I am In Love With My Teacher
Forty
When my parents decided to renew their vows it was an amazing ceremony, it was just our small family on the beach... i was wearing a white short dress and bare feet. The promised to love each other, be with another. I mean my mom and dad met when they were in high- school. My dad was the jock while my mom was the rocker who everyone thought who was a evil person.
"You said what to me now?" I did heard correct right? Its not like i heard that he wants to marry me, he said he wants to carry me. 'really?' Ugh!
"Should i repeat myself Samantha?" he whispers looking me deep into my eyes.
"I swore you just asked me to marry you." i mumble confused.
"You heard correct." I did..... i think i just died came back as a dumb person, cause i am not sure what is happening here.
"I...uh..." i bit down on my lip going to my favorite place. The ceiling.
"Look." he whispers. i lower my head seeing Andy's hand is in a fist, he opens it slowly and the my lungs has ran away to Africa. The ring looks just my size, The ring was covered in gold. The diamond was at least eight carrot, It was petite just like me, Soft on the eyes... "I know what you must be thinking."
"And what is that?" i laugh nervously.
"You never thought this would happen right? Never thought you would be here with me."
I shook my head slowly. "No."
"I want you to be my Queen." Dear God.
"I can't give you an answer." i mumble as a tear drip down my cheek.
"I know. But i am not giving up." his hand came around my neck as i feel hie is fumbling with my my grandmothers necklace. He lets go of it and the ring fell down between my breast. "Looks amazing around your neck, but it would look even beautiful on your finger."
Andy's hand grab mine putting it around the ring and his around mine. "I will be waiting for an answer."
I could not respond.
I came to my room seeing Danny asleep with her head phones in her ears. I sigh heavily unclothing myself putting on my hello kitty pajama's climbing into bed. I turn to my side closing my eyes tight. But i can't sleep. Not now. What just happen to me?
The ring was place between my thumb and middle finger rolling it around playing at is as the light from the night lamp gleam on it making it extra bright. Am i ready for this?
I sat in the bathroom cubicle thinking about this moment, and now it is here and i was out of words i could not speak i can not even feel, in that moment when i was on the floor i would of said yes in a heart beat.... but no. So many stuff has happen to me this past few weeks.
I mean who does not want Andy. the man with the blue eyes and amazing voice. The man who is smart the man who has a smile that i can't even handle. And that man want me marry him. I mean who am i? who am i to say no to this man. To Andrew Biersack. If i say no i must be an idiot. But if i say yes i will be stupid as well.
The moments in my life where i realize things were just unreal was when he kissed me. When he said he loved me, and when he said he wants to marry me.
What did i do to have this?
"Sammy?" i twirl around seeing my best friend.
She sighs climbing in my bed as i sob into her neck. "Shh. You will be okay." she whispers caressing my head.
"i don't know what to do." i cry between my words.
She looks down seeing the ring realizing what i was referring to. "Its your choice. It was your choice to love him. it was your choice to sleep with him. And now its time to make your last one to determine your future with Andrew. I would say yes and no. Just don't make a choice you know you will regret later."
"I am in love with my teacher."
"Than you know what to do and what to say."
I guess.... but not now.
"You said what to me now?" I did heard correct right? Its not like i heard that he wants to marry me, he said he wants to carry me. 'really?' Ugh!
"Should i repeat myself Samantha?" he whispers looking me deep into my eyes.
"I swore you just asked me to marry you." i mumble confused.
"You heard correct." I did..... i think i just died came back as a dumb person, cause i am not sure what is happening here.
"I...uh..." i bit down on my lip going to my favorite place. The ceiling.
"Look." he whispers. i lower my head seeing Andy's hand is in a fist, he opens it slowly and the my lungs has ran away to Africa. The ring looks just my size, The ring was covered in gold. The diamond was at least eight carrot, It was petite just like me, Soft on the eyes... "I know what you must be thinking."
"And what is that?" i laugh nervously.
"You never thought this would happen right? Never thought you would be here with me."
I shook my head slowly. "No."
"I want you to be my Queen." Dear God.
"I can't give you an answer." i mumble as a tear drip down my cheek.
"I know. But i am not giving up." his hand came around my neck as i feel hie is fumbling with my my grandmothers necklace. He lets go of it and the ring fell down between my breast. "Looks amazing around your neck, but it would look even beautiful on your finger."
Andy's hand grab mine putting it around the ring and his around mine. "I will be waiting for an answer."
I could not respond.
I came to my room seeing Danny asleep with her head phones in her ears. I sigh heavily unclothing myself putting on my hello kitty pajama's climbing into bed. I turn to my side closing my eyes tight. But i can't sleep. Not now. What just happen to me?
The ring was place between my thumb and middle finger rolling it around playing at is as the light from the night lamp gleam on it making it extra bright. Am i ready for this?
I sat in the bathroom cubicle thinking about this moment, and now it is here and i was out of words i could not speak i can not even feel, in that moment when i was on the floor i would of said yes in a heart beat.... but no. So many stuff has happen to me this past few weeks.
I mean who does not want Andy. the man with the blue eyes and amazing voice. The man who is smart the man who has a smile that i can't even handle. And that man want me marry him. I mean who am i? who am i to say no to this man. To Andrew Biersack. If i say no i must be an idiot. But if i say yes i will be stupid as well.
The moments in my life where i realize things were just unreal was when he kissed me. When he said he loved me, and when he said he wants to marry me.
What did i do to have this?
"Sammy?" i twirl around seeing my best friend.
She sighs climbing in my bed as i sob into her neck. "Shh. You will be okay." she whispers caressing my head.
"i don't know what to do." i cry between my words.
She looks down seeing the ring realizing what i was referring to. "Its your choice. It was your choice to love him. it was your choice to sleep with him. And now its time to make your last one to determine your future with Andrew. I would say yes and no. Just don't make a choice you know you will regret later."
"I am in love with my teacher."
"Than you know what to do and what to say."
I guess.... but not now.
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9/26/18