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The Water In My Lungs

A Life Without You

"Where to next, baby?" Brooke gushed, clutching onto Andy's hand. They were walking through the mall, stopping in every preppy store she could find making Andy want to puke.

His entire life has gone to shit after he left Imogen and now six months later he truly felt like he was going to kill himself.

She was moving out today. His beautiful love was leaving him for good to go to Los Angeles with Andrew and a few other dudes that had come to Hadley just to form the band with her and Andrew. Andy had gone to a few of their gigs and they were fucking great. Others seemed to have thought so too because they were just signed and then, poof! She'd be gone forever, famous and probably having boys fall at her feet.

He wanted to tell her. He wanted to tell Imogen why he left more than anything in the world but what was the point? She was still going to hate him...

"I don't care. Don't call me baby." Andy muttered.

"Jesus Andy, you'd think after six fucking months you'd grow a little more accustomed to the idea of us but nonetheless.." She sighed, "Let's just get home. I have to see little Immie off with the rest of my family."

His heart grew weary just at the mention of her leaving but he just nodded. They walked back to the car, Andy hopping in the drivers side.

After a few minutes of silence Brooke grabbed his hand, making Andy scowl. "Does it make you feel good knowing I will never love you?" He asked.

She looked over at him, a wicked grin plastered on her face. "As long as I get you I don't give a shit what you think of me."

"Wow." He shook his head. The rest of the ride was silent until he let out a strangled gasp seeing Imogen packing her bags into the gigantic moving truck.

They jumped out seeing three guys along with Imogen and Andrew. Ryan Smith, Ian Rose, and Nikki Misery, the other band members.

Imogen looked up, feeling Ryan's hand on her shoulder. The long black haired, blue-eyed boy had become one of her best friends and a little more. He was her favorite cuddler, kisser, and when she felt really lonely fuck buddy. It wasn't anything like her and Andy though.

"Want me to kick his ass?" He asked.

"Nah, thanks Ry. But making him jealous wouldn't hurt.." She smirked. Ryan knew of they're status of friends with benefits but he didn't mind. Imogen was sexy and the sex was great so he was to judge? She was a great listener too so why would he give up such a fucking great friendship?

"Come here." He chuckled as she moved into his arms. They kissed, rather scandalously, Ryan's hand sliding to her butt.

"Not now, babe. Later." She mumbled.

"Sounds good." He chuckled.

"Is he looking?" She asked.

"Oh yeah."

"Does he look pissed?"

"Like he wants to rip my head off."

"Good." She chuckled pulling away from his mouth.

"Knock it off you two, you can eat each other's tongues once we're in Los Angeles." Ian Rose said smacking Ryan's head. His floppy blonde hair glowed in the sunlight and the multiple tattoos that adorned his skin looked expensive.

"Shutup Ian." She chuckled, moving away from him. Nikki giggled at them as well brushing his black hair from his face.

Andrew was inside the house retrieving Imogen's last box when he came out seeing Brooke and Andy in the living room. "Real low, Andy. She doesn't want to see you." He seethed, walking out the front door with no other words. He heard footsteps following after him and knew it was Andy.

"Dude, just go back inside before Ryan, Ian, and Nikki kick your ass."

"I just want to say goodbye, please. This could be the last time I ever see her." Maybe it was something in his eyes, or the way his voice sounded so pained but Andrew knew he had to let him do this.

"Whatever." He shook his head. They walked back to the truck and Imogen's eyes widened.

"Andrew what the fuck!?" Ryan said, pushing Imogen behind him.

"Relax," Andy held his hands up, "I just came to say goodbye."

"You don't need to say goodbye to her, you prick!" Nikki said.

"I know but..Im please.." Andy said, his eyes beginning to water.

"Relax guys. Can we talk in private?" Imogen said, her voice sounding small yet beautiful behind the large guys. They all sighed and moved from her.

"We'll be watching." Ryan said, spitting at Andy's feet. Once they were out of ear shot Andy sighed, love lacing his heart.

"Can we go around the house? I don't want Brooke to see us." He said. She nodded and they walked towards the side away from all the windows.

"What?" She mumbled, crossing her arms.

"I've missed you so much." He breathed out, wrapping his arms around her. She felt her heart swoon at the feeling but she quickly pushed him away.

"What the fuck!" She exclaimed.

"Imogen, I need to tell you something before you go." He said, taking her hand.

"What?" She said.

"Brooke is black mailing me. She knows about Daniel and there is nothing I can do." He said, and at that moment her heart and mind went slack.

"Why didn't you tell me this before?" She asked.

"She promised me she'd tell everyone his secret if I told you or anyone else." He said.

"Oh Andy." She said, pulling him into her arms. "Your stuck. I'm so sorry."

"I love you so much, Imogen. I will never stop loving you." He promised. A tear trickled down her cheek. "I should be with you. I should be climbing in that car with you on the way to Los Angeles." He sobbed into her shoulder so she just held him, rubbing his back that was surely still scratched from the times they slept together.

"I can't say it back anymore, Andy. You shattered me into a million pieces. But I will miss you. More than anything in the world." She said.

"I understand. I'll miss you too." He said, leaning forward and giving her a sweet kiss that stole her breath away. He needed her lips, and the way her beautiful body molded against his so perfectly. He needed her. And he couldn't have her. "Maybe one day we could..."

"Maybe." She said. "Thank you for telling me." He nodded before kissing her one more time and walking away.

Forever.

Seconds later Ryan came running back.

"He didn't murder your right!?" He asked.

"Far from it." She said, swallowing back her tears. "Let's go. I already said goodbye to my parents." He wrapped his arm around her shoulders and kissed her cheek.

"I know we aren't dating Im, but I want to protect you okay?" He said. She looked up at him and smiled.

"Thanks Ry, love you." She said.

"Love you too, kid." He said, as they walked to Imogen's car Ryan, Nikki, and her were driving.

Andrew and Ian were driving the truck.

As they jumped in her black Mini Cooper she saw Andy, Brooke and her parents. She waved at them, looking up at her window. If it wasn't for that window she would have never met Andy, and none of this would be happening. In a way she was grateful but she wished he was with her.

She wished none of this was happening.



Imogen sighed in content as she laid her head on Ryan's chest. They were in the back of the car while Nikki drove, trying to get some sleep.

When they get to Los Angeles they were moving in with some of Ryan's friends, the guys from Motionless In White. Ricky Horror, Chris Motionless, Josh Balz, Devin "Ghost" Sola, TJ Bell and Angelo Parente.

Ryan reminded Imogen a lot of Ricky Horror actually and it was going to get pretty confusing.
His fingers were tracing soft circles in her skin. "Your an expert cuddler, Ry."

"I know." He chuckled. "One of my best qualities."

"Mhm." She smiled, burying her face in his chest.

"What did that prick say to you?" He asked.

"That he was going to miss me, it wasn't important." She shrugged. He nodded against her head.

"I'm sorry." He whispered.

"It's okay." She muttered, looking up at him. He smoothed her hair down, reminding her of Andy.

"Get some sleep." He said, kissing her forehead. She nodded and closed her eyes.

Everything was different now. Everything.




"Hey guys! Welcome!" Ricky horror shouted seeing Ryan and Imogen walk up to the front porch step of the old house. They bought it for a great deal but now they would have to house five others. It wouldn't be a huge problem since they had two spare rooms still but lord knows how rowdy the house would get.

"I'm Imogen Blaze, you must be Ricky." She smiled, shaking his hand. He chuckled and pulled her into a hug.

"I know who you are. I've heard your EP and your fantastic. That scream man! It gives me the chills. Come on, I'll introduce you to everyone else!" The pair followed Ricky into the old house Nikki, Ian, and Andrew following. "Okay this is Chris, TJ, Josh, Angelo and Devin or Ghost as we like to call him."

Imogen's eyes immediately locked with the tall man standing in the middle of the group. His chin length black hair and chocolate brown eyes captivated her. His many tattoos, on his arms, neck and hands. It was Chris Motionless and he had taken her by surprise.

Mostly because she'd never found anyone as attractive as Andy before but Chris...he was close.

"Hey." He said, his voice smooth and velvety and Imogen swooned seeing the multiple lip piercings her had. He was staring right at her, a smirk on his perfect mouth.

"Hi." She mumbled. Everyone in the room was staring at them and they knew..this was a pair that could truly last.

Notes

I feel so bad for Andy </3 Leave me a comment telling me what you think will happen. I may even do shoutouts to my top three favorites :D

Comments

@darksoul
Unfortunately, there just wasn't much I could do. I think it ended well with the that chapter :) If you want to read more, then I tons of other stories ;)

Wait, so it ended???? Nooooooooooo!!!!!

darksoul darksoul
8/4/15

Incredibly excited for more then! I just wasn't sure, because if you wanted to end it there, you totally could have. That would have been a beautiful ending, but I'm so excited for more. (:

Ellie-phant Ellie-phant
3/2/15

@Ellie-phant
Thank you SOOO much! I have a lot more of your interested, but I know you already read a lot of them! Its not over, and won't be for a bit. I'm in the process of writing it still and I have been for a long time so I'm too emotionally attached to stop haha!

So, I just read this entire thing in two days.. First, WOMAN! Tell me when you have new stories! I'm terrible at finding things, and you know how much I enjoy your writing. Two, I just sobbed my eyes out. This was beautiful. I cannot tell if it's over, but I'm so in awe, I can't even handle it. You're amazing. <3

Ellie-phant Ellie-phant
3/1/15