Longing (Andley & Cinxx)

This wasn't happening. No. No...

I pushed Andy off. "Stop pitying me!" I shouted, my face burning in embarrassment. I crossed my arms, looking away from him. I told CC cause he trusted me with his secret. Why didn't I notice Andy's breathing on the phone? I'm such a idiot!

At least they didn't know about my other problem.
"Nobody was suppose to know besides CC." I whispered. Andy frowned. "You didn't trust me?" Andy and I were supposed to be best friends. I covered my face, feeling how damp my eyelashes were.

"I'm such a waste of space...."

Andy began to talk, and I made a 'zip it' motion. "The bus will be here soon, I'm packing up." I ran to our shared room, and carelessly began to stuff things into my duffel bag. I heard my phone, and I picked it up. "Hi Jake. No, I'm not hungry. I've been snacking, promise..."

If you haven't guessed my other problem, you're an idiot. When I was finished far too early for my liking, I gulped my coffee down, and instantly felt sick. No way was that shit staying down. I rushed to the bathroom, and projectile- vomited into the toilet. Flushing the toilet, I washed my mouth out, and put a Listerine sheet in my mouth to get rid of the awful smell and taste. Hearing Jinxx announce the bus was here, I hurried to follow him. I was trying to get there before Andy.

Jake was in there with five boxes of pizza. It smelt amazing, but then the thought of grease and calories repulsed me. Andy rested a hand on my shoulder, and I moved away. He looked genuinely hurt.

"I'm gonna go to sleep..." I said. "Ash, it's Five."

"I know... I'm just tired."

"At least eat first, I can hear your stomach..." Jinxx laughed, slapping me on the back. I flinched, and watched them give me five slices. My eyes widened. "I told Jake I wasn't hungry.." I laughed nervously, and saw CC and Andy giving me a curious look.

"Just eat, Ash..." I picked up a piece, and just ate it fast. "There, can I sleep now?"

"Ashley, you haven't had a decent meal in a week. Eat the God damn pizza!" Sluggish, I ate everything put in front of me. My stomach felt like exploding, and I glared. "Now can I go to sleep, God dammit?"

Without giving time to answer, I got up, and sprinted towards the bunks. CC and I had our own bunks, cut off from the others. It was also sound proof, and lockable. I did lock it.

Slamming the door, I undid the phone case and out dropped a familiar metal. I made a single cut just at my ankle. CC never looked there. I did the same to the other, and hid it in my phone again.

Using bandaids, I laid down to fall asleep.

-dream-

Andy cried out as he came for the third time, pushing himself up and down. I laid back on my elbows, watching him practically destroy his body. He was sobbing with pleasure. He rapidly bounced, and I moaned loudly.

Scooping up his cum from off my stomach, I swallowed as much as I could. "Fuck, ASHLEY!" He moaned, leaning down to bite all over my neck. After much more bouncing, he came once again, balls tightening.

He pulled away, and began to deep throat me. The warmth made me arch my hips from the bed. "Ashley, please fuck my filthy mouth!" He begged, going to the edge of the bed, opening his mouth willingly.

I shoved my length into his small mouth. Using his long hair, I guided him on and off my penis.

"Mhmm, Andy!" I groaned, bucking my hips. His throat constricted, and I came, hard. I pressed his nose flush to my pelvis bone, and he obediently swallowed all my sperm.

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I woke up, and I checked the time: not even ten minutes after, I woke up! At least this time I don't have cum in my boxers. Ugh. Stupid. Fucking. Dreams.

Literally.

Why can't just dream about some blonde instead? Well, Andy's real hair color is blonde... sub conscience shut up!

Great, a internal argument without myself.....

At least I know no one heard it.

I ignored my raging erection, and stood up. Reaching into the lower bunk, I sighed as I felt around for my gum packet.

Taking a piece out, I chewed it up quietly.

Notes

Should I put less smut or....? What do you guys think, I plan on the next scene in three chapters. Should it be sooner or later?