Our pain will shine our light to, those who understand
Chapter One
I've got a secret.
Its on the tip of my tongue, its on the back of my lungs.
And I'm gonna keep it.
I know something you don't know.....
Adjusting to the light I rubbed my eyes,sitting up in the process. Turing off my alarm clock which was blaring bring me the horizon Chelsea Smile (the start of the song describes me perfectly,) i got out of my cosy bed and shuffled over to my tiny en-suit; away to get ready for the day. Jumping in my claustrophobic shower I washed my dark purple hair and body then jumped out. Throwing on a old Black Veil Brides top and some striped black and white leggings I placed on some PTV, OM&M and ATL bracelets I then began to do my make up and hair. Since i don't wear a lot of make up, despite always being called emo I put on a thin layer of black eye liner. Straightening my hair, I teased the top a little then hair sprayed the hell out of it. Grabbing my black backpack I trudged down stairs putting in my headphones since I knew I was going to be yelled at by Claire (the person who owns this hell hole.) As if on cue as soon as my combat boots hit the bottom step the screaming began even though i had done nothing. Walking straight past her I opened the door and left for hell also known as school.
Oh and by the way my name is Cassara pronounced Ca-sara but you can just call me Cass and i don't have a surname. Anyway, I'm 15 years old and i sadly live in 'Sunnydale Orphanage' and have for for the last 10 years but let me just tell you it is not at all sunny or happy. The reason i say this is that all the adults who run the place are absolute cows and the kids in there all don't like me for no reason what so ever in fact i only have one friend and his name is Austin. At school i also get bullied too but let's not dwell on that shall we. I suppose you want to know a bit about Austin now, well he is tall like 6ft, has brunette flippy hair and his eyes are emerald also he doesn't live in the orphanage but he does just live down the street from it. Well looky here i am now at the gates of hell.
Bowing my head not making eye contact with anyone i begin to walk to class. Reaching English without being seen by any of the popular idiots i take my seat at the back beside Austin. Pulling out my notebook i begin to doodle pictures of band members and writing lyrics all over the page. An hour later English was over, where i had been screamed at by Mrs Simpson for using a red pen... i know. Like what's her problem. Scrunching everything into my backpack i raced out of the classroom trying to get to Chemistry without becoming a punching bag but i was unsuccessful.
As i walked up the stairs i felt a hand puling my backpack before i fell to the floor in a big crash, my papers going everywhere. Picking them all up i stood up, coming face to face with Chase the lead jock also Mr Popularity of the school. "Hey slut" he sneered. "Hey Ken howz Barbie" i sassily replied. Oh the reason i am hated by Chase is that I'm not scared of him. Turing my back i began to walk away but by now his posse had circled me throwing me against the locker. Falling to the floor my nose now bleeding i began to stand but was soon kicked back to the floor only being able to throw one decent punch at the douches nose. Just then my hero came. "Hey douche canoes at least pick on someone your own size" a familiar voice shouted. Leaning back against the locker not bothering to look up because of the dizziness in my head i shut my eyes. Hearing a bang and clatter i was soon pulled out of the school halls and into the courtyard. "Thanks Austin" i whispered. "No problem Young one now how about we skip school and go get you cleaned up?" Nodding my head i stood up as we began our journey to Austin's. Just to clear your questions even though Austin is a very slender guy he can fairly throw a punch and is very protective over me, I know best friend ever!
Finally reaching Austin's, he sat me down in his bathroom while he attended to my wounds. A few minutes later he was done and so we decided to go get some food at taco bell. As time went past i was feeling really happy for some reason even though i didn't really have the best Friday. Walking back to orphanage with Austin by my side, we shared my headphones listening to some Pierce the Veil. Since it was nearing 10 o'clock i knew i was gonna get in a hell of a lot of trouble but i didn't care in fact we had decided we where going to have a supernatural marathon at Austin's. Walking past Sunnydale with a smile on my face we went into Austin's house. Stealing the sofa and a blanket we switched on Supernatural and that's where i stayed for the next 12 hours straight.
Blinking my eyes, adjusting to the light I sat up. Confused about where I was I soon realized that I must of fallen asleep while watching Supernatural last night. Writing a note, explaining where i was I stuck it on Austin's head since he was still sleeping, grabbed my jacket then walked back to the orphanage, seeing a expensive black Jeep in the drive way .
Opening the door I marched past Claire who was cooking breakfast and talking to some men who had their backs to me but had AWESOME hair and fashion sense, walking up the stairs feeling extra sassy for some reason. Going up to my speakers I started to blast New Religion making the house shake... well not literally. In a matter of seconds there was screaming of all the kids wanting me to turn it off but my was I going to.....NO! Locking my door, beginning to jump around the room dancing like a maniac there was soon a banging noise.
"TURN THAT RUBBISH MUSIC DOWN YOU HAVE AN INTERVIEW CASSARA" I could hear Claire screech from the bottom of the stairs.
"WHAT WAS THAT?" I replied.
"TURN IT DOWN AND COME HERE THIS INSTANT!"
"WHAT? YOU ARE MADLY IN LOVE WITH CC AND WANT ME TO TURN IT UP... OKAY." I shouted back sassily. However my fun was ruined in a matter of minutes as Claire had bounded up the stairs, unlocked the door and dragged me down the stairs by my hair. Letting me go I began giggling to myself, my head bowed down as I spoke, "okay rule one if you wanted me to turn it down you should of just said and two don't touch the hair!" Just then i was met with 5 deep laughs. Looking up my eyes popped out of my skull as who was standing before me shocked me. "OMFG... its ... it's you... you're.... black veil brides!" i stuttered.....
Its on the tip of my tongue, its on the back of my lungs.
And I'm gonna keep it.
I know something you don't know.....
Adjusting to the light I rubbed my eyes,sitting up in the process. Turing off my alarm clock which was blaring bring me the horizon Chelsea Smile (the start of the song describes me perfectly,) i got out of my cosy bed and shuffled over to my tiny en-suit; away to get ready for the day. Jumping in my claustrophobic shower I washed my dark purple hair and body then jumped out. Throwing on a old Black Veil Brides top and some striped black and white leggings I placed on some PTV, OM&M and ATL bracelets I then began to do my make up and hair. Since i don't wear a lot of make up, despite always being called emo I put on a thin layer of black eye liner. Straightening my hair, I teased the top a little then hair sprayed the hell out of it. Grabbing my black backpack I trudged down stairs putting in my headphones since I knew I was going to be yelled at by Claire (the person who owns this hell hole.) As if on cue as soon as my combat boots hit the bottom step the screaming began even though i had done nothing. Walking straight past her I opened the door and left for hell also known as school.
Oh and by the way my name is Cassara pronounced Ca-sara but you can just call me Cass and i don't have a surname. Anyway, I'm 15 years old and i sadly live in 'Sunnydale Orphanage' and have for for the last 10 years but let me just tell you it is not at all sunny or happy. The reason i say this is that all the adults who run the place are absolute cows and the kids in there all don't like me for no reason what so ever in fact i only have one friend and his name is Austin. At school i also get bullied too but let's not dwell on that shall we. I suppose you want to know a bit about Austin now, well he is tall like 6ft, has brunette flippy hair and his eyes are emerald also he doesn't live in the orphanage but he does just live down the street from it. Well looky here i am now at the gates of hell.
Bowing my head not making eye contact with anyone i begin to walk to class. Reaching English without being seen by any of the popular idiots i take my seat at the back beside Austin. Pulling out my notebook i begin to doodle pictures of band members and writing lyrics all over the page. An hour later English was over, where i had been screamed at by Mrs Simpson for using a red pen... i know. Like what's her problem. Scrunching everything into my backpack i raced out of the classroom trying to get to Chemistry without becoming a punching bag but i was unsuccessful.
As i walked up the stairs i felt a hand puling my backpack before i fell to the floor in a big crash, my papers going everywhere. Picking them all up i stood up, coming face to face with Chase the lead jock also Mr Popularity of the school. "Hey slut" he sneered. "Hey Ken howz Barbie" i sassily replied. Oh the reason i am hated by Chase is that I'm not scared of him. Turing my back i began to walk away but by now his posse had circled me throwing me against the locker. Falling to the floor my nose now bleeding i began to stand but was soon kicked back to the floor only being able to throw one decent punch at the douches nose. Just then my hero came. "Hey douche canoes at least pick on someone your own size" a familiar voice shouted. Leaning back against the locker not bothering to look up because of the dizziness in my head i shut my eyes. Hearing a bang and clatter i was soon pulled out of the school halls and into the courtyard. "Thanks Austin" i whispered. "No problem Young one now how about we skip school and go get you cleaned up?" Nodding my head i stood up as we began our journey to Austin's. Just to clear your questions even though Austin is a very slender guy he can fairly throw a punch and is very protective over me, I know best friend ever!
Finally reaching Austin's, he sat me down in his bathroom while he attended to my wounds. A few minutes later he was done and so we decided to go get some food at taco bell. As time went past i was feeling really happy for some reason even though i didn't really have the best Friday. Walking back to orphanage with Austin by my side, we shared my headphones listening to some Pierce the Veil. Since it was nearing 10 o'clock i knew i was gonna get in a hell of a lot of trouble but i didn't care in fact we had decided we where going to have a supernatural marathon at Austin's. Walking past Sunnydale with a smile on my face we went into Austin's house. Stealing the sofa and a blanket we switched on Supernatural and that's where i stayed for the next 12 hours straight.
Blinking my eyes, adjusting to the light I sat up. Confused about where I was I soon realized that I must of fallen asleep while watching Supernatural last night. Writing a note, explaining where i was I stuck it on Austin's head since he was still sleeping, grabbed my jacket then walked back to the orphanage, seeing a expensive black Jeep in the drive way .
Opening the door I marched past Claire who was cooking breakfast and talking to some men who had their backs to me but had AWESOME hair and fashion sense, walking up the stairs feeling extra sassy for some reason. Going up to my speakers I started to blast New Religion making the house shake... well not literally. In a matter of seconds there was screaming of all the kids wanting me to turn it off but my was I going to.....NO! Locking my door, beginning to jump around the room dancing like a maniac there was soon a banging noise.
"TURN THAT RUBBISH MUSIC DOWN YOU HAVE AN INTERVIEW CASSARA" I could hear Claire screech from the bottom of the stairs.
"WHAT WAS THAT?" I replied.
"TURN IT DOWN AND COME HERE THIS INSTANT!"
"WHAT? YOU ARE MADLY IN LOVE WITH CC AND WANT ME TO TURN IT UP... OKAY." I shouted back sassily. However my fun was ruined in a matter of minutes as Claire had bounded up the stairs, unlocked the door and dragged me down the stairs by my hair. Letting me go I began giggling to myself, my head bowed down as I spoke, "okay rule one if you wanted me to turn it down you should of just said and two don't touch the hair!" Just then i was met with 5 deep laughs. Looking up my eyes popped out of my skull as who was standing before me shocked me. "OMFG... its ... it's you... you're.... black veil brides!" i stuttered.....
Notes
AN: Hope you enjoy this story, with all its twists, sass, comedy, pranks and drama. Also all the characters that aren't famous are mine as I made them up in my head so please don't steal them. So what will happen next ? Please Comment, Follow and all that stuff as it would make my day.Thanks Em xx
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1/31/15