Look Up To Me

After Ashley broke the hug I smiled up at him tears in my eyes as he asked me what was wrong, "Nothing, I just missed you." was all I could muster as I smiled and walked into the hotel room at his request, "Sorry about the mess Mom." He said to Mom only getting a heavy sigh and an its alright from her. I laughed and started at his many basses, "How many do you bring on tour?" I asked walking over to them and stopping myself from picking one up, "Oh about three to five, I need extras." He replied to me handing me one and a pick, "I heard that you've been playing for a while." He said to me as I nodded and sat down on the ouch and set my fingers on the needed spots on the strings before I began to play, it wasn't much since I was still tired and needed something else to keep me awake at this time in the morning. He smiled at me and nodded, "I knew you'd grow up to play bass. I can teach you some songs and other things later." Ash told me with a smile as he held up his hand for a high five, which I gladly returned with one.

"Hey how about now? You have two hours or so until we all need to leave for warped." I suggested with a nod from Mom, "I can keep track of time." she said to both of us as a smile crept upon my Brothers face, "Sure, can you hand me that bass?" He said to me as I nodded and handed him it he sat down next to me and smiled.

Small Timeskip! (Cause I have no clue aboout basses!)

"Ash! Ry! Its time to go!" My mom told me just as I finished my brothers makeup, it was minimal this time just a small line of eye liner surrounding the whole eye and a light lip tint, but nothing too major that people could notice. I smiled and said, "Done." As I put away my makeup in my makeup bag that I had brought along and smiled, "Okay, I'm going to be waiting in the living room." I responded as he nodded and said thanks to me marveling at his makeup. I walked out and waited with my Mom as she spoke to me, "Its so nice to see you two talking to each other again and finally you being able to have someone like him to look up to." She told me, "Yeah." I said my voice getting shaky as I pulled my hoodie sleeves down over my scars that were still attempting to heal. A few moments later Ashley walked out and smiled, "We all ready to go?" He asked me, "We have to meet the rest of the guys down stairs, before we get on the tour bus." I nodded and followed my Brother down to the elevator and soon enough we were on the first floor where all the guys were and two security guards. I could barely contain my excitement at the fact that all my saviors were standing right in front of me. "Morning guys, this is my Mom, and this is my younger sister Ryley, Ryley this is Jinxx, Jake, CC, and Andy." He said to me, I smiled and waved to them being able to muster a hi to them.

We all walked out of the hotel and onto the tour bus, me sitting next to Ashley and on the right side was my Mom, the other guys were spread out, and Jake was constantly asking for pizza, "Pizza sounds really good." I mumbled earning a loud SHHH From the guys, I looked at them with wide eyes and furrowed eyebrows, but my confusion was soon cleared up as Ash explained to me that when someone mentioned pizza Jake would go crazy and keep asking for it. I laughed a bit as the bus began to move, it was good thirty minutes away to get to the Warped Tour sight, and I was getting sleepy, without knowing it I fell asleep on my Brothers shoulder.

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