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Memories Forgotten...Will Be Remembered

Reopened Scars

*Juni's POV*
"Jinxx is gonna show me around town. I'll text you where my sleeping destination will be. Okay? Stay safe Junicakes."
"Alright SammiKinz. I will. Love you. Have fun with Jinxx."I gave Sammi a hug and she left with Jinxx.
"Lion. It's all falling into place." I snuggled my head into Andy's neck.
"I know Wolf Tiger." He kissed my head.
"What should we do?"
"I don't know. Wanna play something?"
"Nah. Do you have a sketch book or something I can draw in?" I wanted an angel wing tattoo.
"Ya hold on. Andy got up and went to grab a notebook and a pencil.
"Here you go." Andy handed the pencil and notebook to me. I sketched an angel wing really fast. Then I made another one so it was a reflection of the first wing. Under one wing it said Never Give In the other wing it said Never Back Down.
"I want this as my tattoo. Wanna get it with me? I made it so I would have one wing and you get the other. And then have our Nick name written under the wing we have."
"That's amazing Babe. I'd love to get it with you."
"So which one do you want?"
"Never Back Down."
"Perfect."
Andy grabbed his keys and we drove off to a tattoo shop. I grabbed a sharpie and under the outline for Andy's tattoo I wrote Wolf Tiger <3 Forever and Always and made the tattoo artist put a mini wolf and tiger next to my name. Andy got it on his wrist. I waited for Andy to finish before I got mine so he could write Lion Always and Forever Beautiful <3 and I had a mini Lion with a batman logo next to the name.
The tattoo hurt like a bitch but it was worth it. I got mine on my left wrist and Andy got his on his right. So when we hold hands the wings come together. Andy paid and we went to CC's to grab my stuff. I was gonna crash at Andy's. CC was up so we walked in. He didn't have a shirt on but he was wearing shorts. Thank God.
"Brubber! Where's my stuff?" I whined while poking CC with my left hand. My right still hurt.
"In the guest room. Why is your wrist red?"
"Tattoo. Wanna see?"
"Sure." I took off the wrap and showed CC. Andy did the same. Then we held hands to show the two wings together.
"That's AWESOME!"
"Wolfy drew it too."
"NO WAY!! Now you're designing my tattoo." CC picked me up and gave me the CC hug.
"CC. I need my stuff."
"Alright one second." CC ran to the guest room and came back with my duffel bag and charger.
"Thanks brubber." I am such a child. I hugged CC.
"No probs sissy. Andy can I talk to you for a second?"
"Sure. Juni just get in the car I'll be one second."
"Alright." I didn't dawn on me that Dad could be home. I tossed the bag in the backseat and sat in the passenger seat. I didn't have a sweater so my head was buried in my phone. I heard a knocking on the window. I looked up. I thought it was Dad. It was Ashley. I got out of the car.
"Geez Ash. I thought you were my Dad. You scared the shit out of me."
"Sorry. Why are you in the car alone? Nice tattoo."
"Andy was talking to CC. Thanks I made it myself. Andy has one like mine."
"Let's go see what's taking Andy so long. Hop on." I hopped on Ashley's back.
"I FOUND MYSELF A HOT ONE GUYS!!" I started laughing.
"Who is it this time Ashley?" Andy grumbled.
"MEEEEE!!!!!" I was on Ashley's back laughing.
CC couldn't stop laughing when I yelled me. Andy gave me a fake pouty face.
"I thought you were mine." Andy put his hand on his chest.
"You big baby of course I'm yours!" I jumped of Ashley's back hugged him and jumped on Andy's back.
"ONWARDS LION!!!" I yelled.
"BYE BRUBBER!! BYE ASHY!!" I yelled while Andy carried me to his car. I saw my dad. I instantly went quiet.
I got off Andy's back and went to the backseat.
"What's wrong?"
"My dad."
"Where?"
"Over there." I pointed in my dad's direction.
"Oh." Andy shut the door and got into the driver's seat.
"Drive home NOW!!" My dad saw me shit. He was walking towards the car.
Andy sped off and went back to normal driving after we were out of sight from Dad. We were home in a matter of minutes. I checked my phone and noticed Sammi texted me.
From: SammiKinz<3
Jinxx and I are together! He's the one! ~J&S 2.19.05
Her signature is adorable. I'm so happy for her. We walked into the house and I went through my duffel bag to find some pajamas. Then I saw my box. My blade box. Memories flooded back from the abuse. I covered it with clothes. I grabbed my pajamas and rushed to the bathroom to get changed. I put my Motley Crüe shirt on with some shorts. You could see my thigh scars. I used some make up remover to well… remove my makeup. I looked at myself in the mirror and started crying. Andy must have heard me because he came rushing to my side.
"What happened?" Andy wrapped his arms around my waist protectively.
"Look at me. I have scars and bruises. How could anyone want me? I'm broken and nothing." I collapsed to the floor. A few of my cuts that didn't fully heal opened up. They were the deep ones. Some small ones on my thighs and one on my stomach opened too. Great. Now I'm a bloody mess.
"Wolf Tiger. I want. No I need you. Your strong and worth so much to me. Let's clean you up and get changed." Andy kissed me and picked my bloody body up. My arms were dripping blood. Andy grabbed the first aid kit and cleaned up my arms, thighs, and stomach. He wrapped everything neatly and carefully.
"Why would a beautiful girl like you do something like this to herself?" Andy looked me in the eyes and brought me one of his shirts. While Andy put the kit away I changed. I threw my clothes to the side.
"Remember the night you texted me asking if I was alright." I looked down.
"Yea. You said you were fine. Why?"
"My… my dad... well he raped me. And then I showered to wash the pain away. I grabbed a blade and cut myself. My arms for how he raped and abused me and the bullying. My thighs because I hate how they look. And my stomach because I'm not beautiful and I'm fat. I was anorexic but I stopped that. He's raped me more than once." I just burst out crying. Andy carried me to his bed while I cried. He lied down next to me and pulled me close to him.
"I am a low life nobody. I don't deserve you Andy. I'm not good enough."
"Babe you are beautiful in every way. You're not fat. You're not a low life. You are amazing. You are perfect for me. We are together. We will brave this storm together. I love you in every physical, mental, emotional, and any other way there is. Juniper. I love you with every fiber in my body." With that Andy pulled me close and kissed me. I didn't hesitate.
"I love you Andrew. I kissed his cheeks and fell asleep with my head on his chest listening to his heart beat.

Notes

I am feeling better thanks to a story on here called: "Shadow Children" It's a really good story. It made me feel so much better. So a special thanks goes out to Bree Barham. Go check out her story. The link is: http://www.blackveilbridesfanfiction.com/Story/6584/Shadow-Children/
Love
you all.
Shout out to: Bree Barham and Leviistrouble
~ Wolf Tiger <3

Comments

@JINXXismyHero_Love_Him_Forever
Will do!
Lolo_bvb Lolo_bvb
9/12/13
@Purdy_please
Thanks :) I'm writing a Jake Love Story if you're looking for some more of my writing. Check out my page and you'll find it. It's called Give Me A Sign, I Want To Believe
Ohhhh myyyyy goddddd!!!! I'm in love with your story D:
your such an amazing writer! You write so fluently like the words were ment to be on this digital page. You should make another story, even though this story and the sequal is good enough for me so far. ^_^

<3 Purdy_please <3
Lolo_bvb Lolo_bvb
9/11/13
@Abbalicious
Ohh okay. I hope you like it ^.^
@JINXXismyHero_Love_Him_Forever
Oh yeah I know. But just been so busy and lazy to check it out. I will soon though. I bet it's just as amazing as this one. <3
Abbalicious Abbalicious
7/2/13