I am In Love With My Teacher
Nine!
I decided on non other than a dress for this stupid thing, it is really hot outside; the pink floral dress sitting just right popping when my knees stop, i like it. Not to mention the blue ballet shoes i am wearing. My hair well that? i have no idea. i decided to pull it back into a french bun, or English bun, its a damn bun.
"Mom, Danny is picking me up i will be crashing at her house tonight, we are still debating what to wear for the spring formal." I babble on and on about the spring formal and Danny so i could be ignoring the fact that i am going to spend five fucking hours with a man who saw me almost beating a check-out computer, the man who i said i loved him and i will follow him. If i was Andy i would like i don't know get a restraining order against me, and than run i mean run as fast as possible, i hear Cuba has good weather for people who wants to get away from mental students like me.
"Its okay sweetie, your sister is also not going to be home she is spending the weekend at Taylor's house." No mom more like Ronnie's room, under the sheets doing the 'sex'
I just gave a nod with my mouth slightly open. "I still don't get it five hours? That is a bit harsh on study groups don't you think Sammy?" No, actually just forgot, it slipped my mind to tell my mom i am using drugs; i will get spanked. Wait no... grounded.
"Yeah, its almost finals as well so the more we put in the more we get out." It seems i just quote a porn movie the one i supposedly watched last night with Kellin. We were bored and really wanted to know what sex was, i mean me and Kellin were full on Virgins; meaning of full of Virgins? Never been touched, never been fingered never been kissed never had sex! Never. ever. never.
"Oh god"- i am going to die a virgin.
"What is it honey?"
I turn to my mom with my eyes narrowed. "Nata, i am compredo!" i laugh giving her a thumbs up.
My mom kiss my cheek saying her goodbyes and whatnot. I grab my gym bag with my stuff and climb out. I slowly turn around giving her a big wave as she turns down the road into shepherds street where the interstate leads. "I can do it." i begin to give myself the pep talk. I twirl around walking to the two large doors of Carrie Hill. "I mean you did not mean that you love him, he is just joking. He don't want you Sam, have you met you? Yes i have met me but still this is non threaten to my life so why am i so nervous? Oh i don't know may-"
"Sam, who are you talking to?" I slowly turn my head seeing Andy, and there i release i just talked to myself while my hand was on the door knob and my eyes was on the ground. I looked like a complete freak who had no friends and play with dolls.
"Me?" is scoff. "No one."
"I am glad you made it." He chuckles.
"I did not have a choice Mr. Biersack or did i?" i ask puzzled.
"No, so uh you mind moving so we go in?"
Oh...I step back a few feet as he opens the door, Andy wave his arm inside gesturing me to go in.
I nod walking in, for a moment i felt like in one of those movies, the girl being alone in the school hallway as the kill is behind her waiting to slice her head of with some kind of sharp object than making love with her corpse while heavy metal plays in the back ground as the screen fades out and that was the end of the girls life....... am i that girl now? Will Andy slice of my head and make love to my corpse? will i still feel it though as he rips through me?
"Sam are you okay? you will look confused but at the same time you look scared."Damn you porn movie, its replying in my head and now i want to live it out.
"I am cool. Library?"
"Yes. come on." He walks down the hallway as i followed him slowly, or more like stalking his ass. The ripped skinny blue jeans sitting perfectly as his black dress shirt waiving around him like the wings of a crow; the converse sneakers tapping on the cold floor as he walks, the briefcase he holds swinging back and forth as one hands slowly comes up to his hair sliding his fingers through it.
Get a mother fucking grip Simms! He just a man.
uh no... he is The man!
I am on the Titanic and i am drowning, good riddence
"Mom, Danny is picking me up i will be crashing at her house tonight, we are still debating what to wear for the spring formal." I babble on and on about the spring formal and Danny so i could be ignoring the fact that i am going to spend five fucking hours with a man who saw me almost beating a check-out computer, the man who i said i loved him and i will follow him. If i was Andy i would like i don't know get a restraining order against me, and than run i mean run as fast as possible, i hear Cuba has good weather for people who wants to get away from mental students like me.
"Its okay sweetie, your sister is also not going to be home she is spending the weekend at Taylor's house." No mom more like Ronnie's room, under the sheets doing the 'sex'
I just gave a nod with my mouth slightly open. "I still don't get it five hours? That is a bit harsh on study groups don't you think Sammy?" No, actually just forgot, it slipped my mind to tell my mom i am using drugs; i will get spanked. Wait no... grounded.
"Yeah, its almost finals as well so the more we put in the more we get out." It seems i just quote a porn movie the one i supposedly watched last night with Kellin. We were bored and really wanted to know what sex was, i mean me and Kellin were full on Virgins; meaning of full of Virgins? Never been touched, never been fingered never been kissed never had sex! Never. ever. never.
"Oh god"- i am going to die a virgin.
"What is it honey?"
I turn to my mom with my eyes narrowed. "Nata, i am compredo!" i laugh giving her a thumbs up.
My mom kiss my cheek saying her goodbyes and whatnot. I grab my gym bag with my stuff and climb out. I slowly turn around giving her a big wave as she turns down the road into shepherds street where the interstate leads. "I can do it." i begin to give myself the pep talk. I twirl around walking to the two large doors of Carrie Hill. "I mean you did not mean that you love him, he is just joking. He don't want you Sam, have you met you? Yes i have met me but still this is non threaten to my life so why am i so nervous? Oh i don't know may-"
"Sam, who are you talking to?" I slowly turn my head seeing Andy, and there i release i just talked to myself while my hand was on the door knob and my eyes was on the ground. I looked like a complete freak who had no friends and play with dolls.
"Me?" is scoff. "No one."
"I am glad you made it." He chuckles.
"I did not have a choice Mr. Biersack or did i?" i ask puzzled.
"No, so uh you mind moving so we go in?"
Oh...I step back a few feet as he opens the door, Andy wave his arm inside gesturing me to go in.
I nod walking in, for a moment i felt like in one of those movies, the girl being alone in the school hallway as the kill is behind her waiting to slice her head of with some kind of sharp object than making love with her corpse while heavy metal plays in the back ground as the screen fades out and that was the end of the girls life....... am i that girl now? Will Andy slice of my head and make love to my corpse? will i still feel it though as he rips through me?
"Sam are you okay? you will look confused but at the same time you look scared."Damn you porn movie, its replying in my head and now i want to live it out.
"I am cool. Library?"
"Yes. come on." He walks down the hallway as i followed him slowly, or more like stalking his ass. The ripped skinny blue jeans sitting perfectly as his black dress shirt waiving around him like the wings of a crow; the converse sneakers tapping on the cold floor as he walks, the briefcase he holds swinging back and forth as one hands slowly comes up to his hair sliding his fingers through it.
Get a mother fucking grip Simms! He just a man.
uh no... he is The man!
I am on the Titanic and i am drowning, good riddence
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9/26/18