I stared up at him as he took a few selfies on his phone including one of me kissing his cheek, I smiled as he showed it to me and set it as his lock screen. We then returned to our bunks me going to bed early and Ashley going to watch a few more movies before he turned in, I was sound asleep the nightmare finally going away.

Megans Nightmare

I woke up tied to a wooden pole in the middle of a dark room, with weapons all along the wall, my scars were exposed and this time Ashley looked worse, I could see his ribs, he must have not eaten in days because he looked like shit. His eyes were drooped down and he looked up at me, damage wise for myself I could barely move an inch without searing pain shooting up my leg, and it pained me to see him like this. The scenery changed as I closed my eyes then waking up again, and this time I was in the middle of a field looking at Ashley from above him, he hadn't noticed me yet, but I was being lowered down on the pole, practically sliding down it, splinters hitting my arm as I slid down screaming through the gag that became to come loose alowwing me to just let it fall as I screamed, he turned around and ran towards me with a bad limp, and someone running after him, it looked like Jocelyn but it was actually me, knife in hand and Jocelyn cackling from behind me as I looked over at myself, I was here and yet I was there. This was rather confusing and I wanted to save Ashley, from myself.
I looked back at the figure running towards him and realized that it changed to Jocelyn and she was baring a gun, with spikes coming out the front out of the barrel, I screamed his name and hoped that he was able to run faster, I noticed that he looked normal his chest and arms and abs were toned and his eyes shown fear as he ran towards me, "ASHLEY WATCH OUT!" I screamed, tears running down my face as my makeup followed the tears. I watched as Jocelyn aimed as she was running, her finger on the trigger as she hit it, her eyes showing revenge to me for stealing away her toy that she played with daily, I screamed as the spear went through his chest, making him grab it, blood covering his hands as his eyes rolled over and he fell. I screamed and tried to pull myself free only to see that I was bound by barbed wire, and it cut further into my wrists until I stopped struggling looking at her as tears rolled down my face faster than ever. "You lost bitch, and now your going to pay." She told me tracing a knife over my lips.I screamed waking up with my hands on the blankets and the blankets pulled up to my waist, my breathing was only increasing as I looked over at the bed, I saw something move, so I walked over slowly speaking my Outlaws name, "A..ashley?" I asked pulling the covers off, his body was bloody and there were the words, Watch Out Bitch, carved into them as if he was a pumpkin on Halloween.

I woke up screaming my hands in my hair as the tears started rolling down my face, Ashley jolted awake and jumped out of his bunk and ran over to me taking me in his chest as he calmed me down, "Shh. Shhh Megan, its okay, I'm here, your Outlaw will never let anyone hurt you. I'm here. I'm here. Shh." Were the words he spoke as I let the tears roll down my face, the rest of the guys came rushing in and began to stare at me, "Is she okay?" They all asked at once as I nodded and watched them file out, Jinxx setting down a cup of tea for me as he walked out. "If you don't mind me asking, what was the dream about.?" He asked me slowly as I nodded and looked up at him, "Well I wake up either in the room, or tied up watching Jocelyn torture you to the point where you die, and I can never stop it. And each time it gets worse making it more brutal and more hurting for me to watch. I hate it and Its been going on for years now, at first it was me and then it got to every single person that I loved. I had hoped it wouldn't get to you, because, I don't want to loose you!" I said my voice cracking as I choked on my tears letting them roll down my face he began stroked my hair as he took my hand and led me to his bunk, "Here I got this for you today, when you were talking with Jinxx and the rest of the guys," He said to me letting me look at the small star with rhinestones all around it, he smiled and put it around my neck, "There." He finished smiling at me as he took my hand again speaking my mind with what he said next. "Want to sleep with me tonight?" I nodded and climbed in with him letting his arms wrap around me, and letting myself relax.

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