"Forget you're not around? Christie I think about you even when I'm walking down the street"
"I have to go, but I'll text you later, okay?"
"Okay, sweetheart". I ended up the call and turned to look at dad. I grabbed my things and had my phone in hand.
"Baby, I think we should stop fighting, okay? I know you don't like the idea, but--"
"It's okay...I understand you're afraid, but what will happen when they know the truth?", I asked as I walked away. He knows I have a point.

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