I am In Love With My Teacher
forty three
"You said what now?" i ask confused as hell...oh yeah i just almost shit myself...
"I am a sadist it means-"
"Yes!" i bellow. "I know what it means, it means well....'' i begin to laugh grabbing the towel from the bed. "It means you find pleasure seeing people in pain, or like inflicting pain on others so it can satisfy you. Oh heaven." i breath putting my hands on my knees shaking my head. "Are you insane!"
I startle Andy as he backs up again. "I was planning-"
"When huh? when i finally said yes? what is the room in the apartment for Andrew?" i snap gazing at him with so much anger.
"Its a play room."he whispers.
I don't know what came over me and i literally just broke... in laughter. "Wow, play room. That is so not cool. You want that in the apartment!" My voice getting high pitch.
"Don't scream at me" he warns.
Oh crap. "What are you going to do about it?" i ask crossing my arms. "I ain't your pet dude."
"Dude?" he asks confused. "Really dude?"
"Shut up!" i yell, tears beginning to drip down my cheeks. My nose begins to throbs and my eyes foggy. This is not real.
"You were looking for a play thing right?" i ask shaking my head to and fro.
"In the beginning yes, but i fell in love. It was hard for me Sam trust me it was really hard."
"Really?" i scoff. "Tell me how its gonna be hard for me? Knowing my boyfriend is a sadist!"
"i told you to stop screaming Samantha, don't make me warn you once more."
Both my brow's arch in shocked. I hold my hand to my mouth trying to slap his or matter in fact spit in his face, "I thought you were a dominant. The way you and Ashley talked.... i am so stupid."
"You heard my conversation with Ashley. You were eaves dropping." he said appalled."
"Oh bite me." i snap. i stood dead in my tracks. "How can i say that. Bite me. Of course you will."
"Samantha." his tone with pure warning it.
"Who are you?" i ask batting my eye lashes. "Is this you, or is it the guy who said he loves me? Cause heaven knows i could not tell the differences... is this your alter ego now talking to me. Is this the dark side? Better yet who the fuck are you to tell me on that hill today that i will get hurt, you are going to do it seeing you love inflicting pain on others like a man without a soul!" tears was streaming down my cheeks but a smile was still on my lips. I point to him. "You are a soulless man."
"Am i?" his tone became harsher and louder. "Can a man without a soul not love, because i love you. i want you to enjoy it as much as i do, i wan't you to feel what i feel. "You told me you like when i spank you with this," he lift up his hand, "You liked it when i restrain you, like this." he pushes me to the wall lifting my arms to the wall pinning it. "you like it. i can see it and that angel eyes of yours. "
"So what i am just going to sell my soul to you devil with blue eyes?"
he leans in tugging his teeth around my ear lobe. "You already did."
I did... didn't i? "Will you ever hurt me that bad that i can kill you." I don't even know why i said.
"I will try my best not to." he whispers. "But i want this with you no one else. Just you. No one have to know, just you, me and our playroom. Why did you think i became a teacher in the first place? To punish to demand. but to love you."
"I thought God made you." i whimper....
"He did, but he sent me to hell because i was bad. I love you Sam, i always love you. You were mine the moment i saved you from that football. We are bind together, You imprinted on me and i on you."
"Will you still be the same guy?" i whisper my hands till pinned.
"i am only like this in the bedroom and that's where it needs to stay, i am yours just yours and you can do with me whatever you like to." Sweet Jesus. "All i need is," he kiss my lips softly. "Three letters, one word."
"I can't not now." i breath.
He steps back releasing his grip. Andy gaze down at me pushing his hair out of his face. "Like i said, i will wait."
"I am scared of you Andrew." i admitted. "please go."
"You don't have to be Samantha."
"Just go. i need to think." i snap covering my body. i walk to the door opening it. "please."
"Please don't tell me we are over. i never wanted you to-"
"We are not over Andy." i say sternly. "I just need some time to think."
He marches out knowing him to the bar, i slam the door shut sliding down it. i look up with huge grin. "Thanks by the way. My wish came true. my boyfriend is my teacher who i loved so much. we finally are together and bam! you fucking lay this on me! there always have to a side affect right God! You work in mysterious douchy ways. First my nose, than this. Anything else you would like to do before i don't know die!" i close my eyes starting to laugh yet again... "Well i know what i have to do now."
"I am a sadist it means-"
"Yes!" i bellow. "I know what it means, it means well....'' i begin to laugh grabbing the towel from the bed. "It means you find pleasure seeing people in pain, or like inflicting pain on others so it can satisfy you. Oh heaven." i breath putting my hands on my knees shaking my head. "Are you insane!"
I startle Andy as he backs up again. "I was planning-"
"When huh? when i finally said yes? what is the room in the apartment for Andrew?" i snap gazing at him with so much anger.
"Its a play room."he whispers.
I don't know what came over me and i literally just broke... in laughter. "Wow, play room. That is so not cool. You want that in the apartment!" My voice getting high pitch.
"Don't scream at me" he warns.
Oh crap. "What are you going to do about it?" i ask crossing my arms. "I ain't your pet dude."
"Dude?" he asks confused. "Really dude?"
"Shut up!" i yell, tears beginning to drip down my cheeks. My nose begins to throbs and my eyes foggy. This is not real.
"You were looking for a play thing right?" i ask shaking my head to and fro.
"In the beginning yes, but i fell in love. It was hard for me Sam trust me it was really hard."
"Really?" i scoff. "Tell me how its gonna be hard for me? Knowing my boyfriend is a sadist!"
"i told you to stop screaming Samantha, don't make me warn you once more."
Both my brow's arch in shocked. I hold my hand to my mouth trying to slap his or matter in fact spit in his face, "I thought you were a dominant. The way you and Ashley talked.... i am so stupid."
"You heard my conversation with Ashley. You were eaves dropping." he said appalled."
"Oh bite me." i snap. i stood dead in my tracks. "How can i say that. Bite me. Of course you will."
"Samantha." his tone with pure warning it.
"Who are you?" i ask batting my eye lashes. "Is this you, or is it the guy who said he loves me? Cause heaven knows i could not tell the differences... is this your alter ego now talking to me. Is this the dark side? Better yet who the fuck are you to tell me on that hill today that i will get hurt, you are going to do it seeing you love inflicting pain on others like a man without a soul!" tears was streaming down my cheeks but a smile was still on my lips. I point to him. "You are a soulless man."
"Am i?" his tone became harsher and louder. "Can a man without a soul not love, because i love you. i want you to enjoy it as much as i do, i wan't you to feel what i feel. "You told me you like when i spank you with this," he lift up his hand, "You liked it when i restrain you, like this." he pushes me to the wall lifting my arms to the wall pinning it. "you like it. i can see it and that angel eyes of yours. "
"So what i am just going to sell my soul to you devil with blue eyes?"
he leans in tugging his teeth around my ear lobe. "You already did."
I did... didn't i? "Will you ever hurt me that bad that i can kill you." I don't even know why i said.
"I will try my best not to." he whispers. "But i want this with you no one else. Just you. No one have to know, just you, me and our playroom. Why did you think i became a teacher in the first place? To punish to demand. but to love you."
"I thought God made you." i whimper....
"He did, but he sent me to hell because i was bad. I love you Sam, i always love you. You were mine the moment i saved you from that football. We are bind together, You imprinted on me and i on you."
"Will you still be the same guy?" i whisper my hands till pinned.
"i am only like this in the bedroom and that's where it needs to stay, i am yours just yours and you can do with me whatever you like to." Sweet Jesus. "All i need is," he kiss my lips softly. "Three letters, one word."
"I can't not now." i breath.
He steps back releasing his grip. Andy gaze down at me pushing his hair out of his face. "Like i said, i will wait."
"I am scared of you Andrew." i admitted. "please go."
"You don't have to be Samantha."
"Just go. i need to think." i snap covering my body. i walk to the door opening it. "please."
"Please don't tell me we are over. i never wanted you to-"
"We are not over Andy." i say sternly. "I just need some time to think."
He marches out knowing him to the bar, i slam the door shut sliding down it. i look up with huge grin. "Thanks by the way. My wish came true. my boyfriend is my teacher who i loved so much. we finally are together and bam! you fucking lay this on me! there always have to a side affect right God! You work in mysterious douchy ways. First my nose, than this. Anything else you would like to do before i don't know die!" i close my eyes starting to laugh yet again... "Well i know what i have to do now."
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9/26/18