Rock 'n' Roses (sequel to found again)

*listen to city lights by motionless in white during this chapter*

Ricky's p.o.v
Its been 6 months and Riot and I were still going really strong even after we had 2 separate tours so we were away from each other for a month and I swear I've never missed someone so much in my entire life. I know I have fallen in love with her, I knew it in the first 8.2 seconds that I met her but saying that to her scares the shit out of me. I mean, what if she doesn't say it back? What if she rejects me? and even worse, what if she doesn't feel the same? She goes on her Wreckless European tour tomorrow in promotion of their new album, Wreckless so my plan is to take her out on a date tonight and get it off my chest before she goes as I want her to know how much she truly means to me. I mean, I want to spend the rest of my life with this girl by my side. I want to make her happy and feel loved and special. I want to marry her. I want her to have my kids. I want to be able to come home from tour and for her to leap into my arms or for her to come back from tour and I would be at the airport holding a bunch of flowers in my hand waiting for her to walk through the arrivals gates so that I could run to her, pick her up and kiss her passionately. I want to be able to grow old with her and help her through anything and everything. Jesus Christ, I never thought I'd say any of that because im really NOT the cheesy type but thats all I want and obviously I cant just say that to her now. It would probably freak her out and make her run away. But I am definitely going to tell her how much I love her tonight. I walked into her apartment to surprise her and seen her sitting on the sofa with her back to me, writing something. More than likely new lyrics. That girl just doesn't rest when it comes to her music. I snuck up behind her and jumped on to the sofa beside her, scaring the shit out of her. She laughed and hit me playfully "hey babe" I said and kissed her "what's up?" I asked "not much just writing some new material" she replied "well how about you take a break from that and let me take you out on a date tonight since you leave for tour tomorrow?" I asked her. She smiled and agreed "okay then I will leave you to get ready and I will pick you up again at 6?" I asked "sounds perfect to me babe. See you then" she said and I kissed her passionately before leaving. I laughed to myself at how short the visit was and made my way down to my car but then I started thinking about tonight and the palms of my hands began to sweat out of nervousness. Once I got home I started to get ready for tonight. First I made reservations to her favorite restaurant in town then I got ready. I was in the middle of putting on clean clothes when my phone buzzed signalling I had a text message "hey babe what should I wear?" Riot asked. I text her back to wear something fancy. She replied with an okay and I continued getting ready. I decided on black worn out jeans, a black button down shirt and black vans. I ringed my eyes with a bit of eyeliner and put on my beanie. I looked at the time to see it was quarter to 6. I got into my car and made my way over to Riot and Roxie's apartment to pick up Riot. I knocked twice and Roxie opened the door. "Well aren't you looking dapper Mr horror!" Roxie said in her strong English accent. I chuckled "thanks Roxie. Wheres Riot?" I asked but before she could answer, Riot's bedroom door opened and once again my breath was taken away which is something she always manages to do every time we go out. She was wearing a pair of grey/black skinny jeans, a fitted black crop top, a grey/black/white kimono with tassles at the bottom and a pair of studded black ankle boots with a heel. Her make up was simple but beautiful, less is always more in my eyes. She must have dyed and cut her hair once I left today because now it is black and breast length and had her natural curls. She walked over to me and kissed me gently on the lips. I grinned and took her hand. We said goodbye to Roxie and got into my car "so, where are we off too?" She asked and I smiled "its a surprise but you're going to love it. I love the new hair by the way" I replied and she grinned and said thank you. After a further five minute drive, we got to the restaurant. Riot looked up, turned towards me in her seat and grinned "you're taking me to my favourite restaurant?" She asked excitedly "yep! Told you you'd love it" I replied and she grinned. I got out of the car and went around to her side to open her door "thank you" she said quietly and got out of the car. I took her hand and we entered the restaurant "reservations for Olson" I said to the waiter waiting by the door. "Two reservations, is that correct sir?" He asked me "yes it is" I replied "in that case, right this way Mr and Mrs Olson" he replied. I smiled at the possibility of that in the future. I looked at Riot who smiled and blushed which made me smile even wider. We took our seats at our table and looked over the menus. We had a starters and our main course. We talked and laughed through both and right now we were choosing our deserts. I looked up at Riot who was chewing her lip, deciding on what to get. She looked up and met my gaze as she smiled "what?" She asked "nothing you're just so beautiful" I replied. She rolled her eyes and smiled as she returned to reading her menu "how about we go somewhere after this?" I said out of the blue "where were you thinking?" She asked, setting down her menu and taking a drink of her wine "I don't know. Like somewhere cliche romantic" I said and she chuckled "where is cliche romantic then?" She asked "how about the beach?" I asked "okay sounds good and very cliche romantic" she said and we laughed. After we had our desert and I paid, we left the restaurant and got into my car. We drove to the nearest beach and got out. We both took off our shoes and put them in the car. I took her hand and we began walking along the beach "I love the beach at night" Riot said quietly "yeah, its beautiful but not as beautiful as you" I said she looked at me then we both burst out laughing "oh God that was so cheesy!" She said" it was so typical fan fiction!" I said still laughing. Once we had calmed down a bit we continued walking down the beach until we came to huge stones at the bottom of the beach. We decided we'd climb up them. I went up first then reached out my hand and pulled Riot up. We both sat down cross legged, Riot sat in front of me and lay her head and back against my chest so I wrapped my arms around her. It started to get a bit cold so I gave her my leather jacket to keep her warm. After a while we lay back on the ground her head on my chest and her arms wrapped around my torso as I had done the same to her. We just sat there talking quietly. When I began thinking, now's your time Ricky. Its time to tell her dude! "Riot, can I say something?" I asked. She looked up from my chest and in to my eyes with those gorgeous green ones "uh yeah" she said and I sat back up and looked into her eyes "Riot...I love you" I said expecting her to laugh in my face or say she doesn't feel the same but instead she smiled and pulled me in by my shirt for a passionate kiss "I love you too" she said against my lips and I smiled into the kiss. "Lets go home" she said against my lips. We got up and made our way back to my car then drove back to her place. We got out of the car and walked into her apartment which was in darkness also meaning Roxie had gone out. "Want to watch a movie?" I suggested "sure" she said and smiled "I'll go get the popcorn then" I said and walked into the kitchen and began making the microwave popcorn. I was waiting on the microwave to ring signalling that the popcorn was ready, when I felt a pair of small arms wrap around my waist and hands run up and down my torso, I shivered under her touch. I turned around and her lips were on mine, kissing me passionately. I lifted her on to the counter top and continued passionately kissing her. I moved to her neck and found her soft spot, I sucked and bit on her soft spot as she whimpered my name. She wrapped her legs around my waist "take me" she said. Without hesitating, I picked her up, with her legs still wrapped around my waist and carried her to the bedroom. I began to get really nervous as this was the first time Riot and I have had sex together. I mean obviously we've had sex with other people but this was our first time together so what if she doesn't like me naked? What if I don't have the perfect body that she wants in a man? God I've never felt this insecure about having sex! We entered the room she jumped down and closed the door. When she turned around I pinned her against the wall and found her weak spot again as she whimpered. We began taking off our clothes and soon enough both of us were naked, looking at each other's bodies. We were both a bit awkward about the whole situation. She must have seen that I was a bit uncomfortable under her gaze on my body because she walked over to me and kissed my neck "stop being insecure babe, you're more than perfect to me" she whispered and looked into my eyes "you're so beautiful" I replied to her softly, caressing her soft cheek. She smiled and kissed me again, but this kiss was different, it was passionate but it was still soft and filled with love. We moved back over to the bed and I laid her down gently on her back and began kissing down her body and caressing every part of her beautiful body that I could. Simply touching her felt like an electrical current was surging through my body. She threw her head back and moaned. I brought my mouth further down and began to lick and suck on her sensitive area while pumping my fingers in and out of her which made her moan louder and run her fingers through my hair. Eventually her breathing turned into panting and she moaned my name loudly as she came in my mouth then she pulled my face back up to hers to passionately kiss me again as well as slowly licking her own juices of my chin, this turned me on even more. She flipped us over and kissed her way down my torso until she got to my dick. She took my dick in her mouth and began to deep throat and took what she couldn't put into her mouth, into her hands and pumped. I threw my head back in utter pleasure and ran my fingers through her silky black curly hair while moaning her name. She also moaned, this gave a vibrating sensation on my dick; I thought I was going to explode I was so overwhelmed with the pleasure and eventually I did. I reached into my jeans grabbing my wallet and put on a condom. Pulling her back up to kiss me again, I also flipped her around so that she was under me. "Are you ready?" I asked she nodded "Definitely. Take me now Ricky, please" she whimpered. I pushed into her and let her adjust to me then began to push in and out of her getting quicker when she begged. Her moaning started getting louder as well as my own, she was reaching her climax and so was I. I reached mines first "oh fuck babe! Oh Jesus!" I moaned really loudly. She wasn't there yet but she was nearing it and I wasn't going to leave her hanging. I continued pushing in and out of her quickly until she came and screamed my name. I smirked and kissed her passionately again, she pulled away and flipped us around so that she was on top. She threw her legs on either side of my waist and lowered herself on to my dick and started riding me. She threw her head back in ecstasy and whimpered while I moaned getting louder every time she bounced on me. This time we both came at the same time. She was still laying on me with our arms around each other, me still inside of her and both of us panting and breathing heavily. After our breathing returned to normal she rolled off of me and lay beside me with her head on my chest. I removed the condom, threw it in the bin and wrapped my arms around her again "I love you" I said to her while running my fingers through her hair, pushing it out of her face "I love you too, so much" she replied and kissed my chest. I kissed the top of her head and brought her closer to me then fell into a peaceful sleep.

Notes

Well guys a whole chapter in Ricky's point of view, what do you think? Let me know please :-)