I am In Love With My Teacher
fifty two!!
two weeks later
Just one more week. Just one and it is all over. Say goodbye to the halls and the classes say hello to the jobs and and the taxes....well not me seeing my boyfriend/fiance/dominant/ sadist is one rich fucker. I haven't heard from Andy nor my parents. For me it is good i guess, seeing i can concentrate more on my work than the fact that my uncle was murdered 'maybe' by my boyfriends sister. Fun right?
Today i have an 'off day' seeing i do not choose United states history. "I am going out." i whisper grabbing my overly large top and keys from the small table in the foyer.
"Are you going to see Erin?" My sister mummers biting her lower lip.
"Yeah, i mean i haven't seen him in three years. Maybe it is time. Maybe he can help me."
I don't think he can help you. You know after the incident three years ago." She shrugs.
"Juliet something is going on with Andy, Erin will know. See you later." i slam the door behind me shut walking to my car.
two hour drive to County general institute. Gonna be a long drive.
Erin White was a senior when i was a freshman, he was actually my first crush. We became close friends but something just snapped in him and he tried to commit suicide. I haven't visited him in over three years, he told me him self i should not come, he does not like how i looked at him in his white pajama suit. and he being in a mental ward. The truth was never revealed what triggered Erin to cut his wrist and tried to hang himself, he had everything a girlfriend, two parents that loved him and non the less everyone loved him, i mean every one. When he walked into a room it shined brighter than the sun.... he was my sun. But now Andy is.
I am sure Erin knows Andy, i saw them once talking and laughing in the hallway. a PERFECT teacher student relationship. well minus the cuffs, sex, bondage, torture and biting.
"Samantha Simms, i called yesterday." i say to the woman in the blue nurse outfit.
"Erin White?" she asks looking up from the computer.
"Yes." i nod slowly.
She grabs a badge sliding it under the window. i place the badge around my neck waiting till the two steel doors open. The security guard press a various set of numbers and let me through. I nod as a thank you and walked into a small area where five tables with three chairs is at each, all in white' from the walls to the tables. looks like an angel puked in here. Last it was baby blue like the nurse's outfit at the check in desk.
I scan the area seeing two people holding hands, the girl in the white and the boy in normal clothes. Must be crazy love. Wonder if i will end up here, of course i will Andy will send me to suicide or he will kill me and than him. Till death to us part.
i sit down placing my hands on the table eyeing the white door, it opens and a small smile appear on my face. There is he was. His black hair was now hazel brown but that eyes,.... blue piercing eyes just like Andy's. he became bulkier now like Zandro. I don't even wanna think about that incident.... the pimp incident.
"Sam?" he looks shocked, more shocked than me.
"hey Erin." i whisper.
He came up sitting in front of me with a smile. "What are you doing here?"
"I missed you and wanted to hear how things are, when are you released?"
He shrug shaking his head. "I am better. But i am happy here. Not really ready to go out in the real world once again, and that is why you are escaping."
I loved Erin, i really do but sometimes i wanna kill him.... he can read someone like a damn book. "I.... uh need help."
"Okay lay it on me." he grins. Like someone is helping him for a change and not the other way around.
"Andrew Biersack." i sigh.
"Andy? what about him did he killed someone yet?"
My head instantly shot up. "Yet?"
"I mean yeah, the sort of life style he is living and such?"
"You know." my eyes grew wide leaning in.
"Yeah, he sold me a few stuff."
Toys? "Huh?"
"Wait," he shook his head. "What are you talking about?"
i arch my brow confused. "What are you talking about."
"Uh... drugs."
Say what now.... "You mean like breaking bad?" i ask puzzle.
"Who?"
"Uh, its a series about a teacher who sells- look never mind. He sells drugs?"
"No." he scoff. "he makes it. Why do you think he is a biology teacher?" he chuckles.
I lean in my chair shocked. "I am marrying him."
"You said what now?" I learned that phrase from the man him self... Erin White.
"Yeah," i giggle holding up the ring.
"Than what do you need really?" Erin asks crossing his arms.
The drugs was maybe last year or maybe even the year before, but this and my uncle and his sister something is not adding up there have to be something or someone else to make the puzzle hole so i can find the motive and than the culprit.
"Three years ago, how did you broke into the school?"
Erin laughs and nods. "I had a key. i mean i was the jock stereo type, everyone trusted me.... but now no one does. See how people change towards you when they found out you a are a outlaw or outcast or better yet a freak trying to kill themselves."
"You are not any of those things Erin." i snap softly.
"Yeah, i am. And this place makes me embrace it." he chuckles swaying his arms to and fro. "You need a key, who is the jock stereo type this year?"
I bit my lip shutting my eyes. "Ronnie."
"head cheer whore?"
"My sister i breathe."
he clap his hand on the table with a smile. "She has one. When they graduate they have to pass it on to the next stereo jock and cheer whore."
I nod grabbing his hand. "I want to come visit again, can i?"
He lick his lips and nods. "Fine."
i jump up from my seat hugging him tight. "i will bring you some books and some series's your really need to watch breaking bad and supernatural."
"Maybe yeah..." he chuckles letting me go.
"I will see you soon okay." I kiss him temple walking out of the vomit angel room.
i walk back to the nurse behind the glass wall sliding my badge back. "Can you put me under regularity please for Erin White and i would like to be his main contact seeing his parents does not live here anymore."
She nods slowly handing me a small book with rules. "Any visitors that we should not let in to see Mr. White?"
"Yes. Andrew Biersack,"
Just one more week. Just one and it is all over. Say goodbye to the halls and the classes say hello to the jobs and and the taxes....well not me seeing my boyfriend/fiance/dominant/ sadist is one rich fucker. I haven't heard from Andy nor my parents. For me it is good i guess, seeing i can concentrate more on my work than the fact that my uncle was murdered 'maybe' by my boyfriends sister. Fun right?
Today i have an 'off day' seeing i do not choose United states history. "I am going out." i whisper grabbing my overly large top and keys from the small table in the foyer.
"Are you going to see Erin?" My sister mummers biting her lower lip.
"Yeah, i mean i haven't seen him in three years. Maybe it is time. Maybe he can help me."
I don't think he can help you. You know after the incident three years ago." She shrugs.
"Juliet something is going on with Andy, Erin will know. See you later." i slam the door behind me shut walking to my car.
two hour drive to County general institute. Gonna be a long drive.
Erin White was a senior when i was a freshman, he was actually my first crush. We became close friends but something just snapped in him and he tried to commit suicide. I haven't visited him in over three years, he told me him self i should not come, he does not like how i looked at him in his white pajama suit. and he being in a mental ward. The truth was never revealed what triggered Erin to cut his wrist and tried to hang himself, he had everything a girlfriend, two parents that loved him and non the less everyone loved him, i mean every one. When he walked into a room it shined brighter than the sun.... he was my sun. But now Andy is.
I am sure Erin knows Andy, i saw them once talking and laughing in the hallway. a PERFECT teacher student relationship. well minus the cuffs, sex, bondage, torture and biting.
"Samantha Simms, i called yesterday." i say to the woman in the blue nurse outfit.
"Erin White?" she asks looking up from the computer.
"Yes." i nod slowly.
She grabs a badge sliding it under the window. i place the badge around my neck waiting till the two steel doors open. The security guard press a various set of numbers and let me through. I nod as a thank you and walked into a small area where five tables with three chairs is at each, all in white' from the walls to the tables. looks like an angel puked in here. Last it was baby blue like the nurse's outfit at the check in desk.
I scan the area seeing two people holding hands, the girl in the white and the boy in normal clothes. Must be crazy love. Wonder if i will end up here, of course i will Andy will send me to suicide or he will kill me and than him. Till death to us part.
i sit down placing my hands on the table eyeing the white door, it opens and a small smile appear on my face. There is he was. His black hair was now hazel brown but that eyes,.... blue piercing eyes just like Andy's. he became bulkier now like Zandro. I don't even wanna think about that incident.... the pimp incident.
"Sam?" he looks shocked, more shocked than me.
"hey Erin." i whisper.
He came up sitting in front of me with a smile. "What are you doing here?"
"I missed you and wanted to hear how things are, when are you released?"
He shrug shaking his head. "I am better. But i am happy here. Not really ready to go out in the real world once again, and that is why you are escaping."
I loved Erin, i really do but sometimes i wanna kill him.... he can read someone like a damn book. "I.... uh need help."
"Okay lay it on me." he grins. Like someone is helping him for a change and not the other way around.
"Andrew Biersack." i sigh.
"Andy? what about him did he killed someone yet?"
My head instantly shot up. "Yet?"
"I mean yeah, the sort of life style he is living and such?"
"You know." my eyes grew wide leaning in.
"Yeah, he sold me a few stuff."
Toys? "Huh?"
"Wait," he shook his head. "What are you talking about?"
i arch my brow confused. "What are you talking about."
"Uh... drugs."
Say what now.... "You mean like breaking bad?" i ask puzzle.
"Who?"
"Uh, its a series about a teacher who sells- look never mind. He sells drugs?"
"No." he scoff. "he makes it. Why do you think he is a biology teacher?" he chuckles.
I lean in my chair shocked. "I am marrying him."
"You said what now?" I learned that phrase from the man him self... Erin White.
"Yeah," i giggle holding up the ring.
"Than what do you need really?" Erin asks crossing his arms.
The drugs was maybe last year or maybe even the year before, but this and my uncle and his sister something is not adding up there have to be something or someone else to make the puzzle hole so i can find the motive and than the culprit.
"Three years ago, how did you broke into the school?"
Erin laughs and nods. "I had a key. i mean i was the jock stereo type, everyone trusted me.... but now no one does. See how people change towards you when they found out you a are a outlaw or outcast or better yet a freak trying to kill themselves."
"You are not any of those things Erin." i snap softly.
"Yeah, i am. And this place makes me embrace it." he chuckles swaying his arms to and fro. "You need a key, who is the jock stereo type this year?"
I bit my lip shutting my eyes. "Ronnie."
"head cheer whore?"
"My sister i breathe."
he clap his hand on the table with a smile. "She has one. When they graduate they have to pass it on to the next stereo jock and cheer whore."
I nod grabbing his hand. "I want to come visit again, can i?"
He lick his lips and nods. "Fine."
i jump up from my seat hugging him tight. "i will bring you some books and some series's your really need to watch breaking bad and supernatural."
"Maybe yeah..." he chuckles letting me go.
"I will see you soon okay." I kiss him temple walking out of the vomit angel room.
i walk back to the nurse behind the glass wall sliding my badge back. "Can you put me under regularity please for Erin White and i would like to be his main contact seeing his parents does not live here anymore."
She nods slowly handing me a small book with rules. "Any visitors that we should not let in to see Mr. White?"
"Yes. Andrew Biersack,"
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9/26/18