Unwrapped

~Taylor~

"Did you take any birth control after last week?" Ashley's sudden question caught me off guard.
"No." He paled.
"why?"
"I don't need it." I answered simply, not wanting to get into it right now.
"why?" His one word answers were starting to piss me off.
"Because I can't have kids Ashley!" I said, getting up from my spot on the couch and grabbing Andy's cigarettes from the table. All five of the guys watched me stomp off the bus. Ash stood to follow, but Andy told him to leave me alone.
I decided I didn't want to deal with the fan girls and went to a near by park. I found a large tree and climbed as high as I could go. I lit a smoke and took a long drag. I hated smoking, ever since I'd had cancer but I'd done it before and I was stressed out. My phone went off, and when I checked I saw Ashley's number facing me.
I turned my phone off.
i wasn't sure why it bothered me. It never had before. I could adopt a kid, I didn't need one of my own. Maybe I wanted a piece of Ashley?
no. Nonononononononono. No.
I wasn't getting attached. I wasn't falling in love.
i didn't have time for it.

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