Look Up To Me

I stared at myself in the mirror as I woke up, I must have returned to the tour bus because when I woke up I was on the couch with the TV blaring. I sighed and applied my makeup tying my hair in a ponytail for the mean time. I yawned and put on a plain white t-shirt and a pair of Pierce the Veil tights and of course, my converse. I smirked and tied on the new necklace that I had gotten for my birthday from my Mom, it was a skull with spikes around it and my bands' logo around it. It was my favorite. I ran my hand down my ponytail as I walked out of the bathroom seeing the guys were already up, "M..morning." Jake stuttered to me as he looked down embarassed about what his brother did to me, I sighed and turned away walking back to the bunk room. I sat down on the bunk and put my hands on my legs, trying to forget last night. I heard someone's foot steps near the bunk room and I looked up seeing who it was.

I jumped back and pulled my knees up to my chest, "Look, I'm sorry about what happened last night, Ashley was just covering up what I did. I'm sorry Ryley, I know your not going to forgive me for a while, but I was drunk and I didn't know what I was doing, I..I'm sorry." he stuttered as he walked away tears in his eyes, "Wait!" I shouted, as Jake turned around, "I forgive you, just, that never happened okay? No one saw, no one knows, not you nor me knows. Kay? Forget about it. And stay away from me." I said as I felt tears welling up in my eyes as he nodded and walked off, I slowly got up and walked out seeing Andy yelling at Jake made my stomach knot, he stopped as soon as he noticed I was there. "Ashley and I were thinking, well actually just Ashley, if you wanted to go to the amussement park with him today? You know, to keep your mind off of things." Andy said to me as Ashley looked up and smiled, "Come on Ry, it'll be fun and you'll love it." He told me as he walked over to me rubbing my back, "Fine, but no rollercoasters." I told him as he nodded and took my wrist leading me to the car, "It wont be that long, and I'll get to spend the whole day with my younger sister." He said to me as a smile crept upon his face.

It took no more then fifteen minutes to get there and by that time Ashley was already trying to convince me to go on a rollercoaster with him, and when I finally gave up and said yes his eyes turned this gleaming shade of brown that reminded me of a little boy on Christmas morning. He practically dragged me to the ride, Outlaw, "Is that why you got your tattoo?" I teased as he chuckled and shook his head, pushing to get through the line, "Ashley, we can wait." I told him as he frowned and waited with me.

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