I am In Love With My Teacher

"I basically choke! I am a choker!" I yell strangling myself as I exit the school.

Kellin grip my hand from neck in laughter. "Oh it was fine. You will do great."

I don't think so Kel. "I have go. Tomorrow its Bio!" Kellin yells running to Taylor's car.

I turn my head seeing my best friend confused as hell eyeing the bush. "Uh. Dude you high already?"

"Huh?" She turn to me. "What?"

"What is wrong?"

"I thought I was pregnant but I am not."

"Dodge a bullet. Wait what?" I should really listen when people talk. But my mind was on one thing. Andy.

"I went to Dr. Smith. False alarm."

"Why did you not tell me!?" I bellow.

"I don't know." She mummers dryly. "I am getting a beer." She pat me on the shoulder and drove off on her skate board.

"What the fuck is going on here!" I yell to myself. I shook it off climbing on my skate board riding off to hell.

~~

I came back to the apartment. The key went in the small hole slowly turning it. I open the door and breath hitched. He did this all himself. I walk in seeing a black piano in the corner looking out the sky line. Five leather seats placed around a grey coffee table. One photo on the fire place. The photo Andy took of us behind the gas station.


I walk through the open doors of the bedroom my mouth slowly pops open; queen size bed with black sheets. No batman thank god. one painting neatly hanged on top of our bed. This is a weird painting. The woman was blind folded, her hands tied together with a rope as it goes up to her neck. The man standing behind her holding the end of the rope in his hand while the other is around her neck. Her mouth open while he has a smile on his face.

Well this is beautifully disturbing....

"Hello princess." I twirl around seeing Andy leaning on the door frame; wearing black skinny jeans a white open shirt showing off his tattoos and bare feet. "What do you think?"

"You have style." I whisper putting my hand on my heart that is by the way beating rapidly.

"Thank you. You need anything before we begin?"

I shook my head quickly. "No."

"Sit." He commands.

Being the idiot I am not watching where I sit I crash on the floor quickly pushing myself up I crash on the edge of the bed crossing my arms. He saw but pretend that he did not see.

He slide a white chair over to me twirling it around sitting on it. "What do you think I am?"

I took huge gulp of air and answer; "a sadist."

"Your meaning of it?"

Uh... "People who like to inflict pain on other for their sexual pleasure." The words barely came out but it did.

"While some sadistic individuals do gain pleasure in imposing pain and suffering upon others, sadism does not always involve the use of physical aggression or violence. You understand?"

I nod slowly. "Yes. But you like to hurt people?"

He nods slowly as well. "Some times. It gives me thrills." Dear god. " As you notice I Express aggressive social behaviors and enjoy publicly humiliating others in order to achieve my goal making me over power them."

Right. The way you threw your rage around like herpes in class when someone pisses you off and you dig a hole for that person and just push him more into the ground. "What about punishment?" I dread to ask this but what hell I gotsta know! "If I do something wrong or disobey you?"

"Samantha," he sighs. "punishment is not about rape, abuse, or degradation. If i don’t care about your pleasure and well-being then I am not for you. I may be a sadist but i still have feelings, feeling just for you and no one else. Remember that." He groans.

"I will." Jesus I am scared.

"I am the sadist in this relationship it is my duty to deal out punishment for the well-being of your pleasure to me to you and our relationship." Why am I getting a feeling that this is fucked up as shit?!

"I... Uh..." Speechless.

"Please put your ring on your finger before I put in on for you. And you would not like how I will put it on." He snaps angrily.

I quickly remove the ring from my necklace sliding it on with ease. "Good girl. Anything else you want to know?"

"T..." Crap say it. "Toys?"

He chuckles and nods. "We will get to that." He stood up walking to the walk in closet.

What is going to happen to me when I actually marry this hot douche bag? "Princess?"

I look up seeing Andy with a smile. "Get dressed. I need to show you something." He places a black short lace dress on the bed and sighed. "You hair must be up a high pony should do. You know me; I love to tug." With that he walked out leaving me stunned.


I slowly got dress putting my hair in a high pony tail. I stare at my reflection who has two sides. One with my inner goddess doing back flips with a smile on a her face while my subconscious just sat on a chair eyeing me impassively shaking her head to and fro. Which one do I choose. The good side of me or the extremely dark side of Andy's.

"You look beautiful." I twirl around and nod.

He held out his hand as I took it.

"Where do you want to get married?"

Crap I haven't even thought about that!! "I always loved the ocean."

"Caribbean? Fitji? Hawaii?"

"We still have time." I whisper eyeing the white carpet as we walk down the hallway. In the hell put white carpet in! Me being a chocolate freak!

"We do." We stood by two door handing a silver small key. I look down to it seeing my key chain on it. "You said yes to me. And to this."

"I did."

"You wanna take it back."

I have a take back chance!! Can I? Will I? "No." I smile giving him a soft kiss.

His eyes softens and nods. " I am glad."

I put the key in the hole unlocking the two door. My hand on either side of the knobs. I open it slowly and there I think I just blew a fuse in my brain.

"Holy. Shit."

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