I am In Love With My Teacher
sixty Four
The sun escape the windows as i push myself up from the bed... wait where am i? "You are still in Mexico." Andy whispers coming out of the bathroom with just his boxers and shirtless. "How are you feeling?"
I pull myself up from the bed swinging my legs over it. "I am so sorry Andrew, but i did it for you, he was going to expose you for what you are, that you make drugs." I look up biting my lower lip.
"Erin told you?" i nod slowly. "I am so mad right now i can kill you." He groans angrily."I went nuts finding you and better yet lie to your mother saying you just need time away instead you were here almost getting raped and you are trying to protect me!!" His screaming send me back, i never seen him so angry before, i have never hear scream so loud before, wow he had a growler voice.
"I am so sorry." i begin to sob pulling my knees up to my chest.
"Saying sorry twice is not going to make me feel any better Samantha Simms!" Andy pushes his hand over his face shaking it to and fro. "What did you do last night?" his tone became lower as he walks up to a suitcase grabbing a pair of jeans.
"Nothing, i just went out." I am not going to tell him, i don't want him to freak out, Milo supposedly knows Andy, so Andy might know him as well... i do not want to have another out-brake between Andy and someone again.
He grab his boots putting it on by one his eyes still on me. "I will go get you some coffee and a scone," He stood up seizing his keys, wallet and phone from the drawer.
"Andy please." i beg.
He turn around as he opens the door. "Erin will be here soon with your clothes and necessities." with that he walked out slamming the door shut making me jump. Did i really hurt him that much? I did not mean too, or did i?
When he came into rescue me, i never saw someone so brutal, i never saw someone so dark... i saw the dark side in bed but not in public. He almost beat Zandro to death and did not flinch about it, no emotion. He actually liked it, no he loved it. I really thought Andy was 'joking' when he said he a sadist, yes the playroom did not really give me the details, i just thought he was a dominant, i mean yeah he played hard but i did not mind but this, last night i..uh...i don't know what to say. The messages he left me that as well scares the sweet living hell out of me, everything he is doing is scaring me now, but i love him so much i cannot just leave him, he will die without me, and i without him.
Its more or less like when i first fell in love with Andy it was 'i gave him my heart and he gave me his pain' but now its 'I gave him my love he gave me his soul' i am not sure how this will end, but i honestly hope and pray that he will give me his secrets and i my trust.
"How are you feeling?" i walk out of the bathroom with one of Andy's shirt and nothing else. "Andy told me to bring you the scone and the coffee."
"Thanks." i mummer sitting on the ledge of the window just gazing at the Mexican ocean. "And thank you for saving me Erin."
"It is alright, but you want answers do you?" he asks handing me the cup of coffee. "You want all answers."
"Yes."
"Than i will give it to you."
I pull myself up from the bed swinging my legs over it. "I am so sorry Andrew, but i did it for you, he was going to expose you for what you are, that you make drugs." I look up biting my lower lip.
"Erin told you?" i nod slowly. "I am so mad right now i can kill you." He groans angrily."I went nuts finding you and better yet lie to your mother saying you just need time away instead you were here almost getting raped and you are trying to protect me!!" His screaming send me back, i never seen him so angry before, i have never hear scream so loud before, wow he had a growler voice.
"I am so sorry." i begin to sob pulling my knees up to my chest.
"Saying sorry twice is not going to make me feel any better Samantha Simms!" Andy pushes his hand over his face shaking it to and fro. "What did you do last night?" his tone became lower as he walks up to a suitcase grabbing a pair of jeans.
"Nothing, i just went out." I am not going to tell him, i don't want him to freak out, Milo supposedly knows Andy, so Andy might know him as well... i do not want to have another out-brake between Andy and someone again.
He grab his boots putting it on by one his eyes still on me. "I will go get you some coffee and a scone," He stood up seizing his keys, wallet and phone from the drawer.
"Andy please." i beg.
He turn around as he opens the door. "Erin will be here soon with your clothes and necessities." with that he walked out slamming the door shut making me jump. Did i really hurt him that much? I did not mean too, or did i?
When he came into rescue me, i never saw someone so brutal, i never saw someone so dark... i saw the dark side in bed but not in public. He almost beat Zandro to death and did not flinch about it, no emotion. He actually liked it, no he loved it. I really thought Andy was 'joking' when he said he a sadist, yes the playroom did not really give me the details, i just thought he was a dominant, i mean yeah he played hard but i did not mind but this, last night i..uh...i don't know what to say. The messages he left me that as well scares the sweet living hell out of me, everything he is doing is scaring me now, but i love him so much i cannot just leave him, he will die without me, and i without him.
Its more or less like when i first fell in love with Andy it was 'i gave him my heart and he gave me his pain' but now its 'I gave him my love he gave me his soul' i am not sure how this will end, but i honestly hope and pray that he will give me his secrets and i my trust.
"How are you feeling?" i walk out of the bathroom with one of Andy's shirt and nothing else. "Andy told me to bring you the scone and the coffee."
"Thanks." i mummer sitting on the ledge of the window just gazing at the Mexican ocean. "And thank you for saving me Erin."
"It is alright, but you want answers do you?" he asks handing me the cup of coffee. "You want all answers."
"Yes."
"Than i will give it to you."
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9/26/18