"Andy." i breathe. I did not know what else to say. This man in front of me cheated on me. I am ruined. i am dead. Figuratively.

"Can we talk please." I nod slowly closing the door behind me. I walk to the porch sitting on the swing chair. He sighs heavily sitting next to me. "I did not cheat on you Samantha."

You did not? i am not even sure if i should believe it or just deny it. "Than why was that girl on top of you?" I turn to him with my brow arch.

" the guys wanted to hit the clubs so i and Ashley went home, he with the two girls. I told the blonde one that i have a girlfriend at the restaurant, But she did not listen to me princess."

"First of all," i hold my finger. "Do not call me that." i held up the second finger. "Secondly why did you not respond to my text or to my call."

"i forgot my phone at home." he sighs heavily. "I will never hurt you Sam."

"But that is the problem Andy, you did hurt me. And my hand." i snap angrily caressing my knuckles. I really hit that girl hard.

Andy grab my hand kissing each finger. I swat him away like a fly standing up. "Do not touch me."

"You don't believe me?"

"Yes i do believe you Andrew, you will never lie to me. But i just can't.-" I can't believe what i am going to do now. "I am breaking up with you." Tears begins to drip down my cheeks. "Go please."

"Don't do this," He whisper standing up his hands on my waist, tears also in his eyes. "Please."

"3 words. 8 letters. Say it and i am yours." i mummer trying not to break into a thousand pieces in front of him.

"i... i..." My heart sank down my stomach falling out through my ass.

I push his his hands away from me stepping backwards. "Go. Its over."

"Sam." He pleads with tears in his eyes.

"I said go Andrew." i burst into tears running into the house, i slam the door shut sliding down it with my head in my hands sobbing like a little bitch. "Stop crying!" i yell to myself.

Get a grip Samantha! You knew it would happen sooner or later, it happen sooner. Before you said you loved him and ruined everything anyway.

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i looked at my reflection in the mirror just eyeing the girl in front of me. "I don't wanna do this anymore." I whisper to myself. Its been three days and i have not left my room. I lied saying i am sick... so glad my parents believed me. My phone was off i ignored Danny and my friends. But i have to face the world some how. Its Friday. And tonight is the spring formal. My black as night dress hanging behind the bathroom door with my black and red mask. I am not even sure if i want to go. I just lost someone. i lost myself a long the way.

I rip the rubber out of my hair letting it fall down my shoulders, Jar of Hears by Christina Perri begins to play as i feel my world twirling around. "Who do you think are, running around leaving scars collecting your jar of hearts, so don't come for me, who do you think you are."i whisper as i wipe my tears away. I turn around grabbing my skinny jeans and my heart breaker shirt. Really ironic don't you think?

i walk into my room and for the first time turning on my phone. *You have five new voice mails.* The first text reads.

I hold the phone to my ear pressing 1. "First message." The woman says.

"I am going to kill that mother fucker! i -" i press delete not wanting to hear Danny yell and wanting to kill Andy.

i press 2. "second message." The woman says again. "I have not heard from you in three days Sam, i miss you so much please don't make me beg, but i will." i delete all the messages seeing it is just from Andy. i scroll to my inbox seeing its messages from my friends, two from Kellin, one from Chris. Eighteen from Danny and the fifty from Andy. Looks he won.

*Please.- A*

*I hate that you are not replying-A*

the last message send me over the edge yet again. Tears.

*I bleed for you, Forever I will lie awake, I would Die For you,
I see the truth, I've given you my heart to break, I would Die For You.With every breath,
I feel you there, Forbidden love is falling, Your eyes sing despair.-A*

I don't get it but i am crying. Why is this fucking dick pulling me back!!!!!

Notes

hey guys so sorry i can't do shout outs now i am not at my laptop doing it on my phone, seeing i am at my grams. BUT TO ALL WHO DID I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. tHANK YOU FOR COMMENTING AND LOVING MY STORY. Without each one of you this story would be dead.

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