Our pain will shine our light to, those who understand

"Home sweet home!" Hearing the screeching voice of what is legally my Dad hollered through out the bus my eyes fluttered open. Taking a minute to gather my where abouts i flung myself out of the claustrophobic bunk i had been stuck sleeping in for months, thrilled to be back to my comfortable bed. Grabbing my bag of stuff i had originally taken onto the bus i bolted to the door, passing the familiar marble units i had made many nutella sandwiches on. Springing out the door, the cool breeze nipping my skin as i sped to the familiar glass door. Turning the metal door knob the door opened revealing the wooden floors, covered with suitcases and belongings. Spying Jake in the kitchen i threw my bag on one of the many couches and sauntered over. Reaching into the fridge i pulled out a most likely out of date sprite, unscrewing the lid making the bottle hiss, beginning to gulp down the beverage not realising how thirsty i was. Feeling a tap to my shoulder, i pivoted on the balls of my feet coming face to face with the familiar perfect almond shaped eyes i deeply cherished. "Hey there stranger" his deep voice spoke as i engulfed his lanky frame into a hug. "Austin its 4 am why are you here now?" i questioned.
"I missed you, the guys said that you'd be home about 4 am so here i am why do you not want me here?" He informed as he jokingly walked away.

Catching up my clumsiness soon kicked in as i fell, the floor coming closer and closer when a pair of hands caught me. Pulling me up to my feet our faces only inches away everything around me seemed to disappear. Butterflies filling my stomach my breathe hitched as our lips inched closer. Closing my eyes, I could feel Austin's face touch mine when COUGH COUGH. Pulling apart quicker than ever, a ruby blush coating my face i hear Aus curse under his breathe. Looking up i found Ashley standing there smirking as Jinxx complained. "Dude why'd you do that i so shipped them!" Jinxx complained a small pout on his face. Quickly brushing off the fact that Jinxx knew what shipping was i sent a glare to Ash. Sneaking a glance at Austin, his hands ruffled his soft hair and a light blush staining his cheeks annoyance rushed threw my body, why did Ashley have to ruin it. "Hey Cassara mind if i have a word" a smirk still on his face. "You just did Purdy," i replied mimicking his smirk. "Whatever." With that Ashley left the room, sending me an apologetic room Jinxx soon followed. An awkward tension setting in the room it was soon broken when Dad entered completely oblivious to the near kiss experience which happened minutes before.

After a quick chit chat i was thrown a blindfold and escorted up the stairs by CC and Austin. After a few falls and collecting the other band mates/Veronicka i was stood in place. Hearing a click of what only could be a door opening my feet where now on what i can only describe as fluff but in reality it was carpet. Pulling the blindfold away from my eyes i was met with wonder. My room had been transformed. The aqua walls where lined with posters of all my favourite bands and photos. The now king sized bed had a deep purple blanket placed at the bottom and the duvet was a lighter purple. A shit ton of pillows and cushions where located at the top of my bed and a plasma TV opposite. Walking more into my room i found a wall lined with a mirrored doors, a white wooden desk placed beside. Guiding me over to the first mirrored door i slide it open to find a stunning en-suit bathroom which included a waterproof stereo, hot tub and a colossal shower. Padding back into my room the next mirrored door lead to a walk in wardrobe equipped with all the clothes i was previously bought, a dresser and a shoe rack. The last mirrored door was a simple shelved cupboard filled to the brim with all my season box sets of my favourite shows, CD's and DVD's, not to mention my copious amount of book i had gained over the years. Scattered around the walls of the room where photographs of me when i was little, some of my greatest memories stored in the frames. My bedside tables where equipped with a simple black alarm clock and a lamp. Turing around in wonder i yet again found another door, this one though leading to a grand balcony which gave an amazing view of the garden and pool. Overwhelmed by the sheer beauty and thoughtfulness put into room i soon attacked the guys with hugs repeating the word 'thank you' over and over again. "Glad you like it little one but it was Austin who got all the photos, posters and picked out the colours!" Dad informed. Once again engulfing Austin into a hug saying thanks we where soon left alone as the guys showed Nicky her room. Jumping onto my bed i soon disappeared in the pillows and cushions. Hearing a laugh escape Austin's lips i ran to one of my multiple cupboards. Scanning the large amount of DVD's and CD's i soon picked out 21 Jump Street. Placing it into the built in DVD player in my TV i jumped back onto my bed, soon to be joined by Austin as the film began.

Notes

Holy hell guys i'm so sorry for not uploading in so long. I hope you guys aren't too mad at me. So i included a little bit of fluff between Austin and Cass, so tell me what you think about that!

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