I am In Love With My Teacher
fifty nine
The sound of Iris by Goo Goo dolls blasted through my speakers as i just gaze at the window with tears in my eyes and my arms crossed. I can't do this anymore, i love him but at the same time i want to run away from him. He makes me feel so little yet he make me feel like i ran run the world. "Sam?" I turn around seeing Andy. he slowly walks to me holding out his hand to me.
i pace to him putting my hand in his as he pulls me into him, his hand on my back as my head his on his chest swaying my around. "I will never hurt you, i swear to God. You are my everything." he whispers caressing my backside.
"Don't make a promise you can't keep Andy." i reply looking up into his blue icy eyes.
His hand came up trailing down my cheek wiping the tear away. "I will promise i will try not to hurt you. What do you think of this song? it explains a lot don't you think... maybe we can open the dance floor with this song, our song." Why change the subject? You are hiding something but truth be told i don't want to know because i am afraid that will tear me down and i will run, and than never look back.
"I think it is an amazing song, i love it." i whisper with a small smile.
"I brought you some pie."
I nod as a thank you pulling my arms around his neck beginning to cry and cry and i could not stop it, i could not stop the water works, it just kept flowing like Niagara falls. " I have to go, we have the rest of our lives making love. I love you." he kisses the tip of my nose walking out.
"I love you to." i whisper hearing the front door shut. "i just want to know who you are."
It is here.... it is finally here. i am freaking out. "Sam i am so nervous." I look at my reflection seeing my sister coming towards me standing next to me as we just eye our reflections in our black and red graduation gowns and red caps.
"I know me to." i whisper grabbing her hand. "We are finally graduating, i never thought this day would come, but look at that it is here." I burst into laughter so did my sister. "You ready Simms?" I turn to Juliet.
"As i will ever be."
We walk downstairs seeing our parents with proud looks on their faces. "My girls." My father mummers grabbing his camera. "Smile for me." My arm twirl around my sisters waist as she do the same with me. "Cheese!"
"Cheese!"
After a butt load photos with my family my friends and their families we went to our usual hangout before the ceremony began. "Last one for the road?" Chris asks holding out four smokes in his hand. I nod instantly grabbing it from his hand.
"Gimme a marker would ya." Taylor grumbles. Kellin grab a marker from his jeans handing it to her, she pull out the small cap with her teeth walking to the wall. "Lets make new memories before the old disappears," She wrote her name and hand it to Kellin, he did the same passing it along to Oliver. Danny wrote her's same with Chris and i. "Okay Smile." She whispers as we stood in front of our names. the I phone flash went off making us all laugh.
"Its time." Kellin whispers eyeing his watch. "Its time guys."
I grab my best friends hand walking to the football field. "I love you Sam."
"I love you too Danny. Call me everyday okay we can hook up on weekends."
"Promise." I kiss her on the cheek as she went to her seat and i to mine.
I took my place next to my sister with a heavy sigh. the student body came on stage taking their places behind the podium. Gerard Way came on with a smile. i turn my head seeing Andy in a black suit with a grey tie, his hair gelled back. "Today is a very important day, today we are sending our kids into the real world, Carrie hill has raised and taught kids to trust, to love to learn-"
"To fuck their teachers." i whisper to myself making our line and the one in front of us burst from laughter. I roll my eyes just gazing at our head master.
I did not know how long the ceremony last but when i heard my friends name i snap out of it. "Danny Danes!" he yells. Why is Andy handing us our certificates?
And hour later i my sister stood in line leaning on the bleachers from boredom...."Head cheerleader, Valid Victorian Juliet Simms!"
"Crap its you." i groan pushing my sister on stage, she grins walking slowly to Andy. She shook his hand as her group yells her name.
I finally did it. "Samantha Simms." Head up baby. I step up the stairs walking slowly to the head master. he shook my hand as i reach Andy.
"Congratulation Princess." He whispers shaking my head. My group begin to scream harder and harder with words as 'fuck yeah!' and other stuff. I twirl around lifting up my devil horns. I am done with school oh my god.
I ran down the stairs into my best friends arms. "Hell yea!"
I am free... oh my god i am really free... well not completely.
As the ceremony went on i walk through the bleachers waiting till Kellin finishes. "Congratulations graduate."
I twirl around with a huge grin but i quickly vanishes. "Erin?"
i pace to him putting my hand in his as he pulls me into him, his hand on my back as my head his on his chest swaying my around. "I will never hurt you, i swear to God. You are my everything." he whispers caressing my backside.
"Don't make a promise you can't keep Andy." i reply looking up into his blue icy eyes.
His hand came up trailing down my cheek wiping the tear away. "I will promise i will try not to hurt you. What do you think of this song? it explains a lot don't you think... maybe we can open the dance floor with this song, our song." Why change the subject? You are hiding something but truth be told i don't want to know because i am afraid that will tear me down and i will run, and than never look back.
"I think it is an amazing song, i love it." i whisper with a small smile.
"I brought you some pie."
I nod as a thank you pulling my arms around his neck beginning to cry and cry and i could not stop it, i could not stop the water works, it just kept flowing like Niagara falls. " I have to go, we have the rest of our lives making love. I love you." he kisses the tip of my nose walking out.
"I love you to." i whisper hearing the front door shut. "i just want to know who you are."
It is here.... it is finally here. i am freaking out. "Sam i am so nervous." I look at my reflection seeing my sister coming towards me standing next to me as we just eye our reflections in our black and red graduation gowns and red caps.
"I know me to." i whisper grabbing her hand. "We are finally graduating, i never thought this day would come, but look at that it is here." I burst into laughter so did my sister. "You ready Simms?" I turn to Juliet.
"As i will ever be."
We walk downstairs seeing our parents with proud looks on their faces. "My girls." My father mummers grabbing his camera. "Smile for me." My arm twirl around my sisters waist as she do the same with me. "Cheese!"
"Cheese!"
After a butt load photos with my family my friends and their families we went to our usual hangout before the ceremony began. "Last one for the road?" Chris asks holding out four smokes in his hand. I nod instantly grabbing it from his hand.
"Gimme a marker would ya." Taylor grumbles. Kellin grab a marker from his jeans handing it to her, she pull out the small cap with her teeth walking to the wall. "Lets make new memories before the old disappears," She wrote her name and hand it to Kellin, he did the same passing it along to Oliver. Danny wrote her's same with Chris and i. "Okay Smile." She whispers as we stood in front of our names. the I phone flash went off making us all laugh.
"Its time." Kellin whispers eyeing his watch. "Its time guys."
I grab my best friends hand walking to the football field. "I love you Sam."
"I love you too Danny. Call me everyday okay we can hook up on weekends."
"Promise." I kiss her on the cheek as she went to her seat and i to mine.
I took my place next to my sister with a heavy sigh. the student body came on stage taking their places behind the podium. Gerard Way came on with a smile. i turn my head seeing Andy in a black suit with a grey tie, his hair gelled back. "Today is a very important day, today we are sending our kids into the real world, Carrie hill has raised and taught kids to trust, to love to learn-"
"To fuck their teachers." i whisper to myself making our line and the one in front of us burst from laughter. I roll my eyes just gazing at our head master.
I did not know how long the ceremony last but when i heard my friends name i snap out of it. "Danny Danes!" he yells. Why is Andy handing us our certificates?
And hour later i my sister stood in line leaning on the bleachers from boredom...."Head cheerleader, Valid Victorian Juliet Simms!"
"Crap its you." i groan pushing my sister on stage, she grins walking slowly to Andy. She shook his hand as her group yells her name.
I finally did it. "Samantha Simms." Head up baby. I step up the stairs walking slowly to the head master. he shook my hand as i reach Andy.
"Congratulation Princess." He whispers shaking my head. My group begin to scream harder and harder with words as 'fuck yeah!' and other stuff. I twirl around lifting up my devil horns. I am done with school oh my god.
I ran down the stairs into my best friends arms. "Hell yea!"
I am free... oh my god i am really free... well not completely.
As the ceremony went on i walk through the bleachers waiting till Kellin finishes. "Congratulations graduate."
I twirl around with a huge grin but i quickly vanishes. "Erin?"
OMG AWESOMEEEE
9/26/18