Look Up To Me

I smiled at Ash as he handed me the cotton candy as we walked out of the park, "That was the best Ash!" I squealed as he smiled and ruffled my hair, "Well I'm glad Ry, I'm glad your okay." He said to me as I got into the car and watched him get in the drivers side, he then began to drive off to the bus, "Hey Ryley, you wouldn't mind if I brought a girl into the bus tonight right?" He asked me as I looked at him and rolled my eyes, "Yes I do! You can fuck a girl somewhere else, when I'm not on tour with you guys." I told him as he bursted out laughing at my comment, "What?!" I hissed as he stopped and looked at me, "It was just funny, no ones ever said it that way to me, your straight forward just like Mom. And fine I guess I won't." Ashley told me as I turned to him and told him, "No, you have to say you wont, that you won't ever when I'm hanging out with you or when I'm in the same area as you, its gross Ash." I told him as he sighed and responded back with just what I wanted to hear, "Fine, I won't fuck a girl when your near me, hanging out with me, or are in the same area as I am." He told me as I smiled and nodded, "Thats better." I said as he parked the car, I got out quickly and went into the tour bus, and to my bunk room to get dressed in my pajamas, and so that I could relax, I changed easily and slid my hair into a messy bun and then walked out to grab some tea.

I began to boil some water as CC came out, "Hey you okay?" He asked me as I nodded and responded with a, "Yes, well no, I'm still shaken up by the whole thing that happened but yes I am for the most part, thank you CC." He smiled at me and put up his hand for a high five, I smiled and high fived him back just like I did when I was younger, he smiled and laughed at me as I punched him, "So how was the park?" He asked me as I smiled and nodded, "It was good, I had a lot of fun and went on bunches of roller coasters as well as my first one too. I was scared to death but it was pretty awesome." I told him as he gave me a shocked look, "You haven't been on a roller coaster until now, when your eighteen?" He asked me as I laughed and nodded at how silly he was acting. "Yup, I've always been scared of them, and Ash has always been the one to go on dozens before he throws up." I said to CC as he smiled and laughed, "Yeah, last time we went to an amusment park, he refused to go back to the bus." He told me as I laughed and nodded, "Yeah he tends to do that, but tonight it was me who didn't want to leave." I said with a smile as Andy walked out of his bunk room and over to where CC and I were, "Hey Andy." I said as he smiled and said, "Hey Ryley." He walked over to me and put his hands on my shoulders as he too asked if I was okay, "Yes, I am still shaken up by the whole thing, but for the most part yes." I told him as he smiled and brought me in for a hug, "Good, the guys and I are here for you, were all part of your crazy family and we love you to death." He said as CC joined in and hugged me, I smiled, "Awwwhh thanks you guys, that means more then I could ever scream." I said with a small smile at Andy as he laughed, "Well someone has been catching up on her music." He told me with a chuckle, "Actually my Brother got me that album when it came out and I couldn't stop listening to it, I love all of your guys' albums to death and I'm so lucky to have you guys around." I told them as the awwhhs began to fill the room towards my comment.

I honestly felt okay here with my whole one big, gigantic family.

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