Our pain will shine our light to, those who understand

Its been a week since i last time i wrote here. Everyday has been practically the same, i wake up and the guys are at the studio all day so i spend the day alone then when i go to bed i hear them come in. Its a boring and lonely cycle. I haven't seen or heard from Austin since last week at the mall and to be honest i am worried sick. I mean i'm scared his parents have done it again and.... oh i've already said to much. I swear my life was hell and it may not seem like that but believe me when i say that what i told the guys about my mum and dad was basically a lie. It's not that i don't love or trust them its just that i don't want to be a burden or want their sympathy and if i'm careful my secret should stay safe. Anyway the whole dad gave me and way and mum came to my rescue is not what happened what so ever but just so you guys keep interested i will only give subtle hints till you hear my whole life story. HAHA I'm cruel.

Pulling back my covers in padded out my room which was half ready and down the stairs. Pouring a bowl of cereal i tied my hair back then returned back to my fortress of warmth. After several hours of scrolling mindlessly through tumblr i decided i had had enough. Pulling out my phone i phoned Dad but Ashley picked up instead.
C: "Where's Dad and how long will you be?." I questioned not even bothering with a hello.
A: "Do i not get a hello, and your dad is tracking drums and we are running late so should be home by 12."
C; "MIDNIGHT?!? you left at 6am and now you won't be home until midnight." I shouted.
A: "Sorry Cassy that's the price of being a rock star not my fault", Ashley replied irritation in his voice, "So what ya up to?"
C: "Away to see Austin." I spoke pulling on my jacket and boots.
A: "WHAT! NO that's in a sketchy part of town i'm NOT LETTING YOU GO."
C: "LIKE YOU CARE, YOU BASICALLY HAVEN'T SEEN ME IN A WHOLE WEEK THE ONLY PEOPLE WHO CARE ARE CC AND ANDY PLUS YOUR NOT EVEN MY DAD." I shouted becoming annoyed by the fact that he doesn't even really speak to me and when i go try and see my best friend he doesn't let me go. Fuck That! I'm going, he's not my dad so why should i listen to him. Plus if he even knew the half of why i'm so stressed about Austin then i would be aloud to go. Hanging up the phone before I could hear Ashley answer i grabbed my set of keys and threw them into a small bag with my phone and money. Locking the door behind me i began my walk to Austins.

Forgetting how far away we lived from Austin's i kept on walking even though the dark was beginning to settle in. Shuddering because of the cold, i pulled my small half cut leather jacket round my petite body, not even thinking on turning back to the house even though i knew i was lost. Passing through a small town just 3/4 of the way to Austins a weird feeling settled in my gut. Picking up the pace i had had enough and i began to sprint. Falling to my feet, skinning my knees in the process i heard another set of foot steps behind me. Getting up quickly, fear taking over my body i saw my light in front of me. If i headed through a small lane i would be at his house in no time. A burning sensation filling my lungs as my breathing went short i sprinted down the small lane/ alley way, fear the only thing keeping me from slowing down. Not being able to run any longer i situated myself behind a large dustbin thing clutching my agonized chest. Tears already cascading down my face i pulled out my phone. Clicking the top contact which was Batman Stalker (aka Andy) I called, praying that he would pick up. After 7 rings there was still no answer, So being the smartie that i was i tried to call all the other guys but to no avail. Hearing an echo of footsteps charge down the alley i pressed my body against the bin hoping not be seen, and trying to stay calm. Seeing a large dark figure go past me i waited a minute or so then ran the other way, my boots making large echoes. Running out of the alley i thought i was safe. Turing the corner into the lowly lit streets i was soon dictated. I had ran into a trap. Not only a trap but i trap made for me.

Seeing a familiar fist collide with my shoulder i was thrown back into the dark alley. Standing back up despite the back dots taking over my vision i stumbled a bit but was able to run. Pulling me back by the hem of my jacket, which was now covered in dirt, another fist hit my eye making it turn purple straight away. Falling to the floor my body riddled with pain i prayed that someone would help me. Shoving me against the wall they began to speak a heavy stench of alcohol in their breathe, "Hello princess so glad to see you again." Cringing at the painful memories that flashed before my eyes i pulled my head back, head butting him then lunged sending him flying to the floor. Getting up he grabbed my wrist, making me let out a blood curdling scream as i heard my bone snap. Furthermore not wanting the past to replay its self i kicked him in between his legs then ran as fast as i could not bother to look back at the man who filled my nightmares. Although hearing him scream, "This isn't the end!" as i ran for my life made me scared to death.

After running for a good thirty minutes i had reached Austin's door, my breathe shaky and my body filled with agony. Hitting the door with all my might i was met with nothingness. No Austin, No Austin's parents, nothing. Pulling my limp body around the back of the house to Austin's bedroom window i was once again met with sadness and pain. He wasn't there. The agony from earlier fairly taking its toll i leaned against Austin's house praying that someone would help me when blackness took over. ______________________________________________________________________________
Waking up in a pitch black room, i began to cry. Not knowing where i was since it was pitch black i stumbled off the bed despite the agony in my wrist, face and shoulder. Finding a wall, i began fumbling for a light switch when someone opened a door making me fall on my wrist. Letting out yet another agonized scream i curled myself in a ball preparing for the worst. Feeling a pair of muscular arms wrap around my body i tensed up, not taking my gaze away from the floor. "Cass, Cass it's me please look at me." Letting go of my knees i looked up coming face to face with Austin, relief washing over me but tears still making a hot trail down my face. "Hey, Hey, come on now," Aus spoke wiping away my tears as he cradled my broken body whispering soothing things into my ear. Just then all the guys bounded into the room. Wrapping their arms around me, while telling me how much the loved me and for me to never do that again, i let out a breathe knowing that i was safe. Falling asleep in their arms i braced myself for tomorrow.

Waking up because of the light cascading through the blinds i noticed that my wrist and shoulder was bandaged. Wondering down the stairs i took a seat in between Jake and Austin then was soon given a cup of tea. Blowing into the piping hot beverage i took a sip although when i looked up i was met with 12 eyes staring back. "Hey Aus why are you here?" i asked actually curious. "Oh well we hadn't spoken in like a week and so i was getting worried so i phoned you last night like 20 times but it went to answering machine every time so i came over to see if you where okay. But when i did get here i found out you weren't here either so by this time it was like almost 11 when they guys came back and we all panicked. So we all began to search for you which took forever but then Ashley recalled that you went to see me so we went to mine and found you knocked out in a plant under my bed room window." Letting this all sink in i gulped feeling ashamed that i had made 6 people worry and to top it all of go on a freaken search hunt to find me. "Wait i though you guys where coming home at 12 am" i asked. "Yeah well we where planning on coming home early to surprise you," Jinxx spoke. Oh i simply thought.

After a few minutes of awkward tension, me trying to avoid the elephant in the room, i finally spoke. I told them all about my travels to Austin's and the guy in the alleyway however the only person who did know who the guys actually was was Austin. However as soon as i had even mentioned the guy who attacked me a shocked look was on Austin's face but before he could say a word i shot him a 'i will speak to you about this later' look and he shut up. Once my story was finished everyone was sort of speechless except Ashley who was muttering about how he was gonna "Kill that son a bitch." Breaking the tension Jinxx let out a yawn then muttered something to CC which made him smile like a Cheshire cat. Swivelling round on his seat so that he was facing me he began to chant, "WE'RE GOING ON TOUR AND YOUR COMING!" WHAT? i was speechless they wanted me on tour. Doing the first thing which came to mind i ran at CC giving him the biggest hug, making him red in the face. This made all the guys laugh which made me attack all of them with hugs shouting "THANK YOU" over and over again until my voice was gone. A smile etched on my face the day heavily improved i ran up the stairs and began packing despite he fact that tour didn't start until Thursday and it was only Sunday.

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