Memories Forgotten...Will Be Remembered

*Juni's POV*

I saw drunken guys get in a car and drive. I asked Sammi what the day was praying it wasn't that day. Yup. It was. The day mom died in the crash. Fuck. I froze. All that was going through my mind was the moments leading up to the crash. Going to see Nana, playing poker with Grandpa. I beat him too. Can you believe that an 8 year old beat an old guy who's been playing forever? I remember eating the homemade Mac and Cheese casserole at Nana's. Then Mom said we had to go. I whined but we left. I remember getting hit, calling Nana, talking to the nice EMT lady, and Dad coming to get me. Someone was at the house when I left with Mom to go to Nana's. I think it was one of Dad's friends. But he was little. Maybe he was one of Dad's friend's kids. I used to hang out with Dad when I was little before he got really into alcohol. His friends were really nice and they had some cool kids. But then again, he was on Dad's back. I heard people crying and yelling my name. Sammi sobbed from what I heard. CC and Ashley were holding someone back. I don't know who though. Then Sammi said it's time and that this whole situation was her fault. I don't know. Then someone cradled me and said for me to snap out of it. I could hear but I couldn't see. The memories of my childhood kept playing. Then all of a sudden I jolted awake. I looked at the person holding me. I don't know who the fuck they are.

"Who the fuck are you?" I looked at them

"Jake. Jacob. Jay Jay. Jacklepuff. You're older brother." I know for a fact that I don't have an older brother. I shook my head and ran to a bathroom. I don't know whose house I'm in but I found the bathroom and found sleeping pills. Luckily I kept a razor in my phone behind the battery. I saw a bedroom with a window. I ran in and slammed the door. I jumped out of the window and opened the pill bottle. I cut a bit before I took the pills. I made sure to cut a few deep cuts. I am NOT living here anymore. Dad fucking beats me. Mom died before my eyes. This guy is saying he's my brother. What the fuck! I tossed the razor after the cutting. I made enough. I stumbled while opening the bottle so I accidentally crushed some. Oh well. It's not like anyone will find me in time. But I need Dad right now. No matter how much he's beaten me I know that deep down he has that love for me when I was 8. He was surprisingly not super drunk. He was hung over though.

"Juniper? WHERE THE FUCK HAVE YOU BEEN!!!!!" Dad squinted his eyes at me and ran towards me.

"You beat me like three days ago dad. I ran to a friend's house. I will not live with you anymore. This kid said he was my brother. He said his name was Jacob. I swear to god he isn't my brother. Sammi moved here yesterday. Dad I'm tired. I took some sleeping pills. Oh and you have blood on you. Bye." I shut my eyes. I was still holding the pill bottle.

I heard Dad yell something and then he grabbed my arms. Everything faded into the blackness. I think this is the end for me. Holy shit. What if that kid is my brother? What if he's the little boy on Dad's back from the day of the crash? I'm hallucinating. Its crazy talk right? I saw this pretty light. But god dammit was it fucking bright.

"Holy Shit turn that fucking light down. I can't fucking see." I yelled. Some girl with wings came up to me. She was pretty. Her wings had red tips.

"Juniper. What are you doing here? You shouldn't be here right now. It's not your time. You shouldn't be here. What will Jake say? Please tell me you didn't do this intentionally." I scrunched my nose. She came over and hugged me. Her wings surrounded us.

"Mom? What do you mean? Who the fuck is Jake? I couldn't deal with the pain and memories mom. They were too much. I'm better off anyways."

"No honey. Jake is your brother. I was trying to tell you to take care of your brother Jake but we were hit before I could finish. You are going back there now before you can't leave here ever again. I promise that things will get better. You might be sad in the future. There will be heart breaks and aches. Dad will get better. You must promise to help him though. I've seen what he did to you. But look-" She pointed down to the ground. Dad was holding me.

"Do I have too? I want cool wings like you. They'll be fine. I like it here. No one bothers me."

"Honey. This is not the time to argue. Close your eyes. Think of dad holding you at the very moment before you blacked out and popped up here. Hug me tight and promise me that you will not do this again. I don't want you here until it's your time. Stay out of trouble."

"Whatever. I won't promise you anything for trouble. I won't do this again. Ughh. I'm gonna miss these talks mom." I hug mom tight and think of dad holding my arms.

"That's my girl." The light fades away as mom hugged me back. She kissed my forehead.

I feel myself breathing again. But shallow. Very short quiet breathes. My chest barely rising. I can't see anything. I can barely hear. A door opens loudly and someone was creaming. I was tossed to the floor. There was some yelling between dad and someone else.

I was picked up and carried. The bottle fell out of my hand. I was slipping in and out of the darkness. I was laid down and I heard yelling, doors slam, and sirens blaring. I felt the bed rushing to a room. I was still slipping under the darkness. I wonder what everyone else is doing. Time went by slowly and then I was moved to somewhere else. I heard the door open. I couldn't open my eyes. Someone sat next to me and stared talking.

"Sir, I'm sorry but she is in a coma. If she doesn't wake soon. We have to pull the cord."

"No! You are not killing my sister." Mom was right. Holy Fuckers. The door closed. I opened my eyes. I hissed at the light and pulled up the blanket up over my head.

"Juniper I know you're awake. I saw you move." I turned my head and groaned.

"Uuughhh." I mumbled from under the blanket. I heard a door open.

"She's awake."

"That was one of the shortest comas I've ever seen."

"Ya she woke up when you left." The guy chuckled. I'm assuming the guy was Jake.

"Well that's good. And from looking at her vital signs she's stable. She's trapped in what the patients call a solitary cell for another three days. I know it sucks Juniper. But since you've woken up so early you can leave early. You're very lucky. Not many people live after that. You have really good friends. And your brother isn't half bad." I grumbled.

"Thanks Doc." Jake laughed and pulled the covers off of me. The light blinded me.

"The light it burns! What the fuck man?" I pulled the covers back and turned to my side.

"There's my Junicakes. Even in the worst situations she still manages to whine." Sammi walked in.

"I swear Sammi if you pull the covers off. You. Will. Die. What the ironic part of that will be is that we're in a hospital and you died in it." I smirked at my smart comeback. The covers were pulled off of me. I grabbed the person's arm and squeezed it and flipped them over the bed.

"She wasn't kidding Andy. For someone who almost died she's pretty strong." I smiled and saw that Jinxx was talking. I put my hand up for him to give me a high five. He gladly returned it.

"Oh yea. Sorry Juni took boxing when she was little. She got a black belt in karate and Tai Kwan Doe. She was the best of the best."

"She learned from the best. Duh." Jake flexed. He was fit and all but really.

"Really Jacob? I took boxing, karate, and Tai Kwan Doe because it was cool and I wanted to learn how to defend myself. You can be such an idiot can't you? Is there food? I want bacon, sushi, monster, real food. Hospital food tastes like smelly Tai Kwan Doe feet. Trust me when I say this. They really taste bad. You make that mistake once." I sit up and look at Andy sitting on the floor.

"Can I make you food Sissy?" CC came over and sat next to me on my bed. Luckily I had pants on. I guess they didn't take off my jeans when I got here.

"Go ahead. I think that anything is better than hospital food."

"Anything?" Ashley wiggled his eyebrows.

"COCHINA!!!! WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM MAN! GET YOUR MIND OUT OF THERE!" I yelled at Ashley. CC high fived me.

"Nice. Spanish. And Ashley will always have that cochina mind. It's actually called a 'Purdy Mind'."

"Whatever. Can we do something fun? This shit is boring." Ashley whined.

"Well I'm kinda trapped here for three days so suck it up."

"I'm gonna go get food. Anyone wanna come?" CC got up and gave me a noogie.

"I'll go. I need to grab Juni clothes for when she leaves here." Sammi said

"I need to go home and change. I feel like shit. And I have god knows what stuck on me." Ashley stated. He had dry blood on him and had no shirt on.

"Where's your shirt?" I looked at Ashley.

"It was on your arms but it looks like the doctors took it off."

"Oh. Well have fun!"

"I'm coming with you guys. I need to charge my phone. Bye Wolf Tiger!" Andy kissed my head.

"Bye Lion." I waved. I didn't feel much pain. I'm used to it so I have a high pain tolerance. Yay me!

"Jinxx you coming?" Sammi looked at Jinxx. Jinxx looked over at Jake.

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