P.S I hate you

Melody p.o.v
"fucking whore you should go fucking kill yourself I would dance on you grave" my mom slapped me "yea you emo faggett you are a burden to society" my boyfriend screamed at me as he kicked me on my side. I get up and run upstairs to my room I grabbed all my blades that I took from my pencil sharpener then I grabbed my razors the ones I took from my razor the thing that I shaved with then I grabbed all my clothes and threw them all in my bag. I hoped out my window (which I live in a trailer so my window was close to the ground) and ran to the park and sat in the ditch I grabbed my blades and made about fifty cuts until this very large hand took away from me "hey what your fucking problems I have business to take care of and your kinda interrupting so you please be kind enough to give those back to me" I growled at him. He sat next to me in the ditch and he made me look at him. As I looked at him he was beautiful he had hair black as night it was silky looking and those eyes I could get lost in them for days they were like the ocean so calm blue and his lips they were plump. "Why do you do this to yourself" "bro I just fucking met you and you want to know my life story...and you really think I'm going to tell you hell no now give me back my blades before I take out my razors" I replied really kissed off " the blood was everywhere I even got some on they boy then before I could stop him he emptied out my. Bag then he grabbed the razors and started running "hey get back here you douche bag and give me my stuff back" he was fast with those Giselle legs. I finally realized where he was going...he was going to the portal potties he open the door and went in I finally caught up to him to witness them go in to the toilet "what the fuck is your problem" I screamed crying "I could ask you the same question.
"its non of your concern" I growled I walked away to where my stuff was. Then somebody grabbed my arm and pulled me back and hugged me I didn't care it was at this point I hugged back and cried in there shirt "hey shhh it's all going to be okay" that voice belong to man who dumped my blades in poop. "I hate you I hope you know that" I said and looked up at those beautiful eyes. "I know but you can come stay at my place till the end of the year okay?" "Okay" we got to his place and we had sex hard core sex. Like it was so hard core we busted a hole in the wall from where the headboard was hitting it.
~time lapse~
i hated him since then I was happy to did but he took that away from me . I stayed with him for the rest of the year and moved out so I could go to college and me and andy ended up going to the same college. My parents never called if you were wondering. And me andy stayed friends with benefits but we weren't friends. I used sex as an escape instead of cutting so you could say I was an sex addict. I'm horny so let's call andy I grabbed my phone and dialed his number it took him three rings to pick up the phone "hello" "hey andy I'm horny" "ill be there in ten" "but I'm naked" "ill be there in five" "andy"? "Yes" "I hate you"

Notes

Do you sexy pervs like it?? I'm sorry if there is stuff to be corrected my kindle is acting stupid so is my auto correct (I hate auto correct) but I hope you like it ill update when I get a chance.