Escape The Past

I looked at him as he ran over to me, his star necklace bouncing on and off of his chest, "Are you..." He asked me as I shrugged my shoulders, I was more worried then he was, if I came back with a baby in my arms from this trip my Boss would kill me. I never told him anything about the fact that I knew Ashley when I was younger, for one reason, I didn't need anyone prying into my past, because there were some things in there that I wasn't too proud of. He looked down at me and sighed, "Well do you want to find out?" He asked me with a small smile, "No." I told him simply as he laughed slightly and took my hand in his and helped me up, as well as took me to the car, first letting me in the small black car and then closing the door and going to the drivers side. After he got in we began to drive to the local Wallgreens, I was more scared then I had ever been in my entire life, I didn't want to know if I was pregnant. I didnt want to know that I had made a mistake so young in my life. He looked over at me and squeezed my hand as he parked and opened my door, helping me out, "Ash, I'm not that helpless yet." I said softly as he ran a hand through my hair and smiled softly, "Oh..right." Ashley responded to me as a blush came across his face.

We walked in together and wandered up and down the rows until we found the pregnancy tests. I walked slowly over to the rows and rows of them, I had no idea which ones to pick. "Miss? Do you need help?" A woman asked me as I turned around and nodded, I watched as Ash stepped back and folded his arms, embarrassed that he was in the pregnancy test aisle. I laughed to myself a bit and smiled at him, trying to hide my fear of the fact that I could be pregnant. "I..do..nt..k..know which one...t..to pick." I stuttered as she smiled softly at me and pointed to a one in a blue box with blue lettering across, "This ones good." She told me as I nodded and grabbed it as she said, "Congratulations." I pushed a fake smile across my lips and responded with a, "Thank you." In a meek voice. Ash walked over to me and kissed my forehead and whispered, "Its going to be okay. I promise." He told me as I nodded and walked to the cashier and handed him a twenty, once he gave me the bag and my change I smiled and said, "Thanks." And walked out of the store and to the car, he looked over at me as he began to drive back to the tour bus, I wasn't really wanting to talk out of fear. I didn't quite understand why I was so scared, I should be happy right now, because I could be pregnant with the lve of my lifes baby, I guess it was because of what happened all those years ago. I still wasn't able to let that go. God Really Megan? you need to let that go!

I thought to myself as Ashley looked over at me, "What was that about?" He asked me with a small chuckle, "Did I say that..outloud?" I asked him as he nodded and laughed more at my expression. "Nothing, just the fact that I didn't get a promotion for work this year." I lied as he shook his head at me, "What was that for?" I teased him as he smiled at me and responded. "Oh well I think that my butterfly deserves anything, and I don't think that its fair that you didn't get your promotion this year." He teased me as if he was a loving husband, god if we became one of those stereotypical couples in the future, you know the ones that acted just like Ash did, I would vomit everyday, I hate couples like that. Its like they live in a plastic perfect world where nothing in their relationship could go wrong. I looked out of the window and realized that we had stopped a few moments ago, I got out of the car and grabbed the bag off of the ground and walked into the tour bus, seeing the expression on all of the guys' face made me walk faster, "You okay?" Andy asked me as he eyed the bag, I nodded and responded, "Its just candy Andy." I told him as he nodded and sat back down letting Ash join him on the couch, I quickly went to the bathroom and hoped that he wasn't going to say anything to the guys yet. I honestly didn't want them thinking that I wanted to get pregnant all this time. I sighed and sat down on the toliet and peed onto the test. I stood up after I was done and closed my eyes as I set down the test on the counter and washed my hands, and then I looked at it.

Positive

I stared at myself in the mirror, I was going to be a Mom, and a Mom of Ashley Purdy's child. No, no no! I felt a tear go down my cheek, I didn't want to ruin his career and take him away from the band that he loved and had been with for such a long time. I wiped my tears and walked out of the bathroom then looking at the guys, "I...i..hhave some..thing..t..to..ttell you guys." I stuttered as Ashley looked at me with a more worried look and pulled me over to the couch. I sat down and put my hands in my lap, "I'm pregnant." I finally spat out as they all looked at each other and then me, "Whos is it Megan?" Andy asked me in a more calm voice then I expected. "Ashleys." I said carefully as CC got up and yelled, "OOO ASH YEAH!" in a happy voice and high fived the male, I looked at them and then looked down at my shoes, "Guys, not the time." Andy said as he watched me break out into tears, "Megan whats wrong?" He asked me as he sighed and waited for me to respond, "I'm afraid that having the baby will drive Ashley away from you guys! I don't want to have to split up the band, and I don't want to keep him from you guys!" I rambled as Ashley turned to me and took his hands in mine, "Megan, calm down, I'll be here for you and the baby, I won't leave until I die. I promise and our child can't drive me away from the band, I love these guys like Brothers. I'm not going to leave." He said to me as I smiled and nodded. "Do we know what gender it is?" Jinxx asked me as he smiled and mouthed congrats to me as I mouthed back thank you and responded, "Nope. But I will be sheudling a doctors appointment for tomorrow."

Notes

Ooooooo what gender do you think it will be?