Longing (Andley & Cinxx)

CC pulled into the parking lot, and I ran up the stairs. Probably not the smartest idea. Whatever.

CC eventually caught up to me, and I was signing myself in. She smiled at me, but I could see the disgust clear in her face. I sat in a chair, waiting for my name to be called. Ten minutes later, I was in the room, shirt off.

I smiled as a male doctor came in, and he smiled. "Its nice seeing a gay couple now and then, now will yo-"

"We're not a couple!" I Interrupted. The doctor chuckled, and instructed me to sit up a bit. Blah. Blah, blah.. he put cold gel on my belly, and ran some sort of contraception over it, and a screen showed my ultrasound. The doctor looked pleased.

"We can tell the gender, would you like too know?" Eagerly, I nodded. "Well, if you look here, there is no penis, but a clitoris, so we can say you're having a girl!" A smile instantly spread across my face, and CC looked happy as well.

"She's gonna be so adorable, Ash! I call her on weekends!" CC declared, and I paled. "Nope. Not until she's thirty. You swear and drink way too much!" The doctor chuckled. "Well, everything looks alright, Mr. Purdy, no smoking, drinking, or any drugs at the sort. Our next appointment will be next month on the sixteenth. If you're not in town, go to one and tell them I sent you." He told me, and I cope up, wiping the sticky gel off my stomach, and pulling my shirt over my bony frame.

"Oh, and one more thing, make sure he eats at least three meals a day." I stopped, halfway to the door. Nervously, I nodded. "Of course, doctor..."

I tailed it out of there, and CC ran to keep up with me. "Ash, what do you want? We're stopping by Wendy's on the way home." CC asked, exiting the doctors office. "I'm not hungry, CC."

"I know you haven't eaten anything since breakfast yesterday, Ashley. What do you want?"He asked, more sternly.

"Salad..." I muttered, anxiously playing with my fingers. CC rolled his eyes, and began to drive. "I want you healthy, Ashley." He murmured, stopping at a red light. "I know, CC... it's just hard." I admitted. "I haven't actually eaten a full meal in.... three months." CC nearly spit out the sip of monster he had been drinking. "What?!"

I looked away, ashamed. "I'm so sorry." I whimpered. "You probably hate me too, don't you?" I asked, rubbing my eye. "I couldn't ever hate you, Ashley.."

"Thats exactly what Andy said." I mumbled, watching his begin to order. He paused, looking at me, before resuming.

"That'll be all, thanks." He finished, and pulled up, looking at me. "Ashley, forget about him, alright? You have all of us.." I smiled, nodding. "Your right."

With those words and a few minutes of displeasure, I ate an entire salad and a few fries. Maybe I am getting better?

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